"... it's huge, this place is"

Fly slowly aboard, moving patties and feathers.

There is a room with many signs of people at the end of the room aisle. There are no doors, so I peeked and there were plenty of people inside.

The ones who were there looked surprised when they checked me out.

I don't know, was that where you shouldn't have come in? I twitched and changed direction, trying to get out, I was called out.

Lord Haku, how are you?

An old man with a temperate atmosphere was talking to me.

I recognize you, but I can't remember your name.

"Have you forgotten about me?

"I remember my face. I don't remember his name."

"I see, did you?"

Answer honestly to an old man who speaks the same language that you read such a mood.

The old man is not a distracted breeze, he's smiling.

I don't know, what can I do for you?

'Now, introduce yourself. My name is Herzo. "

Herzo. Oh, speaking of which, I think that was the name.

I met him when he was at Burbe's house and when he came here.

"What can I do for you?

'Not that it's for you, but I felt their gaze somehow and it looked like they were about to leave.'

"Yeah, it's a bad place to come in."

"... I see."

The old man showed me how to come up with something in my statement, but immediately smiled.

'Is this a resting place, a talking room, available to everyone? So there's nothing wrong with that.'

"Yes."

Even so, I'm not willing to stay here long. I don't like to be seen here on top of a lot of people.

Normally, I don't give a shit about that. But now, somehow, I feel bad.

"But it's okay. I'm just wandering around."

'Was it? Did you take extra care of him?

"Yeah. Thanks for your concern. Bye."

I thank the old man and leave the place. He flies loosely as he moves his patties and feathers again.

Those who encounter on the road, all of whom look at me, looked at this one feeling nervous or softened.

It's kind of uncomfortable. I don't feel like I can put my chest up to someone right now. I don't want to be seen much of myself right now.

"Outside... I guess I'll go"

Somehow, I feel better about that.

I try to find a window that I can open and get out of the window, but I don't have a window that opens thoughtfully and my body doesn't go through.

"Oh, uh, what's up?

When I was called and turned around, there was a woman who spoke in a quiet atmosphere.

Maybe I was wondering if I could manage to get out, sticking my head in a window that opens in half.

"Outside, I want out"

Terminally communicate the request. It's kind of different today, I don't enjoy the conversation.

Usually the dialogue itself is fun for anyone.

... No, isn't it anyone? I hate dialogue with him.

"So, here it is."

When the woman put out some tools from her nostrils, she put them on a board under the window and moved them aside.

"I was wondering if I could get through this width."

Looking at the place you opened it to me, there was an exit about a little bigger than mine.

I can get through this.

"Thanks"

"Yes, no, I'm glad I could help you."

To be honest with you, a woman who stands up and waves like a panic. I'm not sure about that attitude, and I shake my neck.

But now I'm not willing to think about it in depth. Anyway, I'm going outside.

Comfortable breeze blows on my body when I go outside. It rises patterned with a little shaken by that wind and up on this ride.

From above, there are a few things like lids. Can I get out of the top? You have quite a few entrances and exits.

I wonder why you're trying to get in from below.

Sit with Petan in a hard looking spot around the middle and look out at the sky.

When I finally looked at the sky, tears flooded me again. I can't stop. Water droplets fall on potatoes and lid-like objects.

"Ugh... Yeah, yeah... Ugh..."

I lost. I lost. That's in front of Cigal, too.

I wasn't the right person to be defeated. I wasn't the right person to lose. He was the one who had to win.

Protecting Cigal. Protect your friends. With that oath in her chest, she shall not lose to it, until she has defeated her fellow countrymen. He's the one you should never lose.

That thing is supposed to take everything and overthrow it. I don't know why. Just from the depths of my heart, I could hear him screaming like that.

A threat. That's a threat to my friend.

"Protect me... I'm sorry... then... Gu Gu... then... I can't protect Sigal..."

I don't have enough power. Not enough to protect what's important at all.

I knew it on the way. I understood I couldn't beat that one. But I didn't want to admit it.

