Avoid the Protagonist!

Chapter 92 In those days when she woke up (2)

"Xin Siyue will never come back to you! You will die alone!"

Shi Shi's words circled and repeated in his ear time and time again.

Die alone?

If she never wakes up, then he will always guard her.

Shen Sinan opened his eyes, looked at the faint light, the face that was almost bloodless now, reached out his hand to touch her cheek, and whispered: "Daughter-in-law, wake up! Wake up!"

If this continues, he is afraid that he will not be able to hold it, so he will surrender first.

The days at the hospital were extremely lonely and difficult, and it had been a long time since Shen Sinan returned to the home that belonged to him and Xin Siyue.

On this day, when Weng Yinlin came here early in the morning, she brought a letter to him.

Shen Sinan looked at the letter and asked before answering: "Mom, what is this?"

"When you went to your house this morning and wanted to pack something for Si Yue, I found this letter in your bedroom and pressed it on the dressing table."

Shen Sinan realized something and immediately reached out his hand to take it, and took it apart in a panic.

The beautiful fonts on the paper are indeed hers!

It says:

Sinan, if you can read this letter, I think you must be sad at this time.After pregnant with a child, I often worry too much, because I vaguely feel that when this child is born, it is when I leave you.

Shen Sinan, I can't bear you.

Without you, I don't think I would meet happiness.

Thank you for making me feel all the love and warmth.

If I really leave, I hope you will not forget me and take good care of your child.If you have someone you like in the future, ask her to be kind to our children.

Sinan, if you really want to forget me, then forget it.If forgetting me makes you easier, then forget it.In the memory of a person alive, this is too painful.

Child, I regret not having the opportunity to grow up with him.

I think I will always remember him and fantasize all his growth experiences in my mind.

Shen Sinan, there are children with you, I think, in the future, you can still have a company.Let the child replace me, and spend the time without me with you.

By the way, you told me that the child's name was given to me. I thought for a long time, if it was a boy, it would be Shen Chenan.If it's a girl, it's Shen Chenning, OK?

I only wish our children can grow up healthy and peaceful.

Shen Sinan, take good care of our children.I love you.

Shen Sinan read this letter back and forth countless times.

Tears overflowed the corners of his eyes, and he looked up and closed his eyes.

He loves her too.

He will wait for her to come back.

He will wait for her return with his son.

Standing aside, Weng Yinlin stretched out her hand and patted him on the shoulder, "Siyue is always by our side, even if she doesn't wake up, you have to take care of yourself, otherwise, she will be sad."

"Mom, I know." Shen Sinan finished speaking, and then continued: "The child's name is Shen Chenan...Mom, I will call my grandfather and dad to discuss with them."

"it is good."

Therefore, the young Master Sun of the Shen family was born for nearly three weeks and finally had his own name-Shen Chenan, nickname Anan.

An An has been very sticky since childhood.Whether it is drinking milk powder or sleeping, as long as Shen Sinan is not doing it himself, he will cry and cry for a while, but if Shen Sinan comes over and reaches out to take him while he is crying, even if he doesn't have to make a noise, With just one look, he will immediately stop, and even wave a small hand at him, smiling very happily.

The elders say that children are very smart, so young they already know how to recognize people.

Shen Sinan also felt that, how could he and her children not be smart?

When the child was full moon, Shi Shi died in prison.

The cause of death was suicide.

When a friend told Shen Sinan the news, Shen Sinan was silent.

"Why would she choose to end her life at this time? Can't figure it out."

What Shen Sinan didn't tell him was that she probably felt that her wish had come true, and Xin Siyue would never wake up, so she wanted to leave this false world for her.

However, Shi Shi is dead.

The world is still working well.

Days still need to live.

Shen Sinan seems to be used to guarding Xin Siyue and living with children.

He had accepted the status quo of not knowing when she would wake up, and began to slowly recreate the former Shen Sinan.

During the day, he goes to work in suits and leather shoes.

At night, guard her with the child.

Shen Chenan is indeed a very smart kid, learning things faster than others, and of course, also naughty.Since learning to turn over, he was able to stay in his crib without sleeping all night, having fun over and over again.

During Xin Siyue's sleep for more than three months, people came to visit one after another every day.

Mao Shiyuan witnessed Shen Sinan losing weight day by day. Every time he came to the hospital, he hoped that the lifeless Xin Siyue could sit up and say a few words to himself, it was better than not having such a word.

As for Shen Sinan, he had many things to say in his heart, but when he saw Shen Sinan, he didn't know where to start.

Do you persuade him not to wait?too cruel.

Let him live well?Too weak.

Mao Shiyuan thought that what he could do was to share more work for him and support him silently.

Zhuang Zhu often comes to the hospital.It's just that he has recently been in a state of exhaustion.

Once, after he finished teasing Shen Chenan, he smiled and said to Shen Sinan: "Your son looks very pleasing, I really want to have one! It's just that the child's mother doesn't know where? Shen Sinan, do you think we are hard brothers? !"

Zhong Qin and Gu Tong, who were about to enter the room, heard these words and looked at each other, but none of them answered.

My good friends can't wake up inexplicably, they have gone from being unacceptable to being ashamed now.

Hope, by now, there are only star points left.

They don't know whether Xin Siyue can wake up.They thought that if she didn't wake up, they would lose the strength and courage to persist.

Only Shen Sinan always believed that she would wake up.

This weekend, he filled her with warm water to wash her face and hands.

The sun is very bright.

Shen Sinan wiped her fingertips skillfully, and said: "The weather today is very good. An An was taken back to the old house by her mother to accompany her grandpa. Without him by her side, she felt a lot quieter. If this time , It’s fine if you can talk to me. Daughter-in-law, I know you will wake up. So I have been waiting. I will wait until the day you wake up."

Shen Sinan talked many things to her intermittently. When he finished scrubbing and got up to pour the water, what he didn't notice was that the wind-blown curtains brushed over the corner of the bed. The person on the bed was always quiet. The fingers moved slightly.