Another Arcadia Online

"You killed your sister yourself!

And one of the boys in the class has said it.

True. But... I honestly resented your sister. Why did you kill yourself? There was such a grudge that I would be isolated. Your sister... hated you to death.

You can study or whatever, but you mistake that for normal, sister. I hated that too. I don't like a sister who thinks I can also make a beautiful bell because I can too.

On the way home, kick the stone off the road thoughtfully.

"Uh, I'm already annoyed! Why do you have to see me like this because of your sister!

I've never had a fight. I pierce the character that you only like your sister at home.

Because if we fight, we'll annoy your mother. That's why I don't.

"Don't kill yourself when you're being harsh! This one's annoying!

My sister was a real, disgusting person.

Your sister is in the hospital.

I came to pay my respects. Your sister just stares out the window in a blur. I tried to talk. When I say sister, that's all my sister says and looks out the window again.

At that time, I thought. Your sister is broken. He said it was broken. Bullying broke it.

And I was so annoyed by the guilt.

Your sister said she killed herself because she was cornered enough to break, and she thought it was just for her own convenience.

No, I think he said quite a bit about dying without his parents. I was saying that in front of your sister. Yet your sister stood up to me...

"... sister, it's me"

"... love"

"Aye?"

"Nobody loves me. Everyone, Mizuki, died because they wanted me to die, so why are you protected? Why are you in the hospital?"

"Eh."

"Why, why, why, why, why, why! Why! It's for people to die! Even Mizuki told you to die because you wanted me to! Everybody's gonna die or something! And yet why would you stop if you tried to die? Why? I'm just doing the right thing. If you want to die, I'll die for you."

I hated the breadth of my words.

Die, it wasn't supposed to be easy. Death to someone who's been bullied is not a joke or anything, it's just a chase.

I was just confused when I heard that. Die because I told you to? You tried to die because of a word in my detour?

"Because no one loves me. Mizuki, your mothers don't seem to like me, and you could have died."

"... sister"

"... if you don't like me, you don't have to call me your sister anymore"

That's what they said.

I regretted it terribly. I hate you. I shouldn't say what. Your sister, without any love from her family and scorned from all around her... had no allies. I should have been on my side alone. I did something wrong to your sister.

I think so, tears spill out of my eyes. And then he fell off his knees and put his head on the ground. The fact that I was pushing my sister was disparaging me into despair.

"Oops... DO IT! You should have seen me...!

"What are you talking about? Beautiful bells aren't bad at all. I'm sorry I was your sister. It was more my fault. If I were a more different sister, I wouldn't have to cry like this. I'm sorry I'm your sister."

Your sister is not bad.

I made it easy for you to die. It's my fault. I was upset with your sister on my own. It's all my fault. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

From now on, I'll be your sister's sister properly, you'll like your sister. So... forgive me for not being forgiven.