What am I?

That's what he asked.

Reasons to exist.

The significance of being.

the value that exists.

He threw it as a question.

Setsuna was stuck responding.

I'm sure it's because I knew the answer.

Why do I exist here?

about the reason, its significance and its value.

You couldn't have known.

I can't pretend not to look.

There's no way you can do that, like pretend you don't know.

To this point, it made me think a lot. More than once, more than once.

Why did you go to hell?

Why have you been running through hell?

Why have you been subjected to the trial, the family of the Demon King's staff?

(I don't have... nothing)

Setsuna said, feeling like she was throwing up blood reflexes. That's all human beings are. I lost everything. No, you're not. It's not like I lost it because I let it go by my will. It's your own will to be here. Not because someone ordered me to, nor because I had to.

The spear broke and even my heart broke.

And he ran away.

I tried to escape from reality and fell into this dream hell.

That's the same thing that destroyed Mizu's whereabouts with Mizu's hands.

It was only in Gandhia that he was there.

It was Leongand who reached out to Setsuna in a different world without stopping by, and it was in his country that Setsuna's place was there. So Setuna, being the spear of Leongand, for his sake, could continue to fight for his country.

Everything is for a place to be.

To protect my place.

To protect myself.

That's where my value came in.

The significance and reason for existence were followed there.

Setuna-Kamiya became known as a Gandhian hero, so much so that even those who are in Gandhia recognize, accept, welcome, admire and revere its existence appear.

That and this was because he was leapfrogging to protect Gandhia as a place to stay from Mizu.

I didn't want to be a hero.

I just wanted a place.

I wanted someone to recognize me and need me.

I'm sure it was everything, nothing more or less.

So, there's nothing in Setuna right now.

It's blank, it's nothingness itself.

Because he forsake his place by his will, and he escapes to hell.

At that moment, Setuna's place was gone.

I abandoned every one who recognized me, betrayed every one who needed me, and trampled on the thoughts of every one who believed in me.

What happened to Gandia as a result?

As the Mask of Dispers put it, it's not strange whether it's lost or doomed.

Gandhia had been placed in a desperate predicament.

Because Gandhia was at the heart of the Great War involving all of the continent when the battle for the "Promised Land” was fought by the three main forces. As the nations belonging to the group of small continental states were ravaged one after the other, neither Gandia's territory nor the art of exchange existed in front of the overwhelming military forces of the three forces.

It was swallowed up and taken in.

The only thing left was Gandion, the king's capital.

So Setuna fought.

We fought, fought, fought and outfought the maximum forces. I didn't care if death was waiting for me at the end of it. Because Gandhia was where I was and everything I was. Losing Gandhia is synonymous with losing everything you have. It's not a waste of time to die.

Yeah, I thought.

"Then why are you there?

To the voice of doubt, a little.

Leongando Ray-Gandia's voice was terribly calm, and it was therefore that he decided Setuna's heart like a sharp, sharpened blade.

"Why didn't you die?"

I'm not accusing you, I'm not stuffed. He just comes in that tone, like he's talking about something he doubts.

"Was it a lie that made you my spear and that you would fight for me?

In response to Leongand's inquiry, Setsuna did not have the words to return.

It was nobody else who broke the promise that I made one day, myself. I also trampled my trust. I broke a bond and threw it away. Everything Setuna did herself.

That day, that time, in that place.

Setuna escaped reality.

So go to hell, I'm here.

I can't answer that. Whatever it is, it's just an excuse. Whatever the reason, we cannot deny the fact that Setuna has separated Gandhia.

Even if, at the end of the battle, only death awaits.

"Why?"

Faria asked.

"Why not?

Now Miliu asks.

"Why should I?

"Why not?"

"Because, then?

"Why not?

"Why?

Rem, Sheila, Ragna, Urk, Elina - Setuna, in response to the lingering words of doubt, could not say anything back. Esq to Ruufa, and many other voices, ask Setuna. I wondered why you abandoned Gandhia. I wondered why you left that place.

I wondered why I didn't fight through to the end.

As a result, losing your life was what you wanted.

Haven't you challenged the three forces where you want them?

It was a winless battle.

Even where the black spear and the power of his family are used, there is an insurmountable difference in power, and I know there is nothing I can do about it where I scratched my feet.

Of course, it is not Setuna who takes the fall like a miscellaneous soldier. With black spears and their families, they will be able to kill tens of millions of enemies and show their overwhelming and immense power. That should be the first battle of a thousand, ancient times and now.

but that doesn't last forever. All in all, the Empire possesses a huge number of armed summoners, and the Holy King possesses numerous Demonic Crystal weapons. If the fight against them gets real and prolonged, it's not Setuna who someday runs out and doesn't know enough to do his best.

And then there will be nothing but death with Setuna.

Still, it should have been Setuna herself who was bound to fight.

Staying in Gandion and intercepting the three main forces also meant being prepared to die.

There was no chance of winning.

There's no way I can cover it.

It's like an ant challenging the ocean.

Just being swallowed up and losing your life.

I figured that out, and I still can't stand it, so I fought.

I couldn't forgive it.

That's just it.

Gandhia's anger at the things that ravaged her place drove Setuna and thrust her. I didn't mind waiting for anything at the end of that anger and impulse.

Rather, it was the place of death that you sought.

Then why are you here?

Did you run away without dying, survive, and go to hell?

"Why?"

Not stuffed, not angry, just a bunch of questions purely like whether you've spoken your doubts, smear Setuna's mind.

Fill a blank, void mind with chaotic colors.

I don't have a voice.