Even after they left, I was blurry and overlooking the church.

"... you've been told a lot of harsh things. Like a lady, no."

To Tanya's words, I smile.

What do you mean, "I“?

To my inquiry, Tanya stuffed the words.

"Ma'am. As I crossed the border, I thought the lady had changed a lot since I was in Wang Capital. I felt like I was trying to make you look bad because I couldn't..."

To Tanya's words, I blink in surprise.

"Sure, I may have changed a lot in my rush in the King's Capital.... No, maybe since Dida asked me exactly what I was ready for"

That inquiry smashed my sweet thoughts.... I was watching before. Go after your ideals, just move on. In a peaceful world, the feeling of a "eagle” who worked as an employee was the guiding principle of my actions.

I'm not going to deny that. But I also feel like I was in a dream somewhere. Before the unreality of reincarnation, your own sense of dreaming. Try not to look at that separation.

However, the inquiry truly smashed it.

This place, he said, is real. He said that the status of Lord's Proxy bears the lives and responsibilities of the people in the good sense, but also in the bad sense.

As soon as I understood it, "I" said goodbye to my girlhood, which was surrounded only by beautiful things. “The eagle" said a true goodbye to a gentle country called Japan.

I shall no longer show any gaps that may be eaten by others. Cases like the crime scene and the breaking and entering disturbances are already lame.

"... it's okay. If I tried to go the wrong way, the people on my side would stop me. Yes, I can believe it."

"Is it like Dida ahead?

"Yeah, right."

Everyone moves to make what I say come true. But it gives me an opinion when I'm really wrong... yes, I can believe it.

Now, I would.

Sebastian, Dida, Lyle, Leme and Sai and Merida...... then Dean too.

Only Tanya, I think, is going to kind of affirm everything. That's good.

"Just one more thing, will you?

To her inquiry, I shook my head in silence vertically.

"Now, why did you gather them in this church?

"Oh, that's..."

I, blow out small and laugh.

I thought they deserved it.

To the answer, Tanya tilted her neck.

"This church is a symbol of the commotion of that time. And it is no exaggeration when it comes to symbolizing the way forward for Daryl's future"

In fact, that's what Priest Loughsimmons said.

The Church had visited the poor free of charge with the intention of the priest who would administer it. Besides, there is also a hospital for the absence of parents. They are gradually increasing both the people of the territorial capital and those who are actively helping them to conform to their aspirations. And it is the very form of the good old church, which was spoken of by the priest Rafsimons.

"I don't want to actively confront the Church. Something that doesn't fit."

Suddenly, I turned my gaze to the altar. It seems a long time ago now that I was giving a speech on this occasion.

"... does God really exist? I don't know. I don't know, but I believe in God. But what I believe in is God's presence, not Daryllism."

"... lady, it's..."

To my radical remarks, Tanya was drawing blood from her face for a moment.

"Have you forgotten what they did to proxy God?... made up a fact that wasn't possible and strangled me. Until you put your shoulders in the struggle for power."

The words I spun while mocking are more radical and thorny than I thought in my head.

"In the end… even when acting on behalf of God, the thoughts and ideas of men end up mixed, distorted and deformed from their original form, beyond the fact that it is people who run that organization. That's what I have to do. But that's why I don't put my faith in the Church... No, I can't."

What I should do is not pray to God.

If there is a man who uses God as a shield to push his own thoughts through, that is all the more so.

"I told you before, didn't I? This is where I say I'm ready. I'm not going to deny everything about Daryl. Because I know that religion is also effective in bringing people together. However, as proved by this case, an organization called Daryl is not just a clean one. Something very personal, involving even the kingdom's struggle for power. So do not believe that they will stand by the people. If you thought that would not be good for the people, then I must fight. Without a (more) obedience to Daryl, only reciprocally... that's the conclusion I came to. And I wanted them to have that kind of insistence. Instead of entrusting it to God, he says he protects the people with his own hands, not with his own organization."

He turned his gaze toward Tanya, as it were, toward the altar again.

"... I don't regret demolishing that old church. It was the cause of that commotion, even if I was slandered for destroying the church from around me. The only thing I regretted was something more... you know, my lack of clarity that I couldn't predict when a commotion would happen"

"... it will be difficult to predict that. Wasn't that what your lord said?"

"Yeah, maybe."

I laughed small. At that moment, the side door opened.... From there emerged the children who are enrolled in the hospital, which is co-located in this church.

"Ah, that's my sister Alice!!

"Really -!! Why are you here?

"Teacher's, let's go together!!

A cheerful voice echoes the cathedral. Dotadota and the children who ran over surrounded me.

"That's good. But if I suddenly go, Mr. Mina will be surprised. So why don't you go ahead and tell Mr. Mina that I'm here?

I crouched down so that I could see them, and I told them.

"... really, will you come?

"Of course. Promise."

When I said that and smiled, the children ran to the door again to see if they were convinced too.

"... because I was able to protect their future. Regrettably, no."

"Lady..."

"Hey, Tanya. They're little princesses."

To my words, Tanya leans her neck.

"When I was little, I was just like you. No, although you may have had a tougher time.... At that time, I could only pick up the lady I saw. Like you, I want to protect my children... that's what I've been working for. Regrettably, no."

"… they are happy"

"Oh, isn't Tanya happy now?

"Of course, I'm happy. Because I'm happy... they can be happy, too. Yes, I think so. What, they're little me, so what?

To that word, I blew it out.

From Tanya, I can't believe you can hear those words.

"Well, I think they're waiting with their necks long. Lady, let's go."

"Yeah, right."

So I went to the door with Tanya.