Apocalypse Cockroach

He silently let go of his hands, Zhang Xiaoqiang took a deep breath, all along, he was confused, did not know what he really wanted, his achievements were pushed by external forces step by step, he had always been passive acceptance, he never thought to go for anything, many times he set various goals for himself, in fact, none of those goals were really what he wanted, he always wanted to find a place to hide, to be able to have several children safely and steadily, to live a peaceful life, unfortunately, in the end of life, he could not find a place to hide, there was no peace day for him, too many fights he found the door if he wanted to, regardless of whether he wanted or not, his hands were always stained with all kinds of blood.

But at this moment, when he wanted to hug his son, he had a strong sense of guilt. Even if he washed himself from head to toe, he could not wash away the strong smell of blood from his hands. His son's eyes were so pure when his skin was so thin and clean that he could not dare touch it, fearing that it would tarnish the most holy things in his heart.

Suddenly, his heart flashed with a strong desire, an impulse to let him out loud, he never wanted to see this baby with the purest eyes go on his old path, take a life, go through a cruel battle, enjoy victory while also enduring the pain of wounds, he didn't want his son to be the so-called hero leader, he just wanted his son to be able to live his life in peace, have his own children, enjoy the sun freely, have his own interests, find one or more girls to go through a marriage or a few heartbreaks.

He just wants his children to be ordinary, he doesn't need to suffer for life, he doesn't need to kill for survival, he doesn't need to bear the expectations of millions of people for responsibility, but how easy is it to do that? This world is the world of zombies, the world of mutant beasts, even the world of the new era, not just his Zhang Xiaoqiang world, not knowing how many lives and deaths await him, not knowing how many years it will take for his children to see that peacetime?

“Let all sins stop to me, let me bear all the slaughter, you will be responsible for healthy growth, opening the branch leaves for our old Zhang family... ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang stared at the little baby who was bored to bite and play with his toes and suddenly took an oath in his heart that he would end all wars in a lifetime in which he could fight, and that all enemies, be they zombies or mutant beasts, whether in the new era or any other force, must be destroyed before his son grows up, whether he kills hundreds of millions of corpses or how many human beings, and even more so no matter how many subordinates are killed in action, he will bear all the sins and kill a true peace and prosperity with the knife in his hand.

“Why don't you hug him, he's been looking at you, smiling at you, he likes you... ”

Surrounded by the weak sound of curtain pei, her voice has a peculiar rhythm, as if it was a teenage girl reading in the morning, with a quiet and peaceful smell, let Zhang Xiaoqiang feel a kind of tranquility from the deep of the heart, turning her head to see the gorgeous double curtain pei is staring at her child with her most moving eyes, the fine white fingers slowly sliding from the son's blowing bursting face, some pride, some drowning.

“In the future, his name will be Zhang Ping. Let him live his life in peace and security. He doesn't have to struggle on the line of life and death all day like us... ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang's words were very cold, as plain as white boiling water, Munpei heard Zhang Xiaoqiang's voice, the merciful look slightly changed, and turned his head to Zhang Xiaoqiang and said:

“Aren't you used to it? Watching this kid feel old? ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang sighed, reaching out and touching the curtain pepper slippery. On her tender face, she looked into her eyes and said:

“The child belongs to you later, I owe you a favor, I know you don't like me, it will be disgusting to be with me, I won't force you to be with me, as long as you don't find another man, I can never touch you... ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang is weird about the compensatory psychology of Shou Pei Pei. He willingly determined that Shou Pei hated him, and when he retreated in the gathering place, he asked Shou Pei to vent, just because of her beauty, the two people could not talk about feelings, nor could they talk about affection. Their only bond was the child in front of them. With this child, Zhang Xiaoqiang suddenly discovered the true meaning of life, so he was willing to meet any requirements and expectations of Shou Pei.

