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31 - Not without you (1)
While talking about what the old man left behind.
The door opens and Jinjin arrives at the cafe. The rebuilding didn't go away until just before he took his place across the street.
“What's got you thinking so hard? ”
“Oh, you're here? ”
Two friends smiling at each other's faces in a moment.
The reconstruction, which I thought I should say first, first woke me up.
“What would you like to drink? ”
“Serve me? Yeah, I'm a mocharate. ”
The two friends barely said a word until they had finished drinking a glass of water.
Jinjin did not put the door straw in his mouth, during which time the reconstruction knocked on the laptop keyboard again.
“What are you writing? ”
I pushed the finished cup to the side and asked.
Reconstruction of the period at the end of the sentence in time replied.
“Evil.”
“Oh, that. ”
Jinjin nods softly.
My best friend.
Of course I know what I'm writing.
“There's an elderly man I've come to know recently. Mainland says it's a race, but I think there's a place around here. But I think he was a writer. ”
“Yeah? But you don't think he was a writer or a writer? ”
“You didn't tell me anything about your identity. He looked at the wickedness of man and he gave me such emotion. That's why I'm only anticipating it myself. ”
“I see.”
Jinjin was voiced.
Talking about an old man who doesn't even know his face is not his concern right now.
“Rebuild.”
“Tell me.”
“Are you sure you're okay now? ”
Jinjin is one of the few people who know about the incident. I was worried about my friend who had been alone for a long time after going through something with Myeong Hun.
It is an emotional and sensitive reconstruction in the first place.
“It's okay.”
“It's because I can see your face and you don't look fine at all. ”
“That's · · · · · · · · · · · ·. ”
Reconstruction was blurry and hesitant.
The truth did not rush.
I bent my chin and looked down, waiting for my friend's thoughts to clear up.
After a while.
“That's because there's actually one question. ”
Jinjin raises his head. This time, the reconstruction turned both eyes away.
“Actually, there's something I haven't told you. ”
“ · · · · · ·? ”
“It's not that I didn't do it, it's that I couldn't. ”
“What's that? ”
“When Myung Hun fell. ”
Jinjin straightened his back without even knowing it.
Reconstruction is a bold tone that brings back memories that remain in a corner of the brain.
“He smiled at me as he fell. ”
“Myung Hun?”
“With one hand, I flew all the way to Mumbai. The man who threw himself to death looks at me until the very last moment and exhales. ”
Reconstruction turned its eyes to unfinished manuscripts on the laptop screen.
“I had no idea what Myung Hun's malice was. That's why it's stuck. I'm not in trouble. I'm fine, don't worry. It's just, I'm stuck. I'm stuck. When I close my eyes, I automatically recall the moment when Myeong-hoon fell. It's just hard. ”
“It's over and out of the way. ”
He resolutely said with an indignant face.
“He was just like that. He's the only one in the world. In his world view, you were the last boss. You have to be the best man in the world. The honor of marrying the best princess should also be his, but he failed because of you. ”
“That's an example of a game designer, I think. ”
Reconstruction laughs as a joke and receives words.
However, Jinjin stood up on his feet instead of smiling.
“Come out.”
“Where are you going? ”
“You should eat. I choose my diet and place. ”
Jinjin rebuilt his car in the passenger seat without even giving him room to talk. The car started without any navigation settings mixed in.
“Can you at least tell me where you're going? ”
“You'll see when you go. It won't take long. ”
It took less than 20 minutes to get to Hangang City Park. Reconstruction comes from the parking lot.
The park in front of me was familiar with Han Ganggang Bridge, which looks far away. It's where Myeonghun threw himself a while ago.
“What do you want? ”
As soon as he settled on a bench, he was moved to the top.
“If you have kimbap and a cup, tell me what you want, because you've got boiled eggs, hamburgers, and sandwiches. ”
“I'll eat the same as you. ”
I headed to the tavern as hard as I could.
I returned shortly after packing up all the food I had mentioned.
“Hey, how can you eat them all together? ”
“You can eat it. JooJoon will come too. ”
“Tojuni?”
Next to the rolling reconstruction of his eyes, Jinjin was tearing off the packaging of kimbap.
“I got a call on the way here. I went to your house, and there was no one there. You called me because you're not feeling well. That's why I called you here. It's a good timekeeper. I'll be back in 10 minutes. ”
“ · · · · · ·? ”
The question of reconstruction deepened.
From now on, Jinjin has chosen this place as a place to eat.
“Do you remember when I was in class here? ”
Jinjin prowls the horse around. He smiles as he looks back at his old memories.
“It was Professor Han Hye-sun's novel class at the beginning of the semester. All my comrades used to sit around and do scraps. You were number one, and now I know a guy named Hae Hae Hae Hae Hae. ”
“Yes, I was shaken up in the bar you took me to that day. Soo-hee and Hyo-jin together. ”
“Huh? Right, I forgot about that. Hey, now I see that you and Soo-hee are doing well because of me. Give me the money."
Jinjin falls back together with his arm around the neck of the reconstruction. Looking up at the boat, the two friends giggle for a moment.
“Anyway, I wanted to talk to you about this. ”
Jinjin said as he regained his body.
“It's always quiet and I don't know what to think. And you're the chief of staff. Honestly, I thought Soo-hee or Myeong-hoon would get it. It's been remarkable since the beginning of the semester. ”
I gave him the ripe cup noodles.
When I opened the lid, the steam soaked up and wet the dry face of the reconstruction.
