Another Arcadia Online

Old memories

after-school classroom.

I slept alone. As I rammed into my desk. I don't think I'm going to be able to go home as sleepy as I am unusually, so I thought I'd go to sleep for a while.

"You clean it all by yourself!

"You know what? I don't know about duty. Bogus!

I don't have good memories of after-school school.

I was always just bullied, and sometimes I was pressed to clean and clean alone. I wish there was no one else to shelter me but Pearl.

Chi met from high school and wasn't in middle school.

Really... I hate this quiet after-school.

The class is over and the homeroom on the way home is over.

Everyone lowered their desks to clean and headed to the cleaning sharing place. I'm in the classroom this week. Removed the bamboo from the locker and put the floor on.

"Doctor, I have business to do with you guys."

The teacher left the classroom as usual.

"Yeah, do Hirose!

"Let's go!

"Ico."

"Yeah."

... Everyone leaves it to me.

Wipe the floor by yourself and by yourself. Blackboard cleaning was also done by myself. Because if you don't, they'll beat you up again. Why don't you do it... because they say so.

I was the only one in the classroom, and it was quiet.

Only the sound of the blackboard erase cleaner echoes.

The hallway was quiet too.

…………

I tried not to complain.

If I turn against you, I look at you in pain. Because they beat me up. Everybody's scared. Everybody pisses me off.

The cleaning went to report to the doctor.

"Okay. Ah, Hirose. Will you do this for me?

and was given summer homework.

Hotchkiss was also given to me with him. I hear you're asking me to retain it. Accept without rejection. I just want to make it easier. Acquiesce that I am being bullied. Scum, scum, scum...

My heart kept closing.

Return to class and sit in a chair.

Wrap up your homework, fasten it with hochikis, and repeat the task again.

The teacher must be sipping coffee in the staff room by now. I guess everyone plays games or something at home. Why do I have to be the only one to do this?

Clean it by yourself, get this done by yourself...... I'm not everyone's servant.

"... don't cry"

Tears spill.

I decided to continue the work of soaking tears.

And the last one completes.

Outside the window the sun was falling. When I look at the time, five o'clock. It's not the time for the homecoming department to go home. I walked home alone in the evening.

"I want to die"

I don't like everyone anymore.

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you... Why do you think I'm the only one with this kind of eye? Because I'm weak? Because I'm scrupulous? Don't be silly.

"Die!"

"I'm blind!

... Fine.

Then I'll die again, as you wish.

I go up the bridge.

And I looked around downstairs. The river is flowing. The water on the river is increasing because it was raining heavily yesterday. I hear drowning is painful, but don't die. It still doesn't make that difference anyway.

"... Beautiful bells. Mother, father. Pearl State. Sorry."

I threw myself out.

"Hia!?

I was in the classroom when I got up.

Yu, dream? It's an old dream. You mean when you tried to commit a second suicide. Damn, I remember something I didn't like...

Looking at the clock, five o'clock.

That's the same time...

"Damn, I stayed up late last night, so I got sleepy."

I watched the seventh event and I fell asleep late...