Chronicles of The Hardships of Komachi in The Sengoku Era
Early June, 1756.
A night and a half when even the bug's voice went out. Shizuko woke up to the cold of the wind stroking the back of her hand.
Shizuko had brought bedding to the same barn as the two heads and lived together since she hoped for cooperation with all the ministers, but something was different that day.
When I relied on the moonlight to plug indoors to check my surroundings, Vitman and Balti's bunk was empty.
The moonlight is itself strange to plug in because the bright protruding window is closed in the first place.
When the light source is traced, the entrance to the barn still remains open, from which the light of the blue moon plugs in.
Turning the back of his hand to the moonlight where he felt the wind, slightly wet marks could be seen. I guess the two heads went off to say goodbye.
"You're finally gone..."
I was prepared to visit this day any day. But loneliness comes up in my chest when I see a bedroom that has become a mushroom.
Feeling the hot flowing through her cheeks, Shizuko noticed herself weeping. I wiped my tears with my sleeves abusively, but the tears that overflowed later didn't stop me.
Separation from them was no longer avoidable, but she woke up and ran, saying that she should be able to drop them off.
The air at night is cold, albeit early summer. When Shizuko stepped out into the moonlight world, someone hung her jacket from the side.
"Uncle Satisfied...... why are you here?
"Thin clothes like that will catch a cold? What, the doorstep of a loyal minister who served you without a second heart? You won't be punished for dropping me off. And we're not the only ones, are we?
When I said that and looked at the point where Satisfaction pointed, I could see the celebration and continuity on the edge of the mother house, and there seemed to be forty-six more in the back.
Shizuko was accompanied satisfactorily and proceeded to the main entrance of the mansion, usually with a closed gate open, where the gatekeeper only dotted (both) the minimal light and held it back to the left and right.
He returned the meeting to the gatekeeper, who would thank him in silence, and the two proceeded to walk outside the gate. As only the moonlight lit the darkness, I could see two wolves walking closer together.
In a slowly dwindling hindsight, Shizuko was at her best because she suppressed herself, which seemed to run away unexpectedly.
"Laugh and drop him off, Shizuko. Although this is a lifetime's farewell, they have done their job beautifully. It is the Lord's duty to acknowledge the possession of those who are old and who do not want to expose their wreckage."
To calm her overflowing tears and wild emotions, Shizuko struck both of her cheeks with her thoughtful, flat hands. In the pale world dominated by silence, the sound of a striking of the cedar hand echoed in abundance, but thanks to the pain or tears stopped and the stomach rested.
"Thank you, Uncle Satisfied. I can always cry, but now is the only time I can drop you off."
Instead of sending me a cry in mourning, I show gratitude for their dedication and loyalty, and all of a sudden it would be my last duty as an owner to smile and drop off the gateway to where I'm headed myself.
So when Shizuko was ready to walk away from him, he realized that indeed many were similarly dropping off two heads leaving for the mountains.
The people, forbidden to go out at night unhurried, are dropping off their heads as they sit at the front door in their respective houses and worship their hands together.
The wolves who followed beside Shizuko for the people and protected her, a good lord for the people, were only ever even the object of faith, not the beast.
"Vitman, Barty. There are so many people who acknowledge and appreciate your lives. I'm glad I was your husband."
The shadow, far away as it was dropped off by everyone, became invisible by diving through the outer gate leading to the mountain, which was left open.
As if the thread that was stuck had been cut off, there was a voice that slit through the silence (smudges) of the night to Shizuko, who sat there on the spot.
"Aw, wow, wow."
Although their eyesight had faded, their acute sense of smell would have felt the presence of the static child that was coming to drop them off.
I gave my last greeting to my husband, who spared me my goodbyes and let me go free, squeezing in less strength.
It was only a cut howl once, but Shizuko could still feel the proof of the bond that did exist between Vitman and Barty.
The parting ceremony is over. At the end of the howl, the noise ceased, and the two heads vanished into the mountains that were darkened.
On the edge of the mother house, Kyung-chong was silently tilting the cup. Usually a rap celebration doesn't say a word, just looking up at the moon and overlapping the cup.
