Ascendance of a Bookworm

I have trouble being told to accomplish love. First of all, I am not in love. Besides, I'm hoping to get Ferdinand back to Aerenfest, where he's headed to Aerensbach on his royal fate as soon as possible.

... If you're going to say it next, I don't like being weirdly misunderstood by Touri!

"Um, Master Hannelore. I don't seem to have much faith in my words, just like the nobles around me, but I, I'm not really concerned about Master Ferdinand."

Slowly inclined his neck as Hannelore blinked into my words.

"At the feast, I heard that Rosemayne had been declared to save Master Ferdinand even if he turned the royals and gods against his enemies..."

...... yah! Touri's eyes suck! Wait! I'm not wrong, but if that's all I ask, I'll misunderstand!

Touri, holding her mouth down so she wouldn't raise her voice, is shuddering in puffy little pieces. Not good. If I don't solve just this misunderstanding, I'll just be scared to think about what information goes around in my family in Lower Town. Corinna's eyes shine with curiosity as she continues to sew in such a way that she has not heard us. There is no doubt that Benno and the others will get away with it.

"Surely I said so. I'm not going to deny my words. Master Ferdinand is very important to me as well as my family. But apart from your feelings for your family and your romantic feelings, right?

Even I have a sense that Ferdinand is more important than the rest of us. As important as the families of Lower Town, the temple services, the Lutz and the Gutenberg. But I still don't think it's love.

... God has never danced and danced...

"If Master Hannelore is in a situation where his family and his family, as well as his loved ones, fall poisoned in other realms, won't he go to help whatever he turns against his enemies, just like me? Think of it as the same."

"... you know, when my family finds themselves in such a situation that they can't manage on their own, it would be pointless for me to do anything. Imagine me doing something to make things better… I can't."

Hannelore groaned with a slightly farther eye that it was likely to help him escape the crisis on his own while he was roaming or turn around to contain his surroundings burning to more enemies than necessary.

... No. It is difficult to empathize with Dunkelferger because he doesn't know his standards and common sense that he won't be helped by the behavior of Master Hannelore he showed in this battle.

"Dunkelferger's circumstances seem different, but I'm not going to choose the means if I'm going to protect my own family, and I've lived that way before. So if a family's equally important presence becomes a crisis, we rush. But it's not love."

A convincing color floated on Tulli's face. But I can't tell if that convincing is for the explanation that I'm not in love, or if it's for the sake of my family, for the sake of going wild.

"So what is Master Ferdinand like for Master Rosemayne? Does that mean I can't think of you as a married person?

In the words of Hannelore I consider Ferdinand as my wedding partner. Even without romantic feelings, Wilfried and Prince Gigisvalt are among the candidates for marriage. In the same way you would consider Ferdinand as a candidate for romantic emotion drain.

...... hmm? Isn't Master Ferdinand a really good property?

"Well, if you don't have romantic feelings, but think of it as a political marriage, Master Ferdinand may be the most ideal person for you. He had a lot of books, he gave me a library, he was knowledgeable, family friendly and at ease, and he was in a position like an attending for a long time, so he managed his health and medication. Competent and dependable, you can feel comfortable just seeing and talking when you are anxious or careless..."

"Um, Master Rosemaine. Isn't that... what you think of Master Ferdinand?

He looked at me with a very puzzling look on Hannelore's face. My neighbors look just like Hannelore. In view of the nobility, could family love be a concern?

"Master Ferdinand can be relieved or freaked out that he's going to scold me, but not because he never gets a sweet vibe like his lovers or his chest squeals"

"Oh really..."

Hannelore still doesn't convince me. It's like I'm just saying I'm mistaken. Seems to have a pretty stubborn love filter.

"Besides, I am the ideal lord to help me advance towards what I want to do like my own father, and protect and take care of me from everything regardless of my identity or anything. The most important thing is your promise to your father, and most importantly, what you want to keep is Aerenfest, and for that, Lord Ferdinand, who solemnly accepts the royal decree and goes to Aerensbach, is not my ideal. My ideals are high."

It was like Tulli was stunned when his father declared he was ideal, ideal high, and he became the face to see something unfortunate. Then my gaze felt like "Mine's just a kid". But so far, I can't help it because my father is the most ideal. I'm not throwing up.

"Of course, the ideal lord doesn't matter, and Master Ferdinand matters. Besides, I also value the promises I made with my family. That is why I would like to return Master Ferdinand from Arlensbach to Aerenfest as soon as possible."

When I state what I want, Hannelore says, "But how does Master Ferdinand feel?," he said in an uncluttered tone.

"Even Arlensbach was aboard the horseman, and you took very, very care of Master Rosemayne."

