Phil told me he liked me.
Phil told me to hold him.
I take the word for it and figure out what this situation is.
"Phew, Phil... I mean, is that... is that it?
I mean, I guess Phil's confessing to me.
Confessions from girls.
That had been done before by Sakya and Krall, but at that time it felt more like harrassment than dodgy, and because of the fact that other humans were beside them, they were disenfranchised.
But not this time.
I was thrilled to see Phil favoring me with a bright red face.
And me and Phil are the only ones in this room right now, and there's probably no way someone can get in my way from here on out.
"I... have always cared about me, sweet Singh... for a long time..."
"Yeah, but maybe that's what I like to do as a friend."
"I'm not thrilled with my friends..."
"Oh, right, right, right."
The heartbeat coming from Phil's chest is so fast that it might even burst.
In addition to that, her legs trembled and her breathing was slightly rough.
Besides, if her face were red as it lit up, I could even guess how much she was flirting with the current situation.
"So... so... I don't like to do anything with a woman that Mr. Singh doesn't know... eh..."
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Well, if you think about it, you don't even know Phil thinks so.
Until just now, I couldn't resist being busy in front of an elf woman named Elena.
And if Phil hadn't come into the room all of a sudden, maybe I would have spent the night with Elena just like that.
But this is outrageous if you try it from Phil.
Even if we were friends, if we found out that heterosexuals who are close to us are usually having sexual intercourse with people who are not lovers, we wouldn't think much better.
If that's a junior high school student like Phil, it's even worse.
I can say it sucks as an impression.
Besides, apparently in this case, Phil should have had a bad temper for someone he liked playing with the right woman.
It would also be possible to concede and forgive 100 steps for someone you like to be tied to someone other than yourself, but it would hurt if it were too roomy in terms of sex.
"Of course, I can't tell you that Mr. Singh shouldn't do that with other women... and I know he's patient... but I don't want someone I just met today to take Mr. Singh because I'm patient..."
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Something similar happened before.
The day Claire came into our party.
I rode the wheel on Krall's temptation, and Sakya got mad at it.
I guess Phil is in a similar mood to Sakuya, who was angry then.
If so, I did something really sorry.
"But... from Mr. Singh, it's hard...?
"Hey, what's up?
"Men are regularly...... nah, it's hard if you don't pull it out, right? Besides, Mr. Singh is restless if he doesn't pull it out every day... before Mr. Sakuya..."
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...... that yarrow.
What are you doing blowing information into Phil?
"Uh, what is it, Phil? You always told me to listen to Sakuya in half.
"But it's true that Mr. Singh is putting up with something... right?
"Ugh..."
Well...... you're right indeed.
That's what I've been putting up with lately because of Phil's eyes.
"So... if you can't stand it... you don't have to... right?
"To?"
"... I will never tell Mina and the others when I return to Wolds."
That's what Phil said, he's been putting effort into both hands grabbing my right hand.
"So if you're going to be a village woman... do that with me... will you?
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Does that mean... an invitation for the night?
Phil has a thing for me.
Plus she should know exactly what Elena and I were going to do earlier.
I'm pretty sure that means Phil's asking me out.
"Mr. Singh can see me as a heterosexual...... right? You said you touched my chest with your heart before... didn't you?
"Oh well, that's..."
"Then... until Mr. Singh is satisfied with me... you will... okay?
I get Phil's word and make my heart pound.
I don't hate Phil, and I find him quite attractive as a woman, even though he's still young.
So if you want to hold it, hold it. Happy to do that.
... but Phil is my friend.
I don't want to look at my friends like those lustful slogans.
If I treat you as a heterosexual, I want to be your boyfriend.
"Phil... I don't want to have a relationship with you that I can't tell the Minas"
"Uh... that's... what?
"I mean, you're my dear friend. That's why I don't want to hurt you."
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Phil, who heard my explanation, burst into tears under his eyes and now has a crying look.
Do you think maybe you've been frayed?
If so, we need to correct it a little.
"Phil, that's what I'm saying, but from what I can tell, I think you're impotently cute."
"Huh...?
"I'm a little familiar with that, but the roots are sweet and thoughtful... and if I'm getting married, I might as well be with a kid like Phil"
"Eh, heh, I can't believe it's a marriage... no"
Phil hid his face with both hands shy of spinning words I praised.
That freed my right hand, so I move that hand over Phil's head.
"To be honest, I just touched Phil's chest and this one stayed thrilled, and I was thinking about pushing Phil down like this."
