Armed Summoners - Black Spears and the Brave Men of the Other World

"Power"

Crush.

I voiced my thoughts because I felt that it would be more convoluted to do so. It's not necessarily my fault. I'm so confused that I can't think properly if I don't. Especially this time of year. In a single, no-one quiet space, the confusion in my head was on the other.

So crush. Speak up. Make it into words.

If you speak to a voice, if you speak to a word, if you make a sound, it knocks on your ear, shivers your tympanic membrane, and vibrates your brain. If your brain shakes, this nightmarish mess will subside slightly and your thoughts, which tend to be swallowed by turbulence, will stabilize for a little while.

So I hated the quiet.

Previously, that didn't happen.

I asked for tranquility at all times. The less the sound, the better. I don't think about it, I don't think about it, I don't hear anything, I don't feel anything. I wanted to keep my thoughts frozen in such a dark tranquility. It would have been best if she had been able to freeze her mind, not just her thoughts, but unfortunately, she couldn't have done that. There's no way a human can freeze on his own free will.

And I can't even afford to be calm about that right now.

To counter the confusion in my head that pushed me along with the silence, I had to fall asleep before I was drunk by the confusion or even crush each and every one of them. There is no other way to escape the confusion. Nor is that a complete solution. There's no way I can get rid of the mess before it's over.

Because that's the curse.

"Power…?"

Also crush.

Like a curse, like a spell, like a wish, like a prayer, repeat the same word over and over again. I repeat, nothing is born. It doesn't even give rise to any new ideas. It's just a senseless waste of words, consuming thoughts and losing time. But if you don't, you can't even think, so you don't have to say what you think.

Miliu, fed up, did not try to reveal such distress to anyone.

This confusion was caused by the inheritance of Leviath's "knowledge”. It is rambling around in her head, caused by the mere fact that she has inherited knowledge that should have been inherited with blood. I'm sure that's the thing.

Of course, it wasn't like this from the beginning. At first, that is, a great deal of confusion arose shortly after I touched on Orious's illusion and inherited “knowledge," and although I nearly lost sight of myself, it was quiet after the confusion subsided. I was calm enough to feel the silence as silence, and I was wondering if it would have been slow enough for the immense amount of memory I inherited to open up. But it wasn't. It is the release of memory that is slow, and it is even difficult to pick up the memory you want, but the erosion into consciousness was faster than you can imagine.

Sooner or later, this confusion drains thoughts and erodes consciousness. Since it has been too late, I have only told Setuna about it. In that sense, you can rest assured that even if you lose sight of yourself and end up with a monster, you have one who will kill you.

"Power"

He also spinned the same words.

In sight, there is vague darkness. Midnight darkness. The book was also coming out of a half-open window with moonlight plugged in, weakening its dark forces somewhat. I can see even the wood on the ceiling in the dark, probably because my eyes have gotten used to the darkness. What a way to get up and get off the sleeping table.

"I can't sleep."

That's always been the case here. It's so loud in my head.

What resonates in her brain. That should be the aftermath of the past. The tremendous amount of memory, knowledge that Leviath's blood muscles have inherited from Levia pushes over like a tsunami, sweeping through his head. Leaving it alone is going to drive me crazy, so I have to speak up and stifle the confusion for even a moment. Otherwise you lose yourself. It could be like daylight.

"Nasty woman."

Miliu threw up.

I've stripped away my jealousy. Jealousy of Rem. To her, who was always allowed to be on Setuna's side, she had been deeply jealous for a long time, but should have never put it to the surface so far. Even if I did, it should have been trivial enough to be easily repaired. But all this time, I put out more than I could have said.

I was so jealous, I hit Setuna eight times.

It's impossible if it's normal. If it was a normal mental state, a state with the usual senses, it wouldn't have happened that way.

Why, has that happened?

The answer is one.

At that moment, Miliu was losing control of his emotions.

The after-effects of the past that disturbed my head inhibited my emotional control. So the moment I overheard Setuna and Rem talking, I could play it. There was nothing I could do. Even though my head knew it, I didn't listen to what my heart said. How can Setsuna not understand when she says she loves Setsuna so much? Such thoughts smeared Miliu's heart. When I noticed, I was tightening him up.

Even though there was Elina and her voice was heard, that's it. If Leviath's "knowledge” keeps scratching Miliu's consciousness like this, isn't the day so far away that he can become a monster? Such fear dominates her heart.

Much faster than I imagined.

Orias and his successors until then should have taken longer to get flirted with by these memories. Otherwise, Orias wouldn't have been able to seal his memory. I don't have time to prepare all sorts of means, I should have been cursed and gone mad. But Orias could have prepared Miliu as a means of overcoming the curse, or even lowering the load of inheritance by sealing his memory.

Miliu inherited “knowledge”. I inherited it. I inherited “knowledge”, not “blood”. I couldn't say enough that that hasn't affected the current state of Miliu. If “blood” serves as a receptacle for “knowledge” and suppresses to some extent the influx into consciousness, it may be natural for Miliu's consciousness, which inherited only “knowledge”, to be flirted with by memory and to lose me.

