Avoid the Protagonist!

"Daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law, wake up!"

"Siyue, Siyue, wake up..."

"Wake up! Wife..."

"Wake up, Si Yue!"

Whose are the different voices intertwined?Shen Sinan?In addition to his voice, who's the other familiar voice?

"Doctor, take a look, is my daughter about to wake up? Doctor, she can wake up, right? I just saw her fingers and eyelashes move...Doctor..."

The voice was... "Mom?" Xin Siyue suddenly remembered.

It's her mother!It really is her!Why is she here?

She wanted to open her eyes and have a look, but she felt that she was plunged into darkness, with no light.She wanted to leave the darkness, but she could not get out of her feet.

With black holes all around, where should she go?

"The patient's situation is really rare." Another unfamiliar male middle school vocalized, and then a beam of light suddenly lit up in the darkness. Xin Siyue suddenly raised his hand to block the dazzling light, but found that his body was moving towards After the fall, when I felt again, I happened to find that the dazzling light came from the doctor in the white coat.He was looking down into his eyes.

"It seems that I woke up. It's a miracle. I haven't been aware of it for a month. I didn't expect to wake up. It's gratifying."

The doctor breathed a sigh of relief. After saying that, Xin Siyue heard the familiar voice beside her ear and said with gratitude, "Thank you, doctor! Thank you, doctor! Thank you very much, doctor!"

"Mom..." Xin Siyue wanted to speak, only to realize that her voice was terribly hoarse and very weak.

Mother Xin wiped her tears with excitement, "Just wake up! Just wake up! Thank God!"

"mom……"

"Yueyue, you just woke up, don't talk first, mom goes out to buy some porridge, you first have a good rest." After that, without waiting for Xin Siyue's moving lips to say something, she immediately went out happily went.

Xin Siyue looked solemn, she turned her head to look at the surrounding environment, a small ward, it is not difficult to see the long history of this hospital, the four corners of the table next to the bed had a lot of paint off, and the windows were a little shabby. .

Xin Siyue raised her hand and touched her lower abdomen, where it was extremely flat, and her lower body did not have the legendary pain of having a child.

She couldn't help but stretched out her hand to block her eyes, so she was back?

But what about the child?Where is Shen Sinan?What about the rest?

Xin Siyue couldn't tell whether those fantastic pasts were a real but concrete dream she had made?Or did it really exist?

Can she close her eyes and go back to the past, back to the moment she gave birth?

Child...that unspeakable pain...

The eyes that Xin Siyue had just closed suddenly opened again, no!All that!It's definitely not just a dream!She and Shen Sinan had been married and had children!She really had it once!

Xin Siyue climbed out of the bed abruptly, just took a step, but unexpectedly his feet were completely weak, and immediately fell to the side of the bed.She slumped on the ground, tears bursting out of her eyes!

"why why!"

Can not go back!I really can't go back!

What about Shen Sinan?What about the child?

She only had time to look at the child, and didn't even remember what he looked like. She... She didn't have time to hug him... By the way, she didn't have time to tell Shen Sinan the name she gave the child!

However, there is no chance!It's too late!

"Shen Sinan..."

"Oh, Yueyue, what are you doing! Get up!" Mother Xin, who rushed back after buying the porridge, saw her crying on the ground like rain when she walked in. She was so crying that she could see her eyes. Yihong immediately said, "Silly boy, finally woke up, what are you crying for?"

"Mom..." Xin Siyue hugged her, crying more and more uncontrollably, "Mom, child...child...can't go back! Can't go back!"

"What kid? It's all right, don't cry, thank God if you can wake up, nothing else matters!"

Xin Siyue just cried.It seemed that at the moment, apart from crying, she couldn't find a second way to vent her emotions.

Xin Siyue cried for a long time, and didn't stop until her eyes became red and swollen. If it weren't for worrying that her mother would cry and hurt her body with her, it would be difficult for her to stop the sadness at the beginning.

"Mom..." Xin Siyue looked at her mother whose temples were gray suddenly, and she didn't know where to start.

"You have been crying for so long, and you should be hungry. Have some porridge."

Seeing that she was busy adding chopsticks and spoons to herself, Xin Siyue couldn't help but tears flashed in her eyes, "Mom, I'm sorry!"

"Silly boy, I'm sorry for what you said!"

"Mom, I'm really sorry!"

She was happy and happy in that world, but she left her only relatives here to be frightened and struggling.

Seeing that her emotions were always wrong, Xin's mother didn't know what had happened, but she was afraid that it would be more sad to ask her at this time, so she had to say: "You are fine, Mom will feel relieved. Others, it doesn't matter. No matter how you live Hard times, no matter how poor days we are, we can survive."