“You don't know how shiny you were that day, you don't know my heart. It was really cool, and the idea of eating noodles together now remained the same until this moment. ”
“Why is he so sentimental when he doesn't drink? ”
“I mean it, son. We can't talk about it like this or like this. ”
I opened my base like I was trying to avoid feeling shy. Then, I put kimbap in my mouth three times at a time, and it was a horse.
“Don't fall for me. ”
“ · · · · · ·. ”
“Keep it blocked. Don't give up what Myung-hoon used to write for work. If you're going to give up, find another good reason to accept it yourself. You're the only one who can finish your writing. ”
Reconstruction turned the cup noodles with chopsticks.
I don't have the courage to pick up the noodles with my neck. The hand of Jinjin shrugs his shoulder.
“You can't do this without me, son. ”
A word of comfort pierces through your head and toes.
Reconstructing his head, he grins and laughs.
It's a big deal if your friend catches your red-eyed eyes.
But I already knew that without even looking at the truth.
“Fix it before Joon gets here. Why does the great writer have to cry so much? ”
“Shut up.”
Reconstruction continues, stealing wet eyes. I really hated leaving food, but I couldn't eat ramen. My throat was narrow and panting, so I could swallow tears.
Right then.
“What the hell are you doing eating in this place? ”
An angry voice echoes behind my back.
He wore sunglasses to his hat and walked in with both hands in his pockets.
“I'm an astronomer. How can you eat in an open space like this? Now, when hundreds of my fans arrive, either you two make a top blade assault or make a double shot of friendship. ”
“Double shot of friendship, rebuild. Isn't JooJoon actually cheating on his age? I mean, isn't he supposed to be the year our uncle was born? ”
“Are you ignoring Tonki? It's a masterpiece of renovation, after all these years. Tae Bong and I still drink sometimes. ”
JooJoon opened his eyes to the truth.
Meanwhile, the reconstruction finally broke out and laughed.
It's comforting just to see two friends chattering.
“I'm not kidding. If you guys are done talking, get up. I found one with a great vibe, Izakaya. Let's go for a day run. You can eat these later if you want. ”
“The astronomer lives, right? ”
“Of course, I have to flatter the reconstructor today anyway. ”
“What are you talking about? ”
“We have reached Tincent Pictures. If that's where you're calling from, what would it be? Hey, rebuild. You know, in a scenario, you have to write better, right? ”
JooJoon grabs the reconstructive arm and raises it up.
Between the two noisy friends, the reconstruction blamed itself.
I wish I'd met my friends earlier. It's not a world where you live alone.
The sun shined in the middle of the blue sky without a single cloud.
* * *
‘We still have a long way to go, so today we can boil stew and bake a cero. ’
5: 00 PM when the sun goes down.
Su-hee got into the car after leaving work a little early. It is because I am worried about the reconstruction of sitting alone in the library and writing.
She's doing her best to see him recover quickly, even for a day.
The wedding in front of me was not a problem. For whatever reason, I don't want to see a painful reconstruction.
A few days ago, I spoke to him after I had thought about it.
If writing is hard, don't write.
You're more valuable than your writing.
At that time, reconstruction smiled bitterly instead of answering.
‘You'll have to clean it once on the weekend. The house is so spacious, it won't be bad to use a person once. ’
The road was not so blocked because it was well before work. Soon after arriving home, Su-hee stopped and got off.
Hmm?
When I came out of the garage and entered the garden.
Seeing the door wide open, Su Hee narrowed her eyes. Sometimes reconstruction leaves the door open like this.
What is it?
An ominous premonition is coming.
Su-hee walked through the garden. As soon as she walked through the front door into the living room, she opened her eyes.
“What is all this? ”
“Huh? You're here early today? ”
The reconstruction that was pushing the vacuum cleaner welcomed him smiling brightly.
My body was covered in sweat. All the furniture that was in the right place was pushed into a corner.
“Rebuild, what are you doing? ”
“Don't you see? It's a big house, and there's a lot of dust. It's upstairs. The windows are all open, but the air is bad here. ”
The reconstruction starts pushing the cleaner again. My face is full of refreshing smiles while sweating. Su-hee stood dumbfounded, then approached the reconstruction drawn.
“What's the matter? You want me to go up there?”
“Do it with me. ”
“It started in the morning and it's almost over. You just take a shower and change. I'll make dinner for you tonight, so don't snap your fingers. ”
The reconstruction pushed Su Hee towards the bathroom.
But Su-hee was not pushed away.
I stood firmly on my feet and looked up at the reconstruction without hesitation.
“Why don't you listen to me? Why are you looking at me like that? ”
“Cute.”
“What?"
Su-hee hugged the reconstruction.
Reconstruction missed the cleaner, leaving both dirty hands in the air.
“I'm the worst right now. It's not sweat and dust. ”
“No, it smells good. ”
Su-hee snores at the hot chest of reconstruction.
I hopped another drink and hung with my legs around my waist. The reconstruction is reflexively standing on Su Hee's thighs.
“Heavy · · · · · · · · ·! ”
“What did you just say? Oh, you're so relieved you're almost done with your girl? We're not married yet? ”
Su-hee pulls both cheeks of the reconstruction in an awkward manner. Immediately, the reconstruction took Su Hee by the shoulders and spun.
“Ugh! Don't! I'm sorry, Writer! ”
“It's too late! ”
The living room is in chaos, screaming with laughter. I didn't need another word. I didn't have any more questions. It was a conversation between two people who knew each other's minds just by looking at each other.
Glug glug!
Only after the phone on the table shivered did the reconstruction release Su Hee. On the top of the crystal, I sighed and looked down, and the name of Myeong-seok came to mind.
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