“What do you mean when you say that? You weren't there when the baby was born. When you came back, you were in the conference room. The moment you entered the base, me and the baby waited for you for half a day. When you arrived, you didn't want to hug him and said these weird things. What do you think of our mother and son as? If you don't want him, I can take him away so you can't see him forever... ”

The merciful and peaceful curtain Pei Pei disappeared, the distinct personality, the arrogant and stubborn curtain Pei Pei returned, defeated Zhang Xiaoqiang's big hand, once the number fell into Zhang Xiaoqiang's heart slightly bitter, he did not know how to explain, he did not know how to communicate with curtain Pei Pei, he saw that Curtain Pei Pei had always been very accommodating to him for the sake of his children, even let go of all face, but he so-called hard to say, he was afraid that curtain Pei Pei did not agree that his children could always only be ordinary people, the fate of an ordinary person was sad, they could never take full control of their own fate, but as a person who bore was too heavy, he did not want his children to go on his old path.

Anger was a little stalemate, Zhang Xiaoqiang's bitterness turned into flashbacks in Muppet's heart, even thought that Zhang Xiaoqiang did not like her son because of his own reasons. When she thought of birth, this sweet little baby could not get Zhang Xiaoqiang's father's love. Her heart almost blew up quickly. As if she had returned to her childhood, her father could ignore her because of his work. When the father finally retired, she was not so busy. When she remembered to ease the relationship between father and daughter, she had long lost love and only hatred for the father. She likewise did not want her child to follow her old path. She wanted to give him a finished home, a complete affection, even if she gave her dignity and grievance, Zhang Xiaoqiang actually said these words, and let her heart be provoked by the instant cold.

Zhang Xiaoqiang saw the anger in Muppet's eyes, and suddenly a glimmer of understanding flashed through his heart. If he could not speak to Muppet, perhaps after today, he would never see his son again. Muppet at this time was like a mother and beast provoked by anger. For her own child, she would go mad and attack everything that threatened her child, including him.

“Pepe…. ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang shouted her nickname, but this was not enough to quench the anger of screen pepper. Then he pressed his hands on screen pepper's shoulder, and screen pepper could not escape. Then he stared at Zhang Xiaoqiang and bit his teeth. If Zhang Xiaoqiang did not say one, two or three, she would never obey. She did not want her children to fall into the treatment of the descendants next to the ancient. She had to contend for the name of her eldest son.

Zhang Xiaoqiang pulled the chair and sat next to Mt. Pei Pei and looked at her child with her and said:

”After the end of my life, I don't know how many life and death lines I have experienced. Many times I believe that I will die. I will not see the next day's sun. If I am not lucky, I will always find a life line. You will not see me. Just like this time, in order to rush back to see my son born, I have been seriously wounded at least three times, there are not a few people and zombies killed, and there are many powerful enemies I have encountered. I don't dare to think how many more fights I will face in the future. People will not be so lucky. In case I am not accidentally, I may not be there that day. Such a life is not what I want, but I can't run, nor hide, I escape, what about these people who follow me? What are you gonna do?

I'm afraid you don't believe it. I really don't want to be a leader, I just want to live in peace with you, but the world is dangerous, unless we hide on the moon, as long as we want to live in this world, we have to face all kinds of dangers and battles. Do you want your son to be like me in the future? “

Zhang Xiaoqiang was slightly moved by his belly. Her previous words finally pushed Zhang Xiaoqiang's heart out. In any case, Zhang Xiaoqiang was also the mother of his child. Zhang Xiaoqiang's previous relocation just didn't want her child not to be loved by his father. Why would he want his child to have no mother? Mak Pei Pei was not saying anything, just staring at Hao, Zhang Xiaoqiang was with her, until the child woke up from sleep, the two people were busy, Mak Pei Pei commanded Zhang Xiaoqiang to take diapers and hot water towels, handle the child's urine by himself, Zhang Xiaoqiang's hands busy and feet busy, finally took care of the child's urinal bed problem, looking at the child who was drinking milk, Zhang Xiaoqiang wiped off the hot sweat on his head, suddenly he looked up at the woman who was breastfeeding the child.

Xu Pei Pei did not avoid Zhang Xiaoqiang, suddenly pulled up his coat flap to breastfeed the child, found Zhang Xiaoqiang staring at her, couldn't help but glance at Zhang Xiaoqiang, how to know Zhang Xiaoqiang did not look at her chest at all, but said seriously:

“Thank you so much, I don't know my parents, I have never fulfilled my father's responsibilities, you are busy alone, I will ask you anything in the future... ”

“He's also my son, my son. I don't care. Who cares? ”