Armed Summoners - Black Spears and the Brave Men of the Other World

Lesson One Thousand Five Hundred Twenty-nine: As it is a dream (2)

- My desire, Setsuna, wasn't Setsuna.

Miliu has said that abruptly. It would be about the imposter who appeared in the dream manifestation that the ruins showed.

"What do you mean?

"It is a false person born out of my desire. It was nothing like a real Setuna."

I was a little curious as to what setuna Miliu wanted. What difference does it make to the real Setuna? Do they look different or have different personalities? To what extent is the difference? If it's completely different, there's no way you can recognize it as Setsuna, but if your aspirations show up, maybe that's Setsuna, even if it looks different - and so on.

"But that's what I wanted, wasn't it? I'm kind of disappointed. to yourself."

Miliu had a badly depressed look on his face. The bottom of my heart, I guess that's what I thought.

Faria opens her mouth, staring at her like that.

"... human, who doesn't? Everyone pushes their ideals on others. aspirations. When it fails, I am discouraged and disappointed at will. You feel betrayed unilaterally, and you know it. Everything, even though it's just an ideal that I was portraying on my own."

"Right. Truth is, humans are selfish creatures."

"Yeah. I know that, too. But that's not what you're convinced of, is it?

"Well, yeah."

Understanding and convincing are different things.

Even if it is understood by the head, there are as many things not convinced by the mind.

Faria herself is. He acted for what he understood but was not convinced, and lost his connection to Lyohan and the Association. That's what prioritizing your own convincing means. I just have to keep running until I'm convinced. Even if we know we're going to lose everything as a result, we can't stop. Of course, it's not all about prioritizing everything convincingly. There are compromises, and some things we deem sufficient in our understanding. There are various ways of thinking in this world, and that is one cause of pushing or disappointing ideals on others.

"Besides, Setsuna was different."

Miliu changed his expression. From deep disappointment in himself to a bright look full of happiness.

"The falsehoods that Setuna's aspirations created were, I don't know, us."

"of itself... a phony"

"Yeah."

Miliu nods happily.

"Everything, it was me. Words, deeds, appearances, anything."

"That's... I mean"

"Setsuna, you want us the way we are."

To that one word of Miliu, behold.

He wants me the way I am...

"I don't want this to happen, or this to happen, or any push or ideal like that. Don't you think that's awesome?

"Yeah, right."

The words that I was forced to twist were so loud and so hard to hear. But if I didn't, I wouldn't have had a word, so I had no choice. My chest is pounding. The sound of blood circling your body is so loud that your ears can hear it. My heart is shaking. I feel a sudden rise in my body temperature.

"I'm supposed to be bothering Setuna all the time. If it were normal, it wouldn't be weird for you to want me to be quieter or quieter, and you take it for granted. But it didn't. That's where I was."

"So that's how much Setuna loves your sister."

"I'm not the only one. Lem, Sheila, and Urk. Even with Faria, it must have stayed that way."

Faria blinked her eyes at the ink from Miliu. I don't know what would have happened if what she said was true and I had myself on the spot. Didn't the fire come out of your face? I'm getting so impressed that I make you think so.

"'Cause Setuna's love is a hell of a lot bigger"

She put her hands on her chest and let out her thoughts from the bottom of her heart.

"Me, this time, I get it."

"What...?

"The real reason I fell in love with Setuna"

Miliu smiles, blushing her cheeks. At a young age like a girl who just learned to fall in love.

"I thought from the bottom of my heart that it was good to like you and to stick with you all the time."

"Yes... good for you"

"How's Faria?

"How..."

Faria, stared at by Miliu, had to be confused.

"I wasn't there, so I couldn't help it."

That's good. It was the best I could do to return it.

There's just one thing that's clear.

As Miliu put it, Setuna's love is immense, and it means she won't let Faria and the others go.

"That's kind of a big deal. I had no idea I was going to take care of Her Highness."

"Who can imagine this?"