On his left was a concurrent sitting, similarly serene look to lick the liquor and drink. Forty-six, who are present, soften in an unsettling manner unlike the two of them.
"... was this a good idea?
Forty-six, who have decided to do so, ask the celebration. The forty-six question was about Vitman and Balti just silently dropping off leaving the mansion.
Celebration, which drops off a back away from the edge, speaks only of "being masters" toward its back, and the concurrence is "all of us going. See you later," he said, cupping.
Seeing the reaction of the two adults came the confusion forty-six, but he bowed his head deeply to them leaving, when the two heads had been taught what it meant to disappear.
That was all it was. Celebration and continuity don't even let Shizuko know about the two heads that are leaving, they just stay on the edge and drink.
Forty-six didn't know if that was a good thing, and the thought of telling him that he could do something was calming him down.
"Those guys are finally ready. The extra help will be painting mud on their readiness. Believe me, it's polite to send you away."
"Dear Sir, they did a brilliant job. It's not an accidental goodbye, it's a ready goodbye. Sympathy and pity will be rude."
I didn't think it was a good thing that I didn't reach out as 46, which was getting bigger as I received neglect and was regaining my people-like emotions due to the hospitality at Shizuko's residence.
But when I looked into the next lonely (Shigeru) feeling of trust, I couldn't overlap the words any more and pushed my silence.
The two adults were just silently watching over the appearance of Forty-Six who were unconvinced.
The world is always full of irrationality. It is the growth of how to face it and fold it.
Knowing that through their own experience, the two of them wait for him to digest and give his own answers, without ridiculing the grid of forty-six, and without pushing the answers as he figured them out.
Eventually, when Forty-Six exhaled loudly, he spoke to both of them.
"I still don't know if I think about it. It's probably not rational, it's something that feels (...) convincing. I still can't get to that point."
Thus, against 46, which had finished telling him all that, Keiji offered him a cup poured with only a small amount of alcohol.
"It's your answer now that you don't know. The answer depends on when it's stacked. Even if you don't know now, you in the future might give a different answer. They just don't want a damp goodbye, so drink this and send them."
"... I may be off school tomorrow. I'll have something sweet just in case."
"Am I?"
I could understand that 46, which I don't usually drink, might leave school from hangovers, but I don't understand the rationale for having to prepare sweets.
Forty-six opened their mouths toward Shizu and Shizu.
"My mother-in-law said. If you want to avoid hangovers, it's easiest and most effective to keep your sugar and hydrated."
When alcohol in alcohol enters the body, the liver breaks down the majority of the alcohol absorbed everywhere. Fine reasoning is omitted, but gluconeogenesis (production of glucose) is suppressed by substances produced during the process of decomposition of alcohol.
This means that when you consume more alcohol, you become naturally hypoglycemic, and your brain gives orders to consume sugar from the outside so that you feel hungry.
This is also why ramen is popular as a 'tightening' after drinking. Lambne confectionery or the like, where glucose is the main ingredient, can also be considered an optimal solution, since sweet products that absorb breakdown faster than noodles, which are carbohydrates, are suitable.
If you ignore these desires and fail to replenish the sugar, you will have the symptoms of a hangover when you say headache or tiredness because your blood sugar level is dropping when you wake up.
If you refuse without misunderstanding, replenishing a large amount of sugar after drinking will not mean that there was no drinking, and there is no guarantee that hangovers can be definitively avoided by alcohol volume or personal alcohol resolution.
It is a dangerous act to drink even more despite hangovers, because of the "welcome drink" and the tsunami. Because the sugar content in the alcohol temporarily improves the symptoms, but because more sugar and moisture are consumed to break down the alcohol, it may later cause more serious symptoms.
Sweet objects after drinking are only relatively effective in preventing hangovers. The best thing to do is to know how much alcohol is right for your body and enjoy it in moderation.
"Of course, there's no guarantee that you won't get hungover, it's just a precaution," he said.
"Oh! So the quiet banquet is filled with water along the way or something sweet comes out at the end"
"It's difficult to serve sweets in the middle of a banquet seat on a boulder, so they serve dishes that can take a lot of sugar without knowing it."