It seems to Hannelore's eyes that Ferdinand also thinks of me. I am the owner of a surprising romantic filter.

... Master Ferdinand concerns me? No, no, no.

"Dear Ferdinand, I don't think you have romantic feelings. The ride in Arlensbach was just necessary to take command while supporting me, who had just become an Aub in a special place: a place of battle. I think you just took the most sensible action."

When closing the border gates precisely, Ferdinand himself just needed my presence to hide himself as the holder of the Book of Mestionora. I didn't even feel this way about romantic feelings, even if there was a protective action in my behavior then.

... I used to work at my desk when I drew the magic team!

"Most importantly, Master Ferdinand has already refused to accompany me with someone like me who will cause trouble one after another."

"Huh!?

Hannelore was the only one who raised his voice, but his closest ones also looked at me with a surprised face. Touri also has his eyes round. I don't think it's that surprising. Marriage to Ferdinand, although I have a lot of interests, is not particularly beneficial to Ferdinand and only adds to the troubles.

"Before my engagement story with Brother Wilfried went up, Aub told me something inside. I don't feel comfortable pushing an unwanted engagement or anything that I have already refused to do to Master Ferdinand, who feels bad every time a marriage story goes up. If you can, we want Ferdinand to accompany you with whom you want."

I don't need any more extra backing for my marriage by Dunkelferger, and when I stabbed the nail, Hannelore gasped and dropped her shoulder.

"Oh, did you? I'm sorry about that. I said something shallow that I didn't know the circumstances... I didn't think there was an engagement meeting with Aub already."

In the meantime, they seemed to know that the love between me and Ferdinand would not be established. I'm sorry I seem to have broken my dreams, but the misunderstandings must be solved early. And then Hannelore said to me, "After all, who do you think Rosemaine is?" You have to turn your consciousness to something else before you say it.

...... it was a way out of my mouth for a conversation, because it's hard to say!

"That's right, Master Hannelore. Without the accomplishments of love, would you not be able to help me in my desire?

"What does that mean?

Hannelore looked at me with a decent face.

"I thought I had no choice but to daughter-in-law to the royal family as Aub commanded me as Lord's Candidate of Aerenfest. But in Master Hannelore, both Aub and Zent exist as options, right?

"Isn't that natural? It is Master Rosemaine who decides what to do with the foundations won by the real Ditter. Unless someone else can do something about it as well."

The king basically just approves and can't take it away, Hannelore said. If he's serious about not certifying the king as Aub, he's going to have to nominate someone to lead the Central Knights to take the foundation, or move the foundation as a Zent to force it away.

Apparently Hannelore thinks that a king who does not have a gluthris height and does not seem around to be okay because he has a central knighthood against Lanzenave and Dietrinde heading for him cannot take the foundation away from me, etc.

"What I find most unconvincing is that Master Rosemayne brings gluthrithheit to the royal family by marriage. Doesn't it matter to bring gluthrithheit to Jürgenschmidt, not royalty? I think Master Rosemayne should become Zent and choose the King's Mate you deserve. At least the courtship magic apparatus seems to easily golden powder, which is not worthy of the king's brotherhood supporting Zent"

Just as a woman Aub would have trouble with the duration of her pregnancy and childbirth if she did not welcome the Lordship candidate as her husband, she said that even when a woman becomes Zent, she would prefer a Zent candidate for her husband. Apparently, it's out of the question who can't get enough of a magic match for courtship magic equipment to golden.

"At least I don't think the kid wants it. Lady Rosemaine wouldn't want that kind of future, would she?

"Right."

I have no idea what it's like, and I can't even imagine it, but I think I want kids anyway. I would like to raise my child to give back the affection I received from Reina-era mothers, Mine-era mothers, mothers who are aristocratic mothers, and three loving mothers.

"If you don't want to be married to a royal family, what future does Lady Rosemaine want?

That's what Leonore asked with a serious face among the closest people I was listening to.

"Dealing with royalty to save Master Ferdinand, accepting the royal courtship magic implements given to him by Aub, and becoming Aub Ahrensbach was unrealistic, Master Rosemayne had been chosen the path of dowry to the royalty. We have acted optimally with it, but if Rosemayne's path changes, we will not be able to act the same as before. If the Lord is lost, the proximity cannot move on its own. Tell me, Master Rosemaine."

Rezelator snorts at Leonore's words as well.

"Dear Rosemayne, I will work with you whether you choose Aub or Zent. Even if love doesn't matter."

I smiled nicely at Hannelore's push.

"I want to be the secretary the most! I'm taking a civilian course for it."

"... Huh?

