Another Arcadia Online

I wonder what a siawasse is.

I think so when everyone's asleep. Looking up at the moon in the hospital room.

Mother said that a daughter like me was born and was a scythe. Tianhai met me and said that I was a scythe. That said, I was in a bit of trouble.

I wonder what a siawasse is. I guess it's sheer wax around. I think so on my own and get a little anxious.

"I'm not a sciawasse at all..."

I felt like the feeling I was holding back was overflowing.

Tears convey cheeks. Even though I had decided not to cry, I'm still a child. Don't cry, don't cry. I guess I just broke my leg bone.

... Yet, I feel sad. I should have done a good thing, but I'm starting to regret not doing it.

I wonder what makes me sad and I have to sleep. Even I want to move my body more... The sadness of not being able to do that. Ruggedness. For what I endured, the feeling I had noticed but ignored is decimated because I started thinking about sheer wax, and it comes out flooded.

"Everybody's fine. I can move my body enough. Even I want to run. I want to run."

My scream, my little scream.

"Hard."

Tears remain on my cheeks.

I can't stop crying. I hold my eyes and I pound and crush like that. The inability to move was something that came spiritually. I realized once again that I like to move my body.

The spiciness of not being able to do what you want. Others say I'm the only one who can't. I knew there was something coming. I was aware, but I just didn't.

"I want to heal quickly...... I don't like being unable to move because of a broken leg anymore..."

The moonlight illuminates me.

I wept. The time for weak vomiting is over. Even I vomit weak tones. I just don't want to throw up in public. I don't want to worry about it. I vomit alone where nobody's listening. That's it. It's somewhat embarrassing to throw up weak sounds in public. I want to be strong. No, I want to make it look strong.

I think I'm a kid at this point, but I have to be strong. Because I don't want you to worry anymore. So, bitter or hard, uh dude, but never weak in public, I don't want to attract weak spots.

Even if it makes a weak sound, I think that's just someone you can worry about. It's not like I don't trust the Pearls. The Pearls just have the backwardness they used to worry so much about.

If I had met a trustworthy person with no hindsight or anything, I would throw up a weak voice in front of that person. Though such an opponent still doesn't show up.

"It would be easier if I could make a weak noise to anyone."

It's impossible because of my personality.

"I'm your sister, and I have to grow up."

I closed my eyes and let go of my consciousness.