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Lizart: The Anger Erosion Unlocked

Lizart: Dead Skill: Stop Angry Runaway

"Lizart: Bad Status: Curse: Erosion of the Goddess" has been granted

"System: Dead Skill User Death Launches Counseling System"

"Is that...?

Having lost all of my HP by Amber's hands, I had been sent to a mysterious white room without rispawing.

Two chairs in a bright white room, placed facing each other. There's a door in the front, but that's it. I was sitting in one of those chairs.

Avatar was no different than when he unlocked Dead Skill, and his whole body was invaded by a cracked black line.

"Excuse me."

"Iris?"

"Yeah, that's right, traveler skna. We just met earlier, so it hasn't been that long."

It was Iris, the navigator, who opened the door and came in.

He is a character like a nun who was the NPC responsible for exchanging items in the safe room for all players during this event and is usually also the tutorial person.

When she sat in the chair facing me, she took out something like a big menu card.

"This is a counseling room. It's supposed to be a space to comfort those who transcend certain emotional values among the Gentile travelers who sway my world."

"Originally?

"That's right. The Dead Skill you activated, The Runaway of Anger, was not originally created assuming Gentile Travelers were activated. Emotional values should have reached outliers by the time they were originally activated, and most travelers should have their souls repatriated to the original world."

"Almost...... so you have a condition not to be returned"

"Yes, I'll skip the details, but briefly, there will be no return to the original world when it comes to travellers who have enough emotional value receptivity to activate the Rage of Wrath to keep their spirit from breaking down. In your case, you had five minutes to accept it."

He's politely explaining it to me. It's bad for Illis, but I'm not working my head off at all right now.

I could only return a blurry response when I heard her explain.

"It doesn't feel like I can use my head much right now...... after all, what did Illis come to do?

"Counseling, rather than confirmation. If we have not been able to regain the sedation of emotional values and normal thinking, we are to place restrictions on our visits for some time. Traveler Sukuna, you both have no problems… we will limit your visit for two days considering the impact of Dead Skills"

I mean, is that it? You mean you're here to check for any mental abnormalities?

Could it say on that big menu card, even in my status state?

Besides, it's hard to tell because Illis doesn't use much of a game-like term, but it sounds like he won't be able to log in for maybe two days.

Well, I'm a little tired, too, and I think I should cool off most of them for about two days.

"... yeah, that's fine"

"I hope you visit again, traveler skna. Thanks for protecting my world."

It doesn't change your expression. But a definite gratitude came through.

It was only a short encounter of about five minutes.

My world, huh?

Yes, I totally forgot, but the name "Iris", which is also a unit of money... is the name of the Creator God of this world.

Having undergone a substantial compulsory logout procedure, I lie tight on the VR machine.

I'm tired. I'm so tired right now that I'm going to fall asleep soon.

"But now..."

I have something to check.

There is no shadow on the machine next door. Which means Lynn is already logged out.

Reduce feelings of deviation.

That was an in-game event. I know that too.

Still. Still. Lynn died in front of me, I can't get that sight out of my head.

Leave the room and walk down the hall.

I opened the living room door.

"Lynn!!

At the end of the door, Lin is there, as usual.

I was sitting on the couch, clutching my tablet device.

My eyeballs are hot.

For the first time since the day my parents died, I felt my tear glands loose.

"Ah..."

Warm things convey cheeks.

I could see the tears overflowing.

I knew he wasn't dead.

Still, I couldn't stop crying.

"Welcome back, Nana"

"Yeah, yeah......!

Lynn smiled gently as she stood up in front of the door and looked at me zeroing her potatoes without suppressing the overflowing tears.

You get up off the couch and hold me tight to wrap me up.

Warm. The fever I wanted, it's definitely here now.

"You remembered."

"Gu... Ugh"

"Are you okay now?

"Ugh!

There are no vocabulary shards.

Only emotions of pleasure dominated the whole body.

Always is.

At all times, Lynn is watching over me.

Where I can see it, where I can't see it, it's holding me back.

It's really warm. Its tenderness to hold me tight was just filling my heart.

"Hehe, shall we have dinner then? You're hungry, aren't you?

"Ugh..."

That's what they say, and I do realize I'm hungry.

I wonder if it's because I've been diving into the game for a long time.

I've been in the game a long time before the Apostolic Extortion.

Sometimes my stomach grunted in such a timely fashion that Lynn erupted gently.

"... a little more"

Still, I want to take precedence over rice.

"Let me stay a little longer."

"... Got it, princess. Shall we slow down a little?"

This is selfish.

But Lynn forgives me.

Lynn rubbed my back gently without breaking her smile.

"I remember everything, Lynn. About that day, before that day... from that day until today"

That's what I cut out talking about as I sat next to Lynn on the couch.

"... tough?

"Yeah, it's not hard anymore. But, Lynn. I'm just in the mood for a little talk. I want Lynn to know what happened that day."

