'Don't ask me for answers. I'm not even seeing her. "

It was once a word said to a senior of the Knights.

The moment I came into my ear, I felt it pierced my chest with an invisible blade.

Anyway, I met the Duke of Armenia before I rebuffed her, but I hardly ever talked to her.

'... hey, Dorsen. I raised my hand to such a woman, took part in driving my life crazy, and I wanted to stop by and disparage her. … can you really say that you are right as a knight to behave like that?'

My mother used to say, words.

That and the seniors' words, glued around my head.

... I may have been wrong.

Eventually, that's what I started to think.

Though anger floats to the point where her bowels seem to boil back, still... the actions she did to her were probably a mistake.

Be proud as one man, as knights.

That's why he said he provoked her escort to wear the kezime.

"... our cause isn't shallow enough to liquidate easily."

My thoughts were easily nursed and, on the contrary, so abandoned.

Such training...... it's been a few days since the game, it was one day.

"Why did you do that?"

... That's how my senior cut me out makes that series of memories come to mind all at once.

It's raucous and noisy around.

The nonsense overlapped with the seniors, and as a result, they were coming to the city liquor store to be taken out.

Looks like it's anywhere in Shirai, liquor store.

I have been here several times because I have not yet come in private but prefer this hand shop for the reason that Marquis Anderson is less robust.

"I wanted to put on some bullshit."

Communicate your thoughts with the memories you have just recalled.

When I ran out of words, the seniors were sighing out loud.

"You, you must be stupid"

Much to the word, I feel frustrated and frown.

Seniors were laughing bitterly at their reactions like that.

"Well, I'll ask. You, what would you say if Master Iris said, 'I apologize because I don't think I'm bad, but I might not have handled it well as a duke's warrant'?

"It's..."

"What, you think you provoke your squire because you want to wear a kejime? You, what do you want? I don't know who you are."

"I tried to make a direct apology. But I can't see you..."

"Well, yeah. No matter what you say you want to see, it's a natural reaction to be vigilant about what you're going to do next from the other side. Besides, your apology is just on top of it. That's what I'm asking. If I had time, I'd take time for something else."

"It's not a top feeling. As a knight, I reflect that I should not have."

"That's it, that. I told you earlier, didn't I? What would it feel like to be told that in the opposite position? What did you think?

Senior questions, words jam.

What would you think if they said, 'I apologize because I don't think I'm bad, but it might not have been a good response as a duke's warrant'?

When I think of Yuri, it's not very, but it's unforgivable.

It's empty, like an apology for getting better.

"Hola, it's up there, isn't it? I'm not distracted. I don't care if you apologize, but if you're listening to me, I just feel like I have beautiful words lined up. From the apologizing side in the first place. Sort of, apologize and finish high, maybe I can sort out my feelings... not the apologizing side. Because to apologize is to give you a chance from the standpoint of forgiveness. Give me a chance to start over."

The senior face who said so, was serious in itself.

"Do you force her to suffer any more because of your selfish thoughts? I think that's what Iris' escort wanted to say."

... cause is not shallow enough to liquidate easily.

After all, is that what he wanted to say?

But I see, indeed, the seniors' words overlap with his.

Did it even mean an outrageous act for him that I apologize for?

Don't think I'll be forgiven.

Don't make it a thing of the past.

"... what am I supposed to do?

"Don't ask me. What do you want in the first place?"

That being said, the seniors drank up a lot of ale.

It should have been poured.

"You've been saying that for a while, haven't you? You just want to apologize above and liquidate what you've done. I'm not sorry, I'm just flushed around.... think, yourself. Deeper. More, from a wider perspective. What do you want to do and what can you do"

Then I kept drinking for a little while and broke up.

Even when I get home, I think about conversations I've had with seniors over and over again.

Things that have been, things that are going to be.

Many times I thought about it, but I couldn't think of anything.

... what I have done. What do you want to do?

Think, think, eventually.

"... let's know about her"

Yeah, I thought.

I don't know about her. Then you just need to know.

What she's done, what she wants to do.

And I got the day off, and I went on a journey.

A journey to know her.