Another Arcadia Online

Let's go to an Italian restaurant ③

I turn to my brother.

"Mr. Article! I'll help your brother's lady relieve her of her mistrust."

"... okay?

"Yeah, because Mano seems sad too"

I was trembling when I offered my hand to shake it.

Will I touch it first? You can't even wear it... I wonder if this kind of thing should go down the tunnel.

Because there is something quite difficult about overcoming trauma......

"Sorry, Misaki, honey citrus"

"... Huh?

"That's okay. Because trauma is more fun to overcome."

But it's not that easy to overcome.

I haven't been able to overcome it yet either. My chest hurts when I see Harada, and the wound that should have healed stings and aches. I haven't been able to overcome it as much as I can say it sounds great either.

But maybe trauma can be managed as long as we forget the cause.

"Besides, we want to get along with each other."

"... you did"

"Duh, what do you mean?

"I was bullied between elementary and middle school. There's a wrist cut on my wrist and it won't go away anymore. He jumped off a bridge and tried to kill himself in the water."

I was surprised to see my wrist wound.

I wish I had called it an injury to my honor, but unfortunately it was a wound I put on myself. Deep, cut deep to die. But thank God.

Such a situation is not always shared.

Because ordinary people can't be bullied. Only a very small number of people are bullied.

So...... It is also true that there are people in the same situation as me who are very close.

"... I had one, too. Just once. That I wanted to die. But Mano grieves."

"That's right, brother."

"... right. If a kid like Misaki's gonna work hard, I'm gonna have to work hard too."

Mr. Jo stands up.

And I took out my phone.

"… could you please exchange your contact details"

And I smiled and nodded because I had been asking terribly.

Of course I can't say no. I didn't like how Mano looked sad, and your brother started to get excited to overcome it. I haven't been able to read the air and I'm not nice to reject it there.

I know I'm not nice, but I don't do the shitty act of stopping people trying their best, etc.

"... your brother spontaneously. Yeah, do you have this?

What do you have, Mano?

The accountant told me that Mano would pay for it.

We walk home.

"... you were bullying Misaki"

"... oh, I was listening"

"Duh, I was in my seat..."

Can you hear me if I don't like it?

"I'm dying twice, why are you laughing now...? I can't even think of someone like Misaki trying to commit suicide..."

"Why are you laughing now... that would be fun"

I look up.

Up there was a starry sky full of sky. Without a cloud, the brilliance of the stars descends.

"I'm angry because I'm annoyed, I cry because I'm sad, I rejoice because I'm happy. It's obvious. Laugh if you're having fun."

"... it's amazing how much fun it sounds"

"Well, if you get desperate every day, it's gonna be fun."

Now, ever, and in the future.

Live that day desperately. That's how I live.

"... you're a strong man after all"

"I guess so."

"I envy you."

And that's what they say. I can illuminate.

I've never been told that much about envy. Are you always around for my indifference or praise instead of praise? That's two choices.

"Wah, I will also apprentice and strengthen my spirit......!

"Yeah. Ma, well, temperament."

Unexpectedly this passionate type...