Bite Your Fingertips

"I wish you could lick the back of my hand, they are so dirty."

Chu Yu was lying on the bed in the bedroom, throwing comic books and game consoles aside, turning the phone upside down unconsciously.

No, Lu Shi's state is wrong.

Chu Yu kept thinking about the tone of the phone when Lu Shi said these words, the more he thought about it, the more worried he became.He couldn't sit still, got up immediately, and ran out barefoot.

When Lu Shi came out of the bathroom, the skin on the back of his hand was red.He habitually put his hand in the pocket of his trousers, turned and walked outside the lounge.

Opening the door, looking at Fang Weiyun standing at the door, Lu Shi did not move.

Fang Weiyun had obviously touched up her makeup, and the diamond jewelry she wore on her earlobe shone brightly, stinging her eyes.

She smiled lightly, "Can mom go in?"

Lu Shi looked at her with his eyelids down, his eyes full of sarcasm that had never been hidden.

Fang Weiyun changed his words, "Can I go in? I have something to discuss."

Lu Shi stepped aside.

The door closed.

Fang Weiyun was graceful, holding the silver leather handbag and sitting on the sofa.After neatly arranging the skirt, she looked at Lu Shi, her tone was always gentle, "Your face is a little pale, and you are not feeling well?"

Lu Shi did not approach, looked at Fang Weiyun from a distance of a few steps, mocking, "There are only you and me here. I keep acting, are you tired?"

silence.

After listening to Lu Shi's words, Fang Weiyun seemed to take off his mask, and the gentle smile on his face fell inch by inch, replaced by eyes full of disgust.

A smile appeared at the corner of Lu Shi's mouth, with a coldness, "That's right, isn't it."

When Lu Shi was young, Fang Weiyun treated him very well, gentle and patient, and softly speaking.

But this is only limited to when there are outsiders.

As long as there are two people alone, Fang Weiyun will remove the disguise, become harsh, bored, and sometimes curse in disgust, you are a bastard with dirty blood flowing in your body.

Lu Shi didn't understand when he was a child.

When Lu Shaochu is not at home, he depends on his mother. Fang Weiyun will feel panic and uneasy because of Fang Weiyun's completely different attitudes.

He wanted the gentle mother, the mother who would talk to him softly, coax him, and hold his hand.

Lu Shi always thought that his mother didn't like him because he was not good enough and did not do well enough.So he redoubled his efforts to do his best no matter what.But Fang Weiyun not only did not change his attitude, but even intensified.

In order to please her, he desperately became good and sensible. He only hoped that his mother could smile at him behind others.

But no, not once.

even--

Lu Shi's hands in his pockets suddenly clenched, his nails embedded in his palms, and the pain made him awake, suppressing all the hatred that was rolling up madly.

Now is not the time, Lu Shi, you have to be patient, be patient...

"what you want to say?"

Lu Shiyu's tone was flat, without a trace of fluctuation.

Fang Weiyun frowned and stared at him, "Lu Shi, what is your tone? I don't know the manners!"

She has very thin eyebrows, sharp eyebrows, like a poisoned scorpion tail, "I don’t want the position of the heir if I live outside and don’t go home? It’s just a bastard. Take Joe in front of me? Why, want to I beg you?"

Lu Shi was used to hearing these words, and it was Fang Weiyun's consistent method-to punish him from aloft, insult him, determine the power, control him, and let him humble into the dust.

Lu Shi’s tone was light, "Ah? Alas, Lu Shaochu doesn’t have a second child. Even if I don’t go home for five years or ten years, the position of heir is mine. You said, in his heart, it’s you. The wife is more important, or is my heir more important?"

Fang Weiyun's expression changed.

Lu Shi’s voice was as cold as the bone-chilling water, "You said this to me today, but because Lu Shaochu is blaming you. The only heir of the Lu family, why didn’t he go home because he was rebellious? The mother of more than ten years, not the biological mother, was irritated and hard to accept. It is me that is pitiful, and it is you who is at fault."

"Furthermore, he dared not let others know about the fact that I ran away from home. As for why I ran away from home, it is a secret that must be kept. In his heart, Lu's face is more important than anything else."

Lu Shi's voice became softer, "If I look at you with disgust, you say, which side will he stand on? Who will he leave behind?"

Fang Weiyun squeezed her handbag tightly, her fingertips lost blood.

She only now understood what Lu Shi was planning.

She is unable to bear children. It should be said that Lu Shaochu is not willing to have children with her.In Lu Shaochu's eyes, Lu Shi was the only heir.

In the past, she firmly controlled Lu Shi in her own hands.

But since Lu Shi knew that his biological mother was someone else, everything changed.

"Do you really think that I am still the clean and unsuspecting young master before? In order to get your compliment, I have to learn how to run horses even if my thighs are worn out. Even if I almost drowned in the water, I forcibly overcome my fear. Learn to swim at the fastest speed."

Lu Shi's eyes were dark, and no light could penetrate.The voice squeezed out of his throat, depressively as if ignorant Yong Ye, "That Lu Shi is already dead."

The moment he learned the truth of the year, he was already dead.

When Lu Shi went downstairs, the red mark on the back of his hand faded. He stood beside Lu Shaochu, who was the handsome and excellent heir.