And I told him honestly what I just thought as I stroked Phil's head.
"Phil has the only experience I've ever had of touching a girl's chest in my life. Yeah, I denied it before, but now I admit it. I'm a virgin, and I've never dated a girl before. So it's harder not to be thrilled if a cute, sweet girl like Phil likes you and even lets you touch your breasts."
I want to be honest with her, too, more than Phil told me to be honest.
I thought so. I also talked about not having romantic or sexual experience.
"But Phil is a dear friend of mine. So I... don't want to do that with you in the middle of nowhere."
"Mr. Singh......"
There will be a lower heart, but don't tell everyone, and Phil offered a proposal to quench my libido.
That was the same or more fascinating suggestion for me than it once was when Claire asked me out, but that's why I couldn't be flushed here.
"If that's what I do with Phil, I want to do it when we're lovers. And I'm still not sure I really like you."
"Oh, yeah..."
"Oh."
Of course Phil likes it or not. If you don't like it, you'll like it.
But it is unclear whether it is due to friendship or other emotions.
Some would consider romantic emotions to be carnal desires and equals.
But I want to think about those two separately.
Because I'm a virgin.
You know, you let me dream a little bit about something called love, okay?
"But I think about Phil."
"Think...?
"That's right. Tell me what I think of Phil. So if you're sure I like Phil, then I'll let you confess."
"Ah... yes..."
When Phil finishes listening to me, he wipes with his hands the tears that had accumulated in his eyes.
"I'm waiting... Mr. Singh is going to like me... because I've been waiting..."
And that's what Phil said, he's turned his tender grin on me.
Apparently, you know what I'm trying to say.
Blah, blah, blah. I could have put out an OK on Phil's invitation here and had a boyfriend girlfriend relationship.
But if I could count on that momentum, I would have already fallen for Sakuya.
Maybe I'm your wife when it comes to romance.
It's just a heck of a lot.
"Okay...... I'll be out for a bit then"
"Huh...? At this late hour......?
"Oh."
The stimulus received in the development from one incident with Elena to earlier was too strong.
Thanks to that, I can't stop mulling.
"I'm gonna be a little naughty."
"Heh!?
I told Phil I was going to be a grand dick.
"So Phil, go back to your room and get some sleep."
"Yeah, yeah..."
There are many reasons why this happened in the first place, but one of them is that Phil guessed I was patient.
It's hard for me to keep my libido down when I'm old enough to do what I want.
So it will continue to be necessary to dissipate away from Phil from time to time.
So I decided not to tell Phil what I was doing.
What are you saying to the girl junior high school opponent. I know it's me, but you better tell me this. Phil will also think I'm weirdly unbearable.
"Well then... I will too!
"Buh!?
but I got more counters from Phil there.
"And I will...! Think of Mr. Singh......!
"Ugh, yeah... stay, well, don't stay up too late..."
While I became a tadpole in return for Phil's ton of demo remarks, I shittily left the room.
You can't ask me what I want to do.
But it looks like I made her worry because I said it a little too straightforward.
I've told him I was a virgin before, but I guess the same theory worked in Phil's head this time.
With that in mind, I left the village chief's house and moved to the barn.
There's Gardia nearby, but I don't care.
"... Sakya, I'm gonna let you rely on me now"
And I took my pure white pants out of the item box, which Sakuya once deliberately left behind.
The contents of the item box seem to be out of time, and the contents of the item are kept fresh at all times.
The same is true for these pants, so much so that they are still likely to feel sakuya plush.
Was the current interaction too irritating for me to be a virgin? I've been so full of my head about Phil since just now.
Phil's confession and chest feel are new to his memory, and as it is, he reminds me of her as she works.
But I was hesitant to do anything that would tarnish Phil, who was right beside me during the journey.
I don't mind Phil thinking of me and doing something, but you can't think of her and do something from me, the man.
So I took out Sakuya's pants instead, something that would be an intense irritation.
Sakya is less resistant than Phil because he's not with us right now.
But you can never tell Sakuya about this.
Maybe I'll be a little bit more aware of him when I see him again.
Well, over time, I'll be able to see her from the front, too.
I squeezed Sakuya's pants while I thought so.
Later on, I learned that the oak meat had an energizing effect and the fact that we were all murky eating it in large quantities in the village.
Don't let travelers eat that stuff.
While I complained to Elena that way, I talked about getting a replacement reward from her and the village chief.
The reward became an invitation to a certain secret country.