"Mom..." I'm sorry!

Except I'm sorry, I'm sorry for the rest.

Xin Siyue was discharged from the hospital the next day regardless of Xin's mother's dissuasion.She already knew last night that it has been more than a month since she fell down the stairs.

When she was found and sent to the hospital, Xin's mother also helped her transfer to the hospital many times.Many doctors said that although she still had her last breath, the chance of waking up was extremely low.

Xin's mother has always believed that she will wake up, sell the house loan, and run around, just to wake her up.

When Xin Siyue dragged the suitcase out of the hospital and looked at the golden sun above her head, she understood that the road in the future would only be more difficult.But, when I came back, what else could I do but gritted my teeth?

After searching online for a long time, she found a house with two bedrooms and one living room. The price was very cheap. She took a look in the past and felt that except for the small place, other conditions were acceptable, so she rented it.

Xin's mother was in poor health, so when Xin Siyue went out to look for a job, she let her rest at home.

The conditions of the house were very simple, and Xin Siyue looked terrified, but could do nothing.

After she was discharged from the hospital, she called back to the school unit, and the leader was hesitant to speak. The main reason was that her original teaching time was about to expire.Xin Siyue has no intention of continuing to work as a teacher, and instead focuses on the recruitment of the host.With no background, no contacts, and not a specialist background, Xin Siyue's job search was very bumpy.

Seeing that almost a week passed, and there was still no news, Xin Siyue was forced to make a living, so she had to find a company to apply for a resume and become a clerk.After the interview, the admission notice was sent quickly.

When Xin Siyue went to work, she happened to find that not far from where she lived, there was a small children’s training center recruiting dance teachers. Based on her memory, Xin Siyue spent more than ten days of hard work to strengthen this body. Basic dance skills.Unexpectedly, when I went to the interview, I got a lot of praise.After negotiating everything with the person in charge, and after signing the contract, she walked on the road of people under her black umbrella, but her heart was sinking.

Everything today is nothing more than a confirmation. All her experiences of wearing books are true.

She has learned to dance, she has learned to host, and she once had a loved one.

But, besides, she wanted to find it back, but she couldn't start.

Xin Siyue felt that she was in this world like a wandering lonely soul, without a sense of destination or direction.

Before the crossroads, the red numbers lit up, and Xin Siyue, like countless people waiting, just subconsciously stared ahead.

I don't know how many times the vague red number jumped. Xin Siyue suddenly looked up and found a bookstore at the intersection on the right hand side in front.The glass door of the bookstore closed and opened, opened and closed again by people who entered and exited.

The green number had been on for a long time, and she was suddenly hit by the person behind her. After she staggered under her feet, she hurriedly stabilized her body and then recovered.She raised her eyes and looked straight at the bookstore. Then, she took a step forward and trot over quickly.

Xin Siyue looked for a long time without finding the book, and asked the clerk. After learning that the so-called "The President's Confident Wife" was not sold, her eyes dimmed for only a few seconds, and then she turned sharply to the next one. Go to the bookstore.

Until the middle of the night, she ran to no fewer than eight bookstores. Unfortunately, every clerk told her: "Sorry, we don't have this book in the store."

Xin Siyue went back to her small house in a daze. Mother Xin was knitting something with the dim light on.

"Mom, why don't you turn on a brighter light?"

"Mom can see it, it doesn't matter, save a bit."

Suddenly, Xin Siyue's throat became sore, and she slowed down, and when the choking dissipated, she dared to speak, "Mom, don't knit, your eyes are not good at all."

"Mom's okay." Mother Xin got up and was about to ask her if she had eaten or want to eat something hot. She found that her clothes were mostly wet, and she was surprised: "Why are you getting wet? Didn't you bring an umbrella?"

Xin Siyue lied: "It's raining heavily outside."

Mother Xin quickly got her a dry towel, "I will come back next time when the rain is heavy. The illness is just right, what should I do when I get sick!"

Xin Siyue forced a smile, "Okay, I'll pay attention next time, Mom, then I'll take a bath first."

"Hurry up."

Xin Siyue returned to the room. After closing the door, she slowly slid down the door panel. She sat on the ground unloved, her eyes wide open.

Without that book...

There is no such book...

Is it really just a dream?

Xin Siyue suddenly remembered something, and quickly went online to Baidu the title of the book...

She couldn't help but burst into tears when she saw the familiar names of the protagonist and supporting role in the introduction below the title of the book...

Shen Sinan...