"How long have you been here?
It was a sui that came in the form of a trice and a replacement, but she didn't say anything as she leaned down. Since it's in the store after closing, I don't see the expression very well because it's dim. However, he didn't look very bad.
Dare I say something like loneliness and relief intertwined?
"In the meantime, why don't you sit down?
"I will."
The mouth count is small, but Sui always obeys my words and sits down in the counter seat.
Next to the seat with the glass that Trice emptied.
What should I ask first? I can conclude in my head why I'm here, or what's going on, or whatever that is or this will be about her position.
"What can I get you?
And yet, almost with conditional reflexes, that's what I was talking about.
After I say it, I hold my own mouth by accident. I also want to punch you in the head. The cheeks have a light fever due to shame.
Sui, who was so told, raised his face, which was bent over, distorting his lips plainly.
"Phew."
And I laughed clearly, unusual for her, usually faceless. Even though it was, the grin, after all, seemed lonely somewhere.
To her laughter, I also have a loving laugh, but it was obvious that I hadn't been able to get to the situation for a bit.
"Corsica called to tell me the whole thing wasn't coming back."
She started with such cuts in the first place, asking why Sui was here.
I left the dorm today, about what time I was due home. There will be no crossing of days at the latest, such an ambiguous answer.
So don't worry, I was going to say it in about the same way. But Corsica made it today, like a piece of nut cake that Bergamo had collected, and she kept it for me and waited.
But I'm not coming home as long as I live. I got worried and contacted the Vermut family about whether they were still drinking or not. When I contacted them with "You (Modified 3 Energy Saving Model)", they said I was out of the picture.
I guess he's stopping by somewhere for a drink, and the people around him thought, but only Sui got worried, and he came looking for me.
And there was also a store that was supposed to be closed, and I felt signs of people in it.
"Then why didn't you come in?
Me laughing a little bitterly at her worries.
She waited outside the entrance after she realized I was here. When asked why, Sui's voice was a little tense.
"... because I was scared"
"Scared?"
"The whole thing, we're gonna get to that guy."
Because Sui says it so seriously, I thought I'd laugh 'exaggerated'.
"... why"
But that feeling came out on my back was a somewhat dry voice of doubt.
I don't know how long she's been listening. But I'm pretty sure I just heard that voice that Trice was asking me out.
I think that's why she hesitated to come into the store.
Sui's response to that was, after all, a trembling voice, not knowing if he was happy or sad.
"... the total said to me before, didn't it? He said he wouldn't go anywhere, cheering us off."
"... you said it"
"I'm so glad you protected it."
I was clearly happy, after I said it, Sui goes on to say "But".
"But the total, is that really good?
I kind of figured out the reason for the confusion color, which is in her emotions.
"'Cause you really think it's better to leave this city, don't you?
Sui looked up, who tended to lean over, and looked straight at me.
He kept his eyes firmly open, often blurred somewhere faceless.
Not to take a serious look at her face, but to be blinded by its beauty. The colour of the tense tension there and the atmosphere of readiness take the word of sneezing from me on the spot.
That looked similar to the look on Trice's face earlier.
Both Tris and Sui mix expectations with anxiety.
Even though you know I said no earlier, Sui asked me for an answer.
I heard the reason I turned down Tris' invitation was for everyone here, so Suey made sure of it.
I can clearly see what she wants to say to me, even in my head, which is usually dull like this.
She thought I'd given up what I wanted to do for her and the people here.
And because I thought so, I'm feeling guilty that I don't need to feel.
Even though I refused Trice's invitation because I thought it made sense to stay here.
There are things we didn't know when we met.
That she has all sorts of emotions behind her usual faceless expression and is actually quite a passionate person.
Being selfish and sweet, jealous and researchy skinned, quite troublesome with family thoughts, with occasional putz habits, and, fundamentally, with kindness that respects the thoughts of others.
I can't believe I want to save someone on my own, that I'm having such a big dream, for real.
Because she's such a girlfriend, for the first purpose of my 'spreading the cocktail,' don't stop, what you think.
Even if it takes the form of sending salt to your loved ones.
It's been a while since I've been in this world.
But it was seventeen or eight when we met, so Sui is still a girl under twenty.
She still tried to show me the way in her mixed emotions.
I was just a little angry when I was happy with Sui's feelings.
"Swiss. Why do you always have to beat me to death when that's the case?"
I give him a slightly sloppy, playful laugh.
"... be!?
Sui set aside for a little while and raised his voice in a loud voice.
But I don't mind, and I say the words that come to my mind as quickly as I can, as I did to my Trice opponent.
"Really, you usually have absolutely nothing to do with me, but when you do, you bake and you get grumpy, and you hit me irrationally hard. It's weird to look like that 'cause I know you don't have a shot at me' only at a Trice opponent."
"No!? I don't know how to say that! That's not what I'm trying to say!
"I mean, well, I did have some thoughts, but I still said no clearly. And yet they say it that way, it seems that they don't trust me, and I don't interpret it."
"... mmm...!
Sui shut her open mouth to say something back and shut up as she looked a little embarrassed.
I guess she was kind of willing to allow me to leave here if I wanted to.
I think I used to say things like, "You should get there yourself," but I don't know if I'm serious.
But somehow, that's not what I want her to say.
"If only it were sui. Even if I said I was going, I said, 'Don't go!' Like, wouldn't it be better to come and stop it forcefully, would it? Don't just ignore my intentions and admit I'm leaving."
"... and that's not true"
"Really? At least I don't think it's possible for me to make a big deal out of this place."
That's what I mean.
I was so glad she thought of me clumsily.
And more than that, I was angry at the fact that I was going to sacrifice my feelings for something like this.
Even if her tender personality made her do that, that kind of thing doesn't suit her somehow. I thought it would be better to be childish year after year.
I'm glad you did.
... I'm not complacent about the boulder asking you to stop.
"............... I don't know anymore"
Sui, who told me all I wanted to say, was clearly in a bad mood.
But that look is very different from the vague look on Trice's face when he came in.
I'm naturally angry when they say it, but apart from that, it also looks refreshing.
"I understand now. Because even if the total says' I still want to go 'after this, I won't allow it."
Be selfish as I was angry, but Sui said with a face that just seemed a little happy.
Now it's time for me to return the soft grin that comes naturally.
"Seriously. If that happens, we'll discuss it until we're convinced of each other. For example, when the working environment gets worse, I should have freedom to negotiate."
"Refusal to deliberate"
Oh, my God.
Turn that way, Sui in a disgruntled pose with Tung.
But before I said anything to fix her mood, Sui looked at me sideways and said softly.
"... but that, if you make it, I'll forgive you"
It was her kind of order to try. Speaking of which, I hadn't heard your order yet.
This is what is commonly called, making the perfect cocktail for me today.
This is, in fact, the trouble contract when they say it in the store, but when she says it's the perfect cocktail right now, well, it's easy.
"Yes, sir."
I switched consciousness to the bartender from my tame mouth earlier, and I went into work.