Whoa, whoa, whoa, my body's heavy.

Clarify the raised consciousness with a feeling of unusual sloppiness throughout the body.

I also feel heavy moving my neck, but look around with it.

Somewhere indoors, apparently rolling over the bed.

"Gi, gu"

I feel a tingling pain all over my body, but ignore it and get my body up.

My head flutters when I get my upper body up completely.

Thanks to the bed on the edge of the room, I managed to fall with my hands on the wall.

"Where is this place?"

My head hurts. My body is heavy. The back of my throat hurts. My lower abdomen is disgusting. I don't know why, but I also feel nauseous.

What the hell happened to me? After that, what the hell happened after I fell?

In-depth observation of the surroundings with doubt, but all that was in the room was the bed and desk, and the pen and paper on the desk.

"Why am I sleeping here?"

It's like I don't know what's going on right now.

Nothing but that your body is feeling worse than it was before you fell.

Damn, is it because of the headache, I can't get around too much thinking.

Against a body that wants to fall right now, get out of bed and get up.

And then I put my hands on the door that doesn't seem locked, and I go outside.

Apparently this place was a cabin, not a room, and the door was open outside.

My vision is sumptuous, but nevertheless, certain beings were clearly visible to my eyes.

In front of me, the man who defeated me earlier stood quietly with his eyes unclear where he was looking.

"Kill"

I cage my strength in my legs and run under him - it was supposed to be.

But there was little force in his leg, and only consciousness went forward, and his body fell to the fore.

And this time he clashed from his face to the ground without even touching his hand, hitting his thoughtful nose.

"Ugh...!

Ouch. It hurts more than I've ever felt before.

What is this pain? I never felt this pain before I died.

Does this fragile body feel so much pain to this extent?

I bite my teeth at my impoverishment as I feel my blood bleed out of my nose.

I want to kill him, but I want to kill him, and I resent him, and I want to kill him, and I'm jealous, and I want to kill him, and I hate him, and I can't do anything.

He manages to move his slightly moving body and even crawls and tries to get close to the man.

With hatred, resentment, jealousy and willingness to kill, I stare at a man so much that I wish I could kill him by my will alone.

"Whoa, what are you doing, lady? You don't even know how your body is? Damn, you ruined my pretty face."

The man approached me to ignore my will like that and healed my nose with healing magic.

No, that's not magic.

Yeah, that's what happened when they knocked you down. This guy's witchcraft is a little strange.

It's like magic, but it's not magic. Something is fundamentally different.

"Okay, now you've healed beautifully. Snug, uh, corner clothes are covered in dirt."

And the man lifts me up and tries to get back to the cabin.

He was putting his defenseless neck in front of me.

Trying to scratch his neck, he realizes the fact that he can't even raise his arm.

Until earlier, the barely moving body was completely immobilized at the earliest opportunity.

A few moments later, my fingers move faintly when I say it's the distance I can mow my neck if my arms move for a moment.

In the step I just took, I feel tired like I've used up all my powers.

"Stop it, young lady, you made me do a lot of research while I was asleep, but you're mostly debilitated. I can't touch a finger in that condition."

The man wasn't moving. He looked at me and still understood what I was trying to do.

Are you showing this gap after understanding my intent to kill and understanding my actions?

The man still made me sleep gently in bed and sighed deeply, haha.

"You, did you get enough eyes to resent people that far?

"What, did you run into him?!? Yes, I saw him! Met!! There was never a day when I took a joke raw, had an unreasonable purpose, and didn't resent you guys!!

Blood all at once goes up on my head at what I was asked, and I scream, even if my throat hurts.

There's no reason to resent you. There's no point in thinking. I don't even have to. You are the culprit.

You created me. I denied the habit I had created.

There is resentment toward you, except for emotions that don't belong to me.

The man has turned his sad eyes to me, staring roughly at me.

What those pathetic eyes. Why do you pity me?

I'm a little confused by the emotions directed at me for the first time.

No, is that not happening? Only once, only that woman, only that dragon was pitying me?

Still, I didn't have feelings for it then.

"... I know you have all sorts of grudges, but if you stay put, you're gonna die."

The man comes quietly telling the facts with sad eyes.

I know that. Obviously my body is unusual right now.

If we stay like this, no doubt, it will lead to death.

So what's up? What does it have to do with wanting to kill you?

Disappear with resentment to the end, etc. - Naturally.

"Don't you have something you want to do or something you're missing? All you got to do is clear up your grudges?

- Yes, I do.

What I left behind, what I want to do. For the first time, I really wanted to do something from my heart.

He wants to help his brothers, he wants to save them, he wants someone who understands you.

I want to see my brothers. That's all the whispering wishes are there.

"Apparently, you have other purposes than to kill. Then I'll see you till you recover, so keep that kill down a little bit."

"Say no. Kill"

"Ha, what the hell is this lady? You can't even go to the city at this rate.... just roll. I've been cooking a stomach-friendly meal."

The man left me and went outside as he sighed.

At the same time, I feel my intention to kill diminishes from my heart.

If you haven't seen it, if you haven't felt the presence nearby, you can still stand it.

I couldn't have done it before, but it's very different there thanks to being different.

Trying to kill a man is bad. I know I can't beat him no matter how I scratch him.

Besides, it's in this state now. If he's going to help, he's going to help you.

Besides, I really end up not seeing my brothers like this. I can't even pass my own will when I first got it.

Somehow, you have to at least try not to move your body if you're willing to kill me.

Can you do it? No, it's not like you can do it, you have to.

In order to meet my brothers, in order to save them, I will never be able to talk to them.

I'm sure I'll see a lot of people in the future. And yet every time I do this, I die quickly.

Absolutely, we have to control it.

Fortunately, that man knows I can't win if I fight with all my might.

On top of that, there's no reason to harm me.

Then try to be the one to practice controlling this cursely emotion.

Apparently, he knows how my body is, and he has to recognize it around here.

"Brother, I messed up this time, but I'll do it right next time. I'm gonna come and see you."

I was probably lucky this time.

This makes me laugh that I was lucky, but that's definitely the right thing to do.

But next time, I won't interfere with luck. Absolutely, definitely going to see you, bro.