To date, it was made clear that it was, for one thing, the power of the black spear that had slaughtered numerous enemies and had so much effect on Gandia.

No, it's something I've known for a long time. I knew too much about relying on the power of the black spear that I knew so much about.

That's why I craved the strength the black spear owner deserved. That's what I taught Lux-Vain and started training for. Anyway, I wanted to get out of the pitiful status quo.

In the meantime, it was a war.

The Lion's Tail was organized as a guerrilla force, but given its power, Leongando couldn't have spared it. I also knew I would be put in from the war and be tortured.

Naturally, I took care of my training with Lux. Although Lux told me to train for personal use, I couldn't possibly do it every day. During the war, it is an enemy country. When might there have been a battle?

And there was a fight with Miliu. The battle with her became such an intense memory that it floated to a thousand people behind her eyelids even now, even if she closed her eyes. We lost.

No, I'm not defeated by reality. It was Miliu who became a loser and a prisoner of the Gandhian army, and Setuna is recorded as a winner.

But Setuna's emotions didn't recognize that as a victory. Setsuna, who had never lost before, was overwhelmed with defeat.

"That's why... it's nothing but recklessness to storm without even identifying the power of the opponent. Courage and recklessness are different. You know it's Setuna, right?

"I know. That's not true."

Setuna dropped her gaze. Rugs laid on the ground are not wet in the rain. Of course, it's not a vinyl tent. Perhaps it has been specially processed.

I understand what Faria said as painfully. We must not distinguish between courage and recklessness. I know that.

Because Setuna never feels courageous about the soldiers coming up against her recklessly. Seeing Chaos Bringer's immense power and still coming at him was nothing but recklessness.

It's like dying.

It's like being killed.

Such things are not courageous.

I am so sorry for the courage to die and the courage to be killed. But the likes of them actually exist and appear before Setuna. In doing so, Setuna has killed without straying. I don't need to hesitate to kill my enemies. A moment of hesitation is life.

Setuna and I are human. You're gonna get hurt, you're gonna get killed. In order to survive, even reckless and pathetic people must be killed.

Even if he has been courageously and resolutely attacking me, it can only appear reckless in Setuna's eyes with the black spear in his hand. The end of what has been recklessly challenging is pathetic. Will you be broken by a black spear, poked to death, or destroyed?

Either way, there is only a future to despair of.

"If so."

"But if I'd run back like that, I wouldn't have forgiven me."

Even though he did not defeat the dragon, but rather looked directly at the fact that he was about to be killed and left Faria unscrupulous, Setuna was still unable to bend her emotions.

At that time, it was the battle with Miliu that passed behind Setuna's brain. What a substantial defeat has brought to him is the determination not to lose. It was also an obsessive notion that we should never lose again.

Although I decided to withdraw once after seeing the vicious power of the dragon, I had to face it, it must have been because the defeat was pulling its tail back then.

Most of all, if you beat Miliu, you wouldn't have challenged the dragon.

"You know I shouldn't have fought. Looking at the results, I didn't work, and I should have honestly run away. That didn't force Faria to do it."

"It's okay about me. Something more durable than you."

"That's not true."

Setuna pointed her mouth away.

How many times has Faria said that?

I think he said that even after the battle with the Milius. But she's also a normal person. Of course, you definitely have a much more forged flesh than Setuna. She is building up her training as an armed summoner. I guess I was physically and mentally trained in the process.

But that's a different story from this. Where I've built up how much workout, the wound doesn't heal faster, and the pain doesn't ease. I need to give you an example of Ruufa. How much stronger, man is nothing but man. You can't even be a monster like the Imperial Devil.

After all, Setsuna is human too. The moment he holds a black spear, he sometimes has the illusion that he has become something that no one else can. It makes me feel as if I have transcended man in a running stream of power that overflows beyond my control.

You forget how weak people are and act like monsters. As a result, if it was done with a major injury, it would still be fine. If you die, it won't even be a joke.

You can't even mock yourself.

"What do you think? Would you like to try it? Captain."

Setuna half-eyed to Faria with a challenging smile. It seemed unusual for Faria to make a statement provocatively, but I might even dare to ride here.

"Do you want the sick captain to force you, or are you, or are you, or are you, an assistant captain?"

"Right. I've always been pushed into squad chores, and even if I told you not to be impotent, you wouldn't listen to me, and sometimes you don't want to do anything good."

"Ho."

Faria raised her voice and laughed at how strange Setuna's expression was. Exhale as you realize your heart will be saved by Faria's smile. I didn't even have the dust to make her laugh, but as a result, I saw a smile. I have no complaints.

"But I'm really glad the captain is safe. The captain of the Ayn Army and the Westbound Army were worried."

"Ayn and everyone, you're safe, right?

"Yes. The Dragon Reconnaissance Force has been able to return to the Westward Army without missing anyone. And thanks to the captain for drawing the dragon's attention."

"... I know. I won't do that anymore."

"I don't expect the captain to keep his word."

"That's terrible."

When Setuna flashed, Faria sighed so clearly that she could see here as well. I suppose I sighed with the intention of making him listen.

"It must be the captain who's terrible. Let us worry all the time, for we can only dream. I've been seeing a captain for a long time, Miliu. I don't even eat much, I've been..."

"Ever......"

Setuna could not forbid surprise at Faria's words.

When I woke up, I also wondered if that was why Miliu's face was the first one to jump into my sight. Before I woke up, maybe there was some change in Setuna's expression.

If you've been watching, you'll notice even a few changes. So when I put my face close, I guess Setuna woke up.

I couldn't help but be surprised at Miliu.

"Yes, all the time"

Snuff as if Faria rebuffed Setuna's words. Setuna doesn't know what she thinks and what she thinks of Miliu, etc. but from the current mouthfeel, he didn't seem to have any worse feelings than I thought.