Because admitting defeat to that means that when I meet the same thing as that, I can't protect Sigal.

I don't like that. I don't like that. I hate you so much more than dying.

... regrettable.

I regret I couldn't beat him. I regret that my powers don't get there. I regret so much for not being able to keep showing Cigal how strong I am.

In contrast, I regret that I am too pitiful to cry right now.

"It sucks... yeah, yeah..."

Cry of repentance, of sorrow, of the bitterness in your chest. I've never cried like this before.

I regret losing, and I've never felt sorry for myself before. I don't know how to handle this emotion myself.

Keep crying for a while and calm down a little. My eyes hurt a little. If you cry too much, this is what happens.

When I cry a lot, I realize that my feelings are a little back to normal. The disgusting thoughts in my chest were only slightly lighter. Just a little bit, I got room back in my mind.

"When I get back, I have to apologize to Sigal"

I turned it down in an unsolicited manner. I think it's okay because Inai and Tallow are here.

"Are you satisfied with my indifference?

I can afford my heart, so I speak to the guy who's been following me since just now. I didn't feel like dealing with him until just now.

But now we can have as much conversation.

"... you noticed."

"Naturally."

The Tallows don't seem to notice, but it's stranger to me not to.

If I had black that would follow me all the time, I wouldn't notice, but I can't.

"You're here to laugh? An unusual me."

When I glanced at the black stone and said away, he appeared from there.

"... I don't mean to, I don't"

"Then what are you going to do?"

'... I don't know. I don't know, but when I saw you crying, I felt like I'd done something wrong. "

What are you talking about, Koz? With all that disgust for me, I don't know what that means.

"I thought you hated me."

"... I don't like it, I guess. But I don't like to see you cry."

His expression and tone are different from the previous one. It's a similar tone to when you're talking to the Tallows.

'... I'm not sure either. But when I thought I was the one who made you cry, it was something.'

"What the hell, you. Which is you."

This guy from when you were talking to me and this guy from now on don't match.

Maybe it's because you didn't think you'd take this attitude towards me, but it's kind of hard to talk to.

"... neither do I. I don't know. Which is, I don't know. Memories, resuscitated or disappeared, unstable, unclear. I knew about you, but I can't remember."

I've never seen you before.

"... not an individual named you, but a being named you. Being? '

He speaks for himself, but doesn't feel like he knows what he's talking about. I'm listening. This one's confusing.

"Oh already, what are you doing here!

Irritable and screaming. He looks sorry even though he is.

Stop it, don't look like that. That would make me too unusual.

'... I'm sure this is my emotion. My own emotions, not my memories. I'm sure this is how your father feels'

"So you have no idea what you're talking about! What are you doing here!

It's a lie. I get it. From his eyes, he realizes what he thinks.

I hate that, I regret it, I cry and scream. I stopped crying because of it, but I'm gonna cry worn out again.

'... I'm sorry. You just wanted to protect your Cigal mother, didn't you? So sorry.'

"Shut up! Don't apologize! If you want to apologize, get out of my sight!

Refuse to apologize, as you did with Dada.

Don't be ridiculous. Just have the power to kill me. Don't have normal emotions like that with the power to destroy everything.

Don't take what I protected. Don't stand where I want to protect you. Don't take my place!

"I hate you! I hate you!

I cry. I just scream at him. I don't care if it gets to him or not.

'... sorry. But I don't feel like swinging by this anymore. [M] Because I don't like this feeling.'

He grips a black chunk and says sadly.

Now I can't afford to guess what that word means, or read his thoughts.

"Shut up... go away... Uh-huh. Yeah."

"... yeah, okay..."

When he said that, he fell quietly downstairs.

I cried again as much as I wanted.

I regret what he told me, and I feel sorry for myself for understanding what scared me the most.

More than anything, I was afraid I'd lose this comfortable place.

He said he was afraid that there would be no place next to Cigal.

Because I realized I couldn't wait to see the guy threatening it.

That's very, very pitiful and regrettable. I couldn't wait to regret it.