"What a thankful care. Only a boulder can care for that kind of decency."
"Right."
Forty-six seemed as proud as he was of me when he heard Celebration praise Shizuko. Still embarrassed and unable to speak, Forty-Six admired Shizuko as her mother and also as a human being.
The periphery thinks that the vessel was nostalgic to Shizuko at an early stage, but only the forty-six who spent their childhood together were discerning.
That is the art of the sacrifice of vessels. It's a sad cure to make sure you can't (...) direct hostility towards yourself by showing them an obvious favor.
In the environment in which the vessel was placed, there was a history of even being returned harmfully in favour of the other person, and it was also one of the few means of self-defence of the vessel to protect itself in a new environment.
Even such vessels now wholeheartedly admire Shizuko as their mother. I can't change anything from how I've been isolated from the public to my floating away personality, but Shizuko even accepts me with an understanding of it.
I know people with much more serious symptoms than vessels from Shizuko, and I don't care to the extent that they act a little rushed.
But Shizuko was a difficult comprehender not only for the vessel, but also for the 46 who had entrusted herself with her asylum, given that she had ever been denied existence per se or neglected (trying) and rarely abused.
"Forty-six people have always admired Shizuko."
"Right. I appreciate it on my mother-in-law, and I respect it more than my heart. That's why I don't want to see grief on my mother-in-law. I want to do whatever I can to make you smile a little bit. But that doesn't make it a good reason for my stepmother to intervene in a convincing separation."
Whether alcohol is paralysing reason, words that are usually in my heart poke naturally in my mouth.
"I'm sure there's a bond between my mother-in-law and the wolves that the rest of us can't get into. You're also a little envious of that. We haven't been able to build that relationship yet..."
"That's the result of what my ancestors have piled up, so there's no choice. But you have a future. It's up to you two to decide what kind of relationship you can have from here on out."
"Thank you, Master Yoshiro. Well, we'll do our best to make up for the holes they've fallen out of."
"That's not true, 46."
Celebration denied what Forty-Six had said in view of what was to come. When I turn to Celebrate the Next on unexpected objections, Celebrate is staring straight at this one out of the ordinary.
"You don't have to take someone's place. No one can replace those guys, and you shouldn't. You do it your way, you keep quiet. And that's not a distant 'someday', 'start today'. I tend to forget I'm here, but the world is still turbulent. I can't guarantee anyone that tomorrow will be the same as today."
"Ruri. As Lord Kyung said, only those who live to the fullest today will laugh tomorrow. If you live every day to the fullest, laugh and die when you come to an end."
It was a dialogue with a mortal outlook on life. Celebration and continuity have survived the ravages of turmoil, and we have been worried that no remorse will be left when we reach the end.
That's why Celebration denied the idea of "one day we'll change quite a bit" to "Replace the Vitmans" in 46. I can say this is right in a way, because regret is always something that doesn't stand first.
"As long as you're ashamed of yourself. I still can't seem to lose my sweetness. I'm just ashamed that tomorrow was given and taken for granted."
Saying so, he looked at the 46 leaning down, and Kyung-seo grinned his thin shoulder with disappointment and smiled.
"This is about mindset. What, we're not doing it right either. It's just that he's willing to start now and ready not to regret it."
When Celebration said so and laughed, the power that was in the shoulders of Forty-Six fell out. Forty-six, which was too serious at all, seemed to have been overexploded a little bit.
Celebration is not a very preaching position if you think back to what the hell you were doing around the age of 46.
However, it would also be common for future young people to speak out unexpectedly so that they would not regret stepping on the same footing as themselves.
I didn't get annoyed with that, but I preferred the celebration of the forty six, which I accept outright, as well as being a little dazzling.
After thanking the two of them and resting first, they dropped off 46 who were leaving, and Kyung Jing and Sui exchanged cups with each other with their thoughts on the next generation of Tai Zhang.
Vitman and Barti's walk was no surprise whenever they stopped. Though we made some recovery, we slowly walk down the mountain path, where the moonlight illuminates, supporting each other's bodies.
