Another Arcadia Online

Beautiful Bell Repentance

As I was cleaning the room, I found a letter from inside the break-in.

suicide note, what it says. I read inside.

'This time I decided to commit suicide.

It's not anyone's fault. It's what my weakness, my misery, caused.

Mizuki says she suffers from being put up with a rettel called Sister who killed herself at school.

I did something I'm sorry about.

I don't know about redemption, but I'd like to die and make it true for you, as Mizuki said.

Because it's your sister. If it's for my sister, it's fine. Don't worry about it.

No one to pity me for dying. Beautiful bells, my mother, my father. Everyone wants it. If you want to die, it's the main hope. Thank you. Please smile off at me dying of hope. I do not resent you.

Longer. Live your beautiful bells properly. Don't live a weak life like I do, and don't be a weak person like me.

Thanks for everything. Mother, father. Beautiful bells. And pearls. Thank you. '

And it was spelled out in your sister's letter.

I'll crush it by accident. I remember extra. When your sister was in middle two... she tried to die writing this. Jumped off the bridge. It was from your sister's room that this was found.

I read this with my family and realized for the first time that we were perpetrators too. Three family members, regrets were pressing. I guess that's why I was making it sweet for your sister.

I also like it because of this guilt...... It was from guilt at first, but not now. I really like your sister. That's why I have hard stuff.

If I could ever see myself in the past, I'd beat him to death. Don't say anything sweet, Wagamama, don't say it and I want to bust you.

"Sorry......"

Tears convey cheeks.

I'm sure your sister will be remembering that time soon. I thought so somehow. I wonder what your sister would think if she remembered the memory of this time.

I hope you're angry with me. It would be easier if you didn't make it easy for me to scold people for dying or something. But I don't scold your sister. Ning Ro, I think I'm going to apologize with a smile.

I can't forgive that.

We're the bad guys, but you can't apologize to your sister.

I think I made it. I did something I shouldn't have done either. He said he did something he shouldn't have done.

I hope your sister won't forgive me for this for the rest of my life. I want you to punish me. Because I can't live like that. Live with the consciousness of sin on your back. I don't have that courage.

The tears that tell my cheeks never stopped for a while.