Setuna told Rem back about her return from the royal palace.

At the Royal Palace, after a meeting with Leongando, she went to see Princess Leona for her only wish. Princess Leona is still a baby under the age of one, but when Leongand and Nage asked her about Setuna, she sneezed her little face and rejoiced and surprised Setuna. Princess Leona seems to find out about Setuna. I guess that means we talk about Setsuna that often, but Setsuna was struck by a seemingly unfavourable emotion by that fact.

In the big eyes of Princess Leona, how does Setuna's face appear?

Staring into her blue, transparent eyes, Setuna dreamed of a future in which she would become the queen of Gandia.

He then exchanges warriors Ayn-Rajar, Allegria-Scene and Grand General Astar Barrol-Lanadies to discuss the sight guard of Queen Gracia. Although Gracia's protection could have been entrusted to her, she thought it would have been dangerous for the Setuna army alone, which lacked the strength to do so. So when I relied on Ayn, Ayn gathered Allegria and Astar with joy. The meeting, in which the two warriors and the general were handed over to the Uncle, spanned several hours. The Grand General made it clear to me that he would not have any problem using the Zalwarn side of the army if it was for the Queen's personal protection, and that he would give instructions to the Zalwarn side of the army as soon as possible. I hope Ein and Allegria cooperate too, Setuna spared no thanks to the Eins.

Then, when Elius-Logner dropped me off and left the royal palace, the two of them boarded a carriage and left the royal palace compartment behind.

"But... given the feelings of Her Royal Highness, I wonder if it's natural"

Gracia has been so loved by the people since the Queen's days. It also comes from her own uninterrupted breadth of nostalgia, the strength of her undivided affection, which was naturally directed not only at the Gandian people, but also at Halberg, who was the prince of the allied Lucion. Of course, both his brother-in-law, Gisele Court, would have treated him with affection, and about the friendliness between the two, Setuna heard and knew from Gracia one of them.

After Gracia's husband and earlier king Siuscloud fell ill, it was Gisele Court who supported her heart. Gisele Court continued to support Gracia's heart beside her reign as the shadow king of Gandhia while Siuscloud lay on the hospital bed.

I guess that's what Leongand wanted to believe in Gisele Court for. Gandhia was able to survive as a country because there was a rare politician named Giselcoat.

That Gisele Court turned to Leongand's enemies would have been shocking not only to Leongand, but also to Gracia.

Furthermore, even Hulberg, who became King Lucion, betrayed and hostile Leongand. Hulberg, for Gracia, is the husband of her real son, Linonclair, and hits her stepson. I have also heard stories about how I used to play with Leongand and Linonclair since I was a little girl and loved Hulberg like a fruit child.

In other words, Gisele Court's rebellion is not only a major case of brother-in-law and my son fighting, but also of beloved sons starting to kill each other. By the way, Leongand has killed Halberg and Giselcoat in his hands as well.

Given Gracia's hard work, it may be helpless not to want to return to the King's Capital.

Maybe that's what happens when it comes to not being prepared to be royal, but there was no way Setuna could blame Gracia or anything like that.

Eventually a carriage carrying Setuna and Rem arrived at the battalion building when the pocket watch needle pointed to ten o'clock, and the crowd city was surrounded by silence at night. The sky is cloudy, the stars are invisible, and only the chilling light of the demonic crystal lamp falling from the street lamp illuminates the city at night. Setuna stepped out of the carriage, prompted by Rem to pay close attention at his feet, and exchanged goodbye greetings with his lord. The royal palace-owned carriage was ruggedly luxurious and very different from the military carriage from the interior. The ride is overwhelmingly comfortable. Nevertheless, military carriages are more accustomed to riding, and among other things, military carriage carriage carriages are more accustomed to riding - which may be a weird story.

"Welcome home, Uncle Lian."

Waiting in front of the convoy for Setuna and Rem, who got off the carriage, was Sheila, a gray-haired beauty with an axe spear in her hand.