It's just speculation. It's just a guess. But I couldn't think of any other reason. I'm seeing this because I couldn't kill Orias because I didn't inherit it it in a decent way. Ironically.

"I don't want to."

Like spit, crush.

"No."

Out of my room in the darkness without the light of a demonic crystal lamp. This place has always been. I can't sleep alone. No matter how sleepy you are, your head is too loud to let you sleep. Perhaps one day consciousness will also fall into darkness if you stay awake without sleep, but you can't wait until then. Then there's no way we can have a regular life. For once, Miliu is a member of the Royal SS Lion's Tail. I'm a member of the SS. I have to live a clean and right life. At the very least, there must be no such thing as a humiliation of the captain's name. That's not about Setuna hating me or anything, it's Miliu's personal thoughts. I didn't want to do anything to annoy Setuna.

So the daytime thing is pulling its tail.

In the end, it bothered Setuna. Maria was naturally mad at me, and everything Maria said was right. What will you do if you hurt the sick Setuna? What if something happens to Setsuna? I was preached such a thing. There is no objection. Nothing is wrong. If I'm wrong, it's Miliu's.

"Setuna......"

Crushing, walking down the hallway of the battalion building.

The starlight slipping through the window lights slightly down the hallway at midnight. It was too bright for the eyes that could be darkness. I walk away relying on that brightness. The shoe sounds in the hallway. The silence is disturbed and the noise in your head disappears slightly. All you have to do is sound. That's all, consciousness normalizes for a little while. It is still the daytime that has become irrepressible, and it is only at the end of the day when that state has become constant.

When I couldn't sleep, I didn't think of putting up with it until I could sleep. It's more horrible that I can't sleep until morning as a result. If you can't sleep until the next night, I still don't think so. No matter how loud your head is, if you're exhausted, you must fall asleep.

So I walk away to sleep in the night. If someone sleeps next door, that's all I need. Sleeping sounds like outside. The sound outside can instantaneously erase the sound inside. If the confusion in his head disappears, Miliu can sleep. As long as I fell asleep, no matter how much more confusion, there was nothing like waking up right away. If only I could sleep, though.

That's the problem.

Stop in front of Faria's room. I tried to knock on the door, and I stopped. I always rely on Faria. Maybe that's fine. Faria didn't seem to hate being relied upon either. But even if I always rely on her all the time, it's visible that I'll be burdened sooner or later. Sometimes, shouldn't we rely on someone else besides her?

(Someone else?

She thought as she walked out and cleared her ears to the sound of her shoes. Who do you rely on but Phalia? Speaking of reluctant same-sex, it occurred to me about Maria. I'm talking about Maria. If Miliu told us what was going on, he would accept it, and he must have helped us. Maria was also, by nature, one of the sweet ones.

Emil is not in the cadre tonight. He was supposed to be at the main residence of the Barghazar family with Ruufa. I was pushed into her room when I was in the cavalry.

What about Sheila? She is not a "Lion's Tail" squad member, but she is also lodged in the battalion building with the Black Beast squad members, sometimes under the command of Setuna, the captain. So are the Sydney Battle Squad. Fortunately, the building in the cadre is large and has a large number of rooms. There was plenty of room to accept the Black Beast Squad and the Sydney Battle Squad.

Sheila and I are not that close. Compared to Sheila, I still didn't have any contact with Rem enough to even say he was closer. Of course, I know Sheila likes Setuna, and I understand that the distance between her and Setuna has shrunk since the Abad unrest. Hence Sheila is also one of Miliu's jealous subjects. It wouldn't be the same to push her into her room like that. Naturally, the rest of the Black Beasts are even more so.

So, Lem?

Rem, it's not like I hate him. I just don't like Rem being on Setuna's side all the time.

Previously, that was Miliu's role. Ever since the Zalwarn War, I've been on Setuna's side and often stuck with him. I didn't want to leave. The desire to stay in touch with him made it so, even for a second and for a moment. I didn't even think Setsuna could hate me, or weigh myself in some places, but I basically acted according to my desires and got Setsuna in trouble.

Since Rem appeared, Miliu's position has changed. As long as I'm with Setuna, I'm forming on that side, touching and hugging him if I like, and claiming favor, but usually, it was in the role of Rem to be on his side.

Rem recognized Setuna's squire.

At first, it was a plot to kill Setuna, and Lem herself, he hadn't noticed. The Kruselk war ended and Rem's position changed. No, maybe it's better that it didn't change. But in essence, it has changed. Rem became Setuna's servant in a true sense. And then, Rem's attitude toward Setsuna is just my husband and servant, and there's nothing to be said about it.

With that in mind, I shake my head. It's ridiculous. It's crap. I really can't do the same.

"Nasty woman."

Again, he threw up and went up the stairs.

Upstairs, there is Setuna's room.