The two heads are already out of strength and their bodies scream for rest every step of the way. But if you sit down now, there's no guarantee that you can get up and walk next.
Still, it was the desire to go back to the place where we spinned the encounter that made our whole lives worthwhile.
Eventually we arrived at a slightly open place with no change of philosophy as far as the middle belly of the mountain path. That was once the place where Shizuko was attacked by outlaws when Vitman brought Balti back.
A place that saved Shizuko's predicament and became a real family of Shizuko with Balti. The two heads had designated this place as their own place of death.
The two heads break their legs from either side and lie down. When Vitman looked to the foot, there was a glittering dot in the darkness.
There is a static child in that light. The land, which comes to an end with a view there, was a dressed bunk for both of us.
Neither Vitman nor Balti have any idea where they were born. Compared to the land I spent most of my life in, I had no attachment.
The two heads moaned each other and waited for the earliest moments to come. But then something strange happened.
Obviously there is a voice from the top of the mountain calling for two heads. It was not a sound, but something that echoed directly into the minds of the two heads.
Vitman and Barty stood up slowly as they gazed at each other. The vitality, which seemed to have been exhausted at the earliest, is full of wonder and aims at the summit with a firmer foothold than ever before.
The two heads felt that the mountain was inviting them, as they had aimed for the mountain, and they walked straight to the summit without straying.
When Vitman and Balti reached the summit, the moon often peered into his face from between the clouds, illuminating the corner of the summit so that the columns of light would connect heaven and earth.
And the two heads roared mightily against the moon, lighting themselves up. That powerful howl would have reached Shizuko at the far foot.
In the afterlife, the edge of the Great God Shrine is thus described.
Heaven sent two giant wolves to assist Shizuko Ayakoro, the son of a warring nation. The figure was as white as snow, a giant beast that outperformed (ginger) bears with brilliant hairs.
Heaven, worried about the incessant Japanese book of war, sent her to Nobunaga Oda, the demon king of the world. Shizuko is not only known as Shizuko, who boasts a rough body of more than six feet in length and supports Nobunaga through calculation (Kibo) schemes, but is also known for its rigidity.
With that dreaded brainchild, she defeated Takeda, who was regarded as the strongest of the warring nations. He also drove the battlefield across the wolf, cutting himself ahead and crushing his enemies.
But the time came for them to return to heaven after the unification of Nobunaga's kingdom. She and the two god angels prayed to the moon when they reached the summit.
Then broke the heavens, and the pillars of light stretched out to the earth, and the summits and the heavens were joined together with the pillars of light. And it is assumed that one and two heads returned to heaven, as they were invited to the light.
In recognition of her and the achievements of the two wolves, Nobunaga says she founded the Great Shrine on the summit of the mountain.
If Shizuko actually saw this, it would be the edge of a spray thing, but this was the result of the fact that future generations continued to flourish as to whether the story was still this, because it would boost the authority of the mountains and shrines.
Vitman, who became the sacrificial god of the Great Shrine in the first place, was a gray wolf, and Balti would be of the same species. It can't have shiny bright white furrows, etc., and it's much smaller than a bear on a boulder.
Even though in the world of warring nations, Shizuko was small and far from being rigid. As a result of a case handed down by a subordinate headed by Nagako being somehow told as Shizuko's work, she became portrayed as a gorilla.
Said he started by beating the armored warrior to death with his bare hands, ran across the roadless road to the wolf, and overnight he could not help but list the absurd things that said he had arrived from Ozhang to Kyo.
However, the Great Shrine is very busy because the efforts of such future generations have borne fruit and it is in the despicable (hepi) position of the mountain peak further behind the inconvenient mountain.
Led by Shaw's (ambiguous) academic achievements in Shizuko's divine plot, there were supposedly spiritual experiences in home safety, troublesome years, business safety, commercial prosperity, business prosperity, exam must-have, disease-free breathing disaster, disease healing, birth safety, physical health, traffic safety, aspirational achievement, disaster elimination, and octagonal elimination.
You think the only thing that wouldn't happen in this shrine was the fringe because Shizuko allegedly pierced her celibacy for life?