"Yeah, talk to me. 'Cause I've been waiting for you."

Tung and I followed my cheeks, and Lynn said so and smiled.

My parents died in an accident. That is an indisputable fact.

But the reason I lost everything that day and closed my memory wasn't just because my parents died.

"It was a snow day, wasn't it? It was so cold that day, your father and mother looked so cold."

I barely feel the cold or the heat, so I was just watching the two of them looking cold.

It was a cold day with gloves on, mufflers on, and still.

"As Lynn knows, your father and mother had the same birthday, right? So every year, only that day, I spent time with the two of us away from Lin properly. I wonder if you call it a family reunion. I loved your father and mother so much... my hands were so warm that I was so happy."

Thanks to my remembrance, I can squeeze the warmth of that day with this hand again with joy.

Your last outing with your father and mother. That was so happy, it was cold but warm... and I couldn't help but be happy with it.

But. Tragedy suddenly strikes people.

"Because I was happy... I didn't realize. I missed it. Two trucks slipped in. I'm trying to help both of you..."

I swallowed gokuri and spit. I can't breathe. The sight of the day flashes back and my body trembles without help.

"Nana, calm down. Don't rush, just talk slowly."

"... thanks, Lynn"

Lynn strokes me slowly like that.

I felt the same fever that day and my palpitations gradually subsided.

"By the time I realized it, I was already running out of time. Still, Lynn. If I sacrifice, push them both out!...... Your father, your mother, was supposed to help...... But...! But..."

Words don't last.

I know what happened, but it was hard and unspoken.

It's just, I guess Lynn figured it all out when she saw me like that.

He looked sad, and he put his core on me.

"Yes... your parents helped Nana."

"Yes, it is."

That's right.

That's when they pushed me off that track in front of the inevitable truck.

If I did that, I would have known that neither of us would survive.

I used my life to help me.

And reaching out unreachable, I saw the moment of two people dying up close.

The biggest reason I suffered so much that I was about to break is not that I couldn't help the two of you.

The two of us helped me, and I was the only one who survived.

"Stuck in two trucks, I think we both died instantly. Now that I think about it, maybe there wasn't just any pain..."

I want to think so.

Otherwise, it's too unsaved.

"So, yeah. I was about to kill two of the drivers. But so are those two. He died instantly, just like your fathers."

"Yeah, you did. The accident was caused by a complete slip, four fatalities, all tragic accidents of instant death"

That's what I said and I lay my eyes down. To Lynn, I smiled back.

I'm sure Lynn was thoroughly investigating things like that after that accident, if it wasn't something manipulative.

And that's how it turned out using all the power of the hawker's house.

I mean, it's a real coincidence. It was just a coincidence.

"so angry that I can't help it, so pitiful that I'm going to collapse... and even those two places of destination are gone on the spot"

And I'm alone in the snow.

"It's broken"

My heart broke, my memory closed, I forgot my emotions.

That's it, I barely kept "me".

"I barely picked myself apart and I created a nanica that looked like me. Wearing a mask, he tried to live like a normal person. That's me. That's me."

Still, more than six years after that day, that's how I've lived.

Lynn, get away from me properly, I managed to come alone.

The reason I stayed away from Lynn until then was because I was scared.

Because I didn't feel like I could stand the grief of losing Lynn in front of me.

You know I should protect you next door.

Still, there was only Lynn in my world then.

He was unconsciously convinced that he couldn't stand the loss.

"But, you know, now I get it. It didn't break. Ever since I was born, I've been what I am. Well, I've lived with that for a long time, and now I'm not."

"Right. A little bit of a change of personality or something like that is a story for everyone. Nana hasn't been mad in the first place for a long time. I've grown so much more capable of expressing my opinions than I used to."

"haha, sure"

I don't know because I used to be just a little hipster behind Lynn all the time.

Silent and faceless, there's so much I can't count what they say about being like a doll.

Still, I was happy back then.

If you're with Lynn, there's Toka, there's your father and mother, and there's Lynn's relatives.

I was having a very happy day.

I can't go back by then.

I won't cover my parents' deaths, and my personality has changed a lot. Although only my relationship with Lynn remains the same, there's nothing else that hasn't changed.

But that's enough.

I can finally remember what I should have remembered the most.

"... Lynn, it's me. I finally remembered, both of them, smiling at the end of the day. Smile, it was..."

During death.

Even though I was about to be crushed by two trucks.

Still, the two of them were smiling at me.

Until the end of the day, your father and mother loved me.

"Father, Mother, I'm all right now"

The two of you must have wished me happiness.

And there's no more locking me up about the "me" you just helped me with. It's still a soft fever in my chest and it fills me up.

So there's no more getting lost or forgetting.

There's Lynn next door, and I'm here now.

Because there's Lynn who's been supporting me all this time in the shadows.

"Thank you, Lynn"

I'm sure I was then.

Best, best smile I've ever had.