To all who, as unexpectedly, are pokers, I preach my desires. Apart from fulfilling it or not, I say what I want. Because that is what I am required to do now.

"Become a librarian working in a library and try to find books that users want, repair and resurrect old materials, study magic equipment and connect libraries with other realms to scratch books from various places... That's what I want to do. Dr. Solange, who lives in the library of the House of Lords, is my ideal future."

"Are you Dr. Solange..."

Leonore shrugs to hold his confusing head because it was an answer other than a choice.

"I really think it would be great if you spent the whole day in a cage in the library reading. I want to have a good meal with my family and friendly people, read my favorite books, and have a life wandering around looking for books I've never read in the library in my spare place. I want to do the minimum duties that come with my position, to create a library where everyone can read as they please, to manage books, to increase the literacy rate in order to increase the number of books, to increase the number of people who can write books, so that they can enjoy reading regardless of whether they are civilians or nobles"

Touri says, "Whatever it takes, it's too different," and he turns a blind eye. But you're right. My hopes have not changed since then. If you don't choose, the country will perish, or if you can command it, it's a position you have to obey. It's full of confusing and cumbersome duties and you can't move around, but there's one hope you've taken it all away.

"I want to build a lot of libraries, if I can, and live in them as a librarian."

Everyone wanted to hear what I wanted, although the aristocratic side turned out to be completely unexpected or "were you seriously after a library city?"

"... Does building a library mean Aub?

I put my hand on my cheek as I watched Leonore trying to get a range of answers from his confused head.

"I can be either Aub or Zent. Because there is only a minor difference between whether my plan will be a library city or a library nation..."

"Not at all trivial"

"If you think about reading pleasure for the civilian population, it would be Aub, and the simple installation of the library" Network "is Zent. If you become a Zent with power all over the country, you might be able to lay down the same transfer line as the border gates in all the libraries and come and go with ease."

It's the easiest way to set up a library network, but a transfer across the territory can't be set up unless it's Zent. Big says it combines small, and in any case, it might be better to be a Zent and a library national plan.

"... thinking about it, I have not felt that marrying Prince Gigisvalt is a bad means. You may also want to do whatever you want after gaining a royal position. Given the combination with the Great Territories, you once said something that you wanted to do to the Third Lady, so the Third Lady would have the least responsibility with regard to clerical and social affairs. The library plan is going to be the best."

I was feeling a little better when I realized that I could do whatever I wanted to do in any position. I am the one with the book of Mestionora. Wouldn't it be possible to carry out a library plan no matter who you marry? As I did when talking to Ferdinand, I was hazy to state my plan to make Jürgenschmidt a library state as it occurred to me.

"Speaking of which, when I stated my wishes to Master Ferdinand, I was told that if Arlensbach was not strange to be crushed for treason, he could replace it with a library city exactly as I wanted, but not be a Zent and affect the whole of Jürgenschmitt. But don't you think Zent would be better off in order to expand your library plan as widely as possible, Leonore?

Even as a proximity, Zent is more worthy of serving than the Lord will be Aub, isn't he? and I ask Leonore, who has the most aristocratic feeling of his side. Leonore looked around once at everyone around him and smiled nicely.

"I, Lord Ferdinand, think you're right."

"What do you mean, Leonore? Are you saying Aub is better than Zent?

I don't know what that means. As I tilted my neck, I exchanged my gaze with Leonore, and Hannelore, once cockled and nodded, held my hand softly.

"Dear Rosemayne, I am now convinced that it is best for me and Master Rosemayne to be married to Master Ferdinand"

"Huh? Dear Hannelore, I said earlier that the key Ferdinand would not want it..."

... Is that it? You convinced me earlier, didn't you? Why is your opinion suddenly in the opposite direction?

Moreover, for some reason Hannelore's eyes are not as sparkling as they were in the heat of romance, unlike earlier, but as serious as they are.

"It is also possible that your feelings have changed before and now with Master Wilfried. Besides, even if you don't have a relationship, is it important to you, Mr. Rosemayne? We just need Rosemayne to be happy about Ferdinand."

"From my point of view, Master Ferdinand takes care of Master Rosemayne, even if there is no love in the same way. We have a chance."

... Huh? What's going on up to Leonore? What's a chance?

"For Master Rosemayne, Master Ferdinand has no love, and even if he's not the ideal hall of honor, he's the ideal match for a political marriage, right?

I snort when I am questioned by the serious face Leonore. I said so myself. That's for sure. Hannelore smiled at Nicole.

"Then let's think together about how Master Ferdinand would be willing to marry me politically. If it's the same family, I think it's good for the same couple. Right?"

... So, huh? Not! I think the same family and the same couple are totally different!