'Cocktail Potion' by Transworld Transfer Bartenders

It feels like it falls to the ground.

With my first metastasis, my body and health were sluggish, and I never landed again.

It was the same with Rosemary and Tris, and the three of us were thrown into a well-maintained lawn garden.

"... here, here?"

It seems that at some point the time was at night.

In that darkness, lit by the moonlight, a blurry building shadow floats.

"... Chart Magic Institute"

It was Rosemary who answered the question that came out of my mouth, also trying to fall to the ground.

Chart Magic Institute. Sure, it's a place where you can learn magic from Swiss and Rosemary alma maters.

And now, where Switzerland is staying.

"... due to the aggressive transition, the coordinate designation didn't go well.In this situation, under the most trustworthy existence, I think it has shifted. "

In that truncated word, I inadvertently ask how Tris is doing.

When I saw him in the moonlight, I lost my word.

"... no..."

"... haha, if you can see so much, you'll catch fire."

"If that's what you're saying."

Her body was strangely torn apart by what she was talking about.

When you first sheltered me, there was a big hole in my belly, my shoulders were broken, my arms were cut a thousand times, and all kinds of other small and large wounds were carved into my body.

And the biggest hole, near the middle of the chest, was almost completely empty around the heart.

And from inside your body, you're rising up something like a white, magical jade.

"No way, last minute, cover me!"

"It's okay. It was originally born for the sake of all of us."

It shouldn't hurt, it won't hurt.

Tris laughs calmly to reassure me.

Your ears are starting to hear a noisy noise.Apparently, the people who noticed us suddenly transferred are gathering.

But I kept staring at her with the same face as Ibuki.

"............"

But the words didn't come out.

I have been informed that she has nothing to do with Tosu Ibuki.

I have absolutely no emotion for her.

That confusion must have appeared on my face, and Tris gently grabbed my hand, trembling.

"I'm sorry I lied to you so far.But you know what? It's Tris who's wounded like this, wounded in the nucleus of his heart, dying, bleeding out. "

This wound seemed to ridicule itself as proof of the object.

The nucleus of the heart, she looks at the center of the chest, around the heart.

It's not a heart.The source of her life is something that was given to her when she was created.

"I... will kill you..."

When I tried to say something aggressively, the words didn't go on.

I don't know what you're trying to say.

I don't know, but I want to say something.

What is customer service? You can't say a word when it's important, what's conversational.

However, the feeling of irritability, fatigue of magic deficiency and chills are eating up my body, and it seems that I can't remember whether it is words or something else that I want to spit out.

Without waiting for my words, Tris continues.

"I wanted to be Tosu Ibuki.Because the Devil doesn't have anything.The resulting heart was empty, empty, cold, and your "love feelings" were pleasant to me.Hot and cold, sweet and bitter, weak and strong, and I miss you so much, I love you.I didn't know what it meant, and it was fun to be gradually eroded. "

Talk to me.

Alternatively, monologue into emptiness.

Tris looks at me blurrily.

"But I regretted it from the middle.Impulses you don't understand, emotions you don't understand.Unpleasant, disadvantageous and divisive suffering.I just broke the rules and went to see you to escape the pain.I'm sorry, I did something that made you look like a fake. "

She says she's blurry as if she's blind, even though she's looking at me.

I can't say anything, but I still hold her hand hard.

It was as cold as ever, and I thought it overlapped with the unspeakable Ibuki in my memory.

That's why I just wanted to keep my hands on you.

"I can't be Torizu Ibuki.Because I was always so jealous that even Ibuki Tosu, who is in my memory, scorched me.I wanted to replace her, but I couldn't bear to think of you as her.So, I'm sorry, I couldn't tell you a lie even when I thought of you. "

"Enough, stop talking. Not like this."

It's okay. I know you can't help me anymore.

Your cold hands are gradually getting lighter.

Rather than mass, its very existence is quietly melting and becoming thin.

Even though she's talking cheerfully, she can't help but realize that this life is coming to an end.

"And then, when I die, I'm sure you'll remember that I didn't give it back.I know I'm not supposed to say that.Instead of Tosu Ibuki, I have to tell you this. "

"Memories...? What are you talking about..."

"It's never your fault that Ibuki Tosu died."

Tris said with his eyes that were no longer in focus, yet he stared at me clean.

I certainly don't understand what she's saying.I don't know, but it seems to prove that she has a memory of 'not returning it' to me.

That's why I just said "I got it."

Tris smiled at my reply, and then one more thing.

"Besides, you asked me" Torisu Ibuki's Cocktail. "I did. I was actually getting the answer on what that cocktail was.I didn't fail to answer. I didn't answer. "

"... why?"

All of a sudden, I leak my doubts without any twist.

"Because I thought I shouldn't tell you.This is because you thought you needed to grasp the answer with your own hands.For the first time, you can settle for Torisu Ibuki.It's okay. I made it.You already know the answer. "

I don't know what you're talking about.

I don't know.

I don't know what cocktail Ibuki wanted me to drink that day.

No matter how much cocktail you learn, no matter how much recipe you roll, no one will tell you the answer.

There are endless candidates. And I don't know the heart of Ibuki.

I can't settle this alone.

"It's okay. I'm sure we'll make it. And remember that.The cocktail becomes the only trump card to stop the "hermes". "

Tris' thin hand squeezed a little and grabbed my hand back.

But I can't answer that feeling.

That's how I've been lost for years.

I'm sure I won't get the answer.

"Tell me, if you know!What kind of cocktail did Ibuki have that day? "

"Tammy. Fufu, oneesan likes to be mean at times like this."

That's what Tris laughed at.

The behavior was similar to that of Ibuki.

Still, a smile that fully depressed Tris' tight feelings could never be described as an imitation of Ibuki.

"But that's right. The tip is, everything I do.I sent it all to you.Near the total, there is an answer.So, look. This is not Torisu Ibuki, but the first and last, please, from Tris. "

Words are slowly losing power.

The sentences become broken and the tone of speech weakens.

The more Tris is really finished, the thinner and lighter it gets.

That said, she was smiling.

And somehow, your last smile is just a little embarrassing.

"Don't cry, total. I'm a monster.From the beginning, there's nothing inside of you.So if I disappear, you won't be sad. "

After being pointed out, I realized for the first time that I was crying.

My head still hasn't found the right emotion for this situation.

Still, her figure tickles something I don't understand.

Tears that I don't know from my eyes are overflowing like a weir, and I can't stop.

Tris looked at me like I was in trouble, but at the end, he laughed a little bit again.

"... Tris?"

"Fufu, I'm sorry. Don't cry, I don't care.The truth is, I'm just a little happy that the General is crying for me. "

And that was the last word.

First of all, I let go of Tris' hand, which was holding my hand.

From there, like a chain of devices, quickly.

The flesh gradually turns into sand. And the sand is in the fog.Finally, the mist dissolves in the air, melting away what was once Tris in the world without trace.

I can grasp the fog and pull it in, like I'd do anything wrong.

But there was nothing left in the gripped palm.

The noise of the crowd is swelling up in such a way that one cannot ignore it.

From afar, there's a familiar voice calling out my name.

But for now, there's nothing I can do.

I was moaning and crying in front of the empty void.

What about the truth about Tris and who she really was.

Even those things are left behind somewhere.

Still, now that Tris is gone.

I only understood one thing.

I thought I'd seen you again, Torisu Ibuki.

You're gone again. [M]