Armed Summoners - Black Spears and the Brave Men of the Other World

"I thought it was all about killing my father. Instead of reaching out to me for salvation when I was dropped in Dinobot Cave, killing that man who drove me to hell was everything in my life. I bet you everything, but I wanted to kill you."

Miliu did not intend to pack the distance that lay between him and Setuna. Usually, if I had been myself a while ago, I would have tried to follow him right away. I should have stuck to him forcefully, and tried to fill my mind a little with it. A cheap mind, where just a few contacts give you a feeling of fullness. He was human to that extent. And that's good. Anyway, it's the end of the visible life. That was enough. I didn't have to ask for anything more.

"So it was also a great opportunity to be a prisoner of Gandia. I infiltrate the Dragon House with my captives and kill Orian-Lebaen - because I thought I could fulfill my wish"

Setsuna doesn't want anything. He's just listening to Miliu's spitting words. Is it because Miliu's heart is weak that it feels so gentle?

Setuna didn't move one eyebrow, even though she was spitting out the black thing in her heart. Red, wet eyes staring at Milyu.

"I could sneak into the Dragon House. And also discovering Orian. I was delighted. I can fulfill my purpose. The time has come for memorial achievements."

When I found Orian-Lebaen among the Lord Heaven of the Thai Spiritual Palace, my body trembled. The more I thought this was about my heart bouncing, the more I shook with joy. So much so that I wondered if the joy had been passed on to them. Most of all, it ends in concern.

Orian was asleep.

Which means I missed my chance to kill him.

"But I couldn't"

Miliu held his fist to quell the tremor in his body. I can see my nails eating into the palm of my hand. I'm putting so much effort into wondering if my nails might break through my skin, but I can't stop them. Communicating thoughts means it's going to be so hard.

"I couldn't kill you! Get that man!

What comes to mind is the look on Orian-Lebaen's face. The face of a man full of disillusionment and despair, of his father. Still, it was not of Commander-in-Chief Dinobot Cave. It was a look that Miliu had never seen. Someone she didn't know was there. It's not Orian-Lebien. What is it?

Maybe that's why Miliu's consciousness froze. A different person appeared, tentatively named Orian-Lebaen. She was just flabbergasted. And desperate.

"I couldn't kill him......! You should have wanted to kill me. You've been polishing your powers, only to kill that man. I should have fought through it. I should have survived. Yet I am, I am...!

Miliu, holding his head, went to scream. I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm sure it's not like talking to someone else. In particular, isn't it uttering words that Setuna doesn't want us to hear? I felt that, and it broke my heart. Pain overflows with tears.

"I couldn't do anything"

I can't look straight at Setuna. I'm sure there's nothing out there. So he keeps quiet. I just have to shut up and listen. Miliu, nevertheless, continued his monologue. Once the weir is broken, we just have to keep uttering words until it flows.

"I couldn't even hurt you. I didn't want to do anything good. Abomination, conveying anger, bumping hatred, whatever."

Orian-Lebien - No, I remember that guy going. Why Miliu was dropped in the Dinobot Cave. Of the brothers, Miliu was the only one qualified. I didn't know what qualification was, but because of it, she was screwed up in her life. I would have been forgiven for as much as bumping that anger, but I couldn't even do that. No, if I did that, I'd have done what he thought.

What do you mean you can't be happy at all when you say you've been able to crush that man's thoughts?

Are you expecting something?

"Kill me, and that would have been it. Even though that was all it was. of life, even though it was an end."

Apart from monologues, thoughts tour.

Maybe he wanted Orian-Lebien to say something about it.

He may have expected me to respond to his words as a father.

I craved love.

(Oh well...)

When the thought got there, Miliu looked up. I stopped even spilling tears when I wondered what a stupid woman I was.

(I, again, wanted to be loved...)

To his father.

To that man.

To the man who reigned as commander-in-chief of the Dinobot Cave and knocked the children of the Pendragon clan to the bottom of hell.

Again.

Like when I was a kid.

Like when I was in the boxyard world.

I dreamed of never going back.

In the sense that what was filling her heart was melting and collapsing, she noticed that Setuna was looking at this one with a same look as the first. He was looking at Miliu with the same attitude, the same eyes. I was listening to Miliu's emotional discharge.

I'm glad, on the other hand, I don't wonder how he can get that far.

I wonder what Miliu-Lebien is to him.

Trying to kill him, isn't he just an enemy armed summoner who couldn't kill him? He survived because Miliu couldn't control the power of the black spear and lost consciousness. He lived, and Miliu became a prisoner. Try him, that's all. Then the next thing you know, it's just a convenience for Miliu. Miliu, as a result of a mix of memories, comes to favor Setsuna, but Setsuna does not have it. If you try to make it Setuna, it would be depressing. We were supposed to kill each other just now. There is no reason to accept the favor of such a thing.

But Setsuna in Miliu's memory did not make her unholy. I wonder why you took it for granted to be accepted when you shouldn't be able to complain one bit about being pushed away. And how could I not have questioned that it was accepted?

"Setsuna... I've lost everything"

And the purpose of living. The power to live, the dreams, the wishes, the hopes… everything spilled out of my palm. If he wanted the love of his father, even that became something he would never get again. The man wanted to kill himself by Miliu. At that time, if only I could have killed him, Miliu, maybe I could have gotten his love. Naturally, I don't even want that form of love.

The sense of loss grows stronger over time.

Because I can see that many of the things that were forming me will collapse away. The biggest thing that was forming a personality for a human being named Miliu-Lebien was his vengeance on Orian-Lebien and his intention to kill him. That dark passion was the food for her to live. With that, I could endure any amount of pain, and even loneliness.

By killing his father, he thought it was finally over and it all started.

We cannot reclaim the lost decade for Dinobot Cave. but can be released from that decade. That was to kill Commander Dinobot Cave. This soul must also have been freed from the curse of the Dinobot Cave if the ruler Orian's pulse had been erected.

But I couldn't kill him.

Even though she couldn't kill her, she realizes that the connection between herself and Dinobot Cave is getting thinner. It's as if your existence is fading away, your relationship with everything is disappearing.

That feeling is what makes her desperate.