Lu Shaochu asked, "Why was it so long upstairs?"

"Talked to Mrs. Lu."

Hearing that he didn't even call his mother, Lu Shaochu wanted to say something, but he didn't say what he said, and then smiled, "If you really can't accept the fact that you are not related to her, then forget it. Back then, Soon after marriage, your mother gave birth to you, but accidents are always unavoidable. She died of dystocia. I took you back. I didn’t want my son to be criticized, so I declared that you are Weiyun’s son. Later, seeing you like Weiyun and rely on Weiyun so much, I never had the heart to tell you the truth."

At the beginning, Lu Shaochu wanted to use Lu Shi's feelings with Weiyun to let him go home.

But now he found that Lu Shi's rebound was much heavier than he expected, and Fang Weiyun's rejection was also very strong.

He decided to change his strategy.

Lu Shaochu sighed and shook his head, "It's just that there is no eternal secret in the world, you still know. Although my mother is no longer a mother, but we are father and son, everything in my hands will be yours from now on. Lu Shi, I only hope that this matter will not affect our father-son relationship."

"There is no eternal secret in the world."

Lu Shi repeated this sentence without knowing the meaning, "This sentence fits my heart."

He didn't hear a word of the so-called truth Lu Shaochu said.

Dystocia?Ah.

Lu Shaochu said with concern, "The house on Qingchuan Road is too old. Do you want to change to another residence?"

Lu Shi refused, "That is my mother's house."

"Well, well, live as long as you want. Dad will do whatever you want."

Looking at Lu Shi like this, Lu Shaochu felt more comfortable in his heart.

He has his own ideas, is not easily changed by others, and has a firm mind.

He used to rely too much on Fang Weiyun and took Fang Weiyun too seriously. He had also worried.This is great now. You don't place too much emphasis on a person. When you deal with things in the future, there will be no bias, weakness, or weakness.

In addition, Lu Shi was already smart and calm, and he became more and more satisfied with this son.

The birthday banquet is over, and the guests will be sent away one by one. It is late at night.

Lu Shaochu's face was tired, he pinched his eyebrows, "Go back together, take a good rest, tomorrow my father will take you to the airport himself."

Lu Shi loosened his tie with one hand, "I won't go back."

Lu Shao frowned, "Lu Shi!"

Lu Shi glanced at Fang Weiyun who was standing far away, standing still, without saying a word.

The two confronted each other.

In the end, it was Lu Shaochu who compromised, "You have grown up, I don't care about you, but pay attention to safety."

Lu Shi turned and left.

When he arrived at the hotel, Lu Shi stood in the elevator.

The elevator wall is a mirror.

Lu Shi looked at himself in the mirror, as if he could see the ragged inside under the disguise.

Lu Shi in the past was already dead.The current Lu Shi held that breath with only hatred.

With a "ding", the door opened, Lu Shi stepped out of the elevator, and the carpet absorbed all the footsteps.

Turning the corner, Lu Shi raised his eyes and looked forward, suddenly stopped.

At the door of his room, there was a young man in a long white sweater squatting, his chin dozing off little by little.

Lu Shi stood there for a few seconds before taking another step, and finally stood in front of Chu Yu and squatted down.

He raised his hand, just when he was about to touch Chu Yu's hair, he was stuck in the air, afraid to move.

He was afraid, afraid that it was just an illusion.

"...Lu Shi?"

Chu Yu noticed it and called out Lu Shi's name in a daze.Half-opening his eyes, he leaned his head directly on Lu Shi's knee, and muttered, "If you don't come back, I will fall asleep here."

Lu Shi's voice was as soft as night wind, "Why don't you call?"

"Isn't your house hosting a birthday banquet? It doesn't matter if I wait too much."

Lu Shi's fingertips finally touched Chu Yu's soft hair, "Are you tired?"

"I'm tired, first class is gone, I bought economy class, that seat can't stretch my legs."

Lu Shi took out his room card, opened the door, and Chu Yu followed inside.

When the light was on, Chu Yu saw Lu Shi's black backpack on the sofa.

The sofa is leaning against the floor-to-ceiling windows, the night view is good, the curtains are open, and the neon lights of the whole city can be seen.

Chu Yu took a few steps, took off his shoes, knelt on the sofa, and looked out.

I heard Lu Shi ask from behind, "Why did you come here suddenly?"

Chu Yu turned around and slid towards the back of Lu Shi's hand, "Didn't you tell me? You want me to lick the back of your hand."

Lu Shi looked at him deeply, with emotions that Chu Yu couldn't understand.

Chu Yu bit Lu Shi's neck, shoulders, fingertips, and wrists, and now he just licked the back of his hand.

He knelt on the sofa and reached out to pull Lu Shi's hand.

Unexpectedly, when he first grasped Lu Shi's wrist, he would be pulled into Lu Shi's arms.

Lu Shi wrapped his other hand around his back and hugged him.

Chu Yu didn't struggle, thought for a while, raised his hand, and wrapped Lu Shi's waist.

Rubbing Chu Yu's delicate nape, Lu Shi looked at the night outside the window.

He used to be like an ascetic monk, isolating everything that would shake his mind.

Because he shouldn't have been in this world, but he was born and survived.The meaning of his existence is to avenge his mother.

But he met Chu Yu.