Common Sense of a Warrior

Wave the sword.

... frowned as he fought for some discomfort.

I lost when they played my sword.

"So have I had a sudden break, what's going on?

The opponent you were fighting, Mr. Kreutz, asks me strangely.

"I feel lost in the sword."

"Right. Maybe your mind hasn't been able to sort it out yet."

Mr. Kreutz didn't seem convinced by my words, but he never pursued them any further.

... In the end, I came back to train.

Because that's the only way.

Since then, I've cried a lot.

I cried a lot and thought.

But after all, I couldn't find a goal, a meaning, or anything right now.

Because I didn't see anything.

I've just been pursuing it all, with no eyes but vengeance.

So I don't have any judgment material right now.

Which options do you choose to take...... even what options do you have in the first place.

I don't know anything without judgment material.

But I can't stay still.

I can't just wait for the blur and time to pass.

The hour was never marked, even for your mother's sake.

So I'm back.

I can't find anything, but it's all I have.

There's nothing but this, but I don't want to stop.

Then I felt like it was better to come back to training this way, even if it didn't change, than to think weird and get lost.

Apparently, I'm more sexually fit to move my body than to think with my head.

Though I haven't been able to completely sort my mind out yet, I feel like I've calmed down a little bit since I went back to training and started waving my sword.

Instead of saying anything, Mr. Kreutz stroked my head.

"Uh... I'm going out for dinner with the guys here today, but how's your little girl?

The sudden invitation stiffened my head for a moment.

Though, think a little and nod.

"Never."

"Oh well. Then I'll tell the general from me."

"Thank you"

Let's see.

Let's do all sorts of things.

Yeah, I thought.

I still can't see the goal, but no, that's why.

I've been turning away from everything but the sword, trying to change myself.

So this is a good opportunity.

And I went to the city after the audition.

Think about it, it's the first time I've been to a city store.

Anyway, I never bought my own stuff, and it was like I'd been doing auditions all day.

In a way, I'm also a boxed girl when it comes to being noble.

I follow Mr. Kreutz as he looks around the store with Kyoro Kyoro.

"Kreutz!

Apparently they were arranging a corner of the seat, faces of the National Army calling Mr. Kreutz.

"Oh, I kept you waiting!

Mr. Kreutz responded with a smile.

"It's true. How the hell... Wow! Mr. Kreutz, did you kidnap Mel?

"Don't be silly. There's no way you can kidnap your daughter from me. I'm gonna pay you back."

"" "Indeed" "

Everyone who had listened to the conversation intrigued me, nodded at the same time.

They all look and look familiar training at the Marquis Anderson house.

"No, I didn't think she was coming here. Welcome, Mel. You're welcome."

"Thank you"

Wah, the spot springs up.

"Nice to meet you."

"Glad you could make it."

"Kreutz, well done! There's a place full of men."

To the words of welcome spoken to, I look around Odood in surprise and turn my gaze to Mr. Kreutz.

"What's up?

"Um, suddenly, how can you welcome me..."

"Naturally! We've been sweating and incising together all the time in the same place. Your daughter is one of us."

"So-so! Mel, I respect you. Because it's so small and so strong. When I was Merle's age, I was just fooling around."

"At first, the General's secret is not what it is! I thought so."

"Such jealousy, he's gone away. I know the amount of self-training Mel's had, and I'm stuck."

"Uh, I get it. I don't think I can do that."

I became a pocan at the words out of everyone's mouth.

"... they're all buying about your daughter. Each, I just didn't get a chance to put it in my mouth. I don't know, but my daughter felt a wall that kept getting closer."

"... yes, was it?

"Ouch. It's not just about the sword, it's about looking around."

To the words I shoot at, I lose words for a moment.

Sure, that's what I've been......

If I thought so, Mr. Pompom and Mr. Kreutz stroked my head.

Paired with everyone's words just now, I feel sorry and blackmail and bow my face.

"Mr. Kreutz. Mel, what are you two talking about? Let's talk about it here."

"Ouch. Look, lady, let's go too."

"............ Ha!

Then everyone ordered thoughtful drinks and food for their seats.

While I'm a little excited about the food I start eating outside the house, I listen to everyone talk.

"... how did you all become soldiers?

When the place warmed up, I uttered what I was wondering.

"I don't know how you became a soldier... that's for the money. I have a lot of brothers."

I don't know how a lot of brothers have anything to do with it, I tilt my neck.

"Uh, what is it? I mean, to reduce food support. I don't know how to learn, but the best way to get up quickly was with a meritocratic army. Well, I had a little confidence in my arm."

I was shocked not least by the phrase to reduce food support.

... because I don't know that.

Because if I wanted, I would get as many warm meals as I wanted, and I took that for granted.

Wasn't that obvious?

"That confidence was crushed by the general."

While I was thinking about wandering around in my head, others put in tea.

They don't look as surprised as I am.

Instead, I'm just saying that what he said is more natural.

"Uuch. That's who you are."

"Me? Because it's cool! When I saw the General's triumphant return, I thought I'd be a soldier in the future."

"Uh, I know that. If we had this guy, we'd be fine in this country. Me, too."

"Right. The General's presence is huge.... I asked the General to save the village during the war. So I decided that I would be someone to protect myself in order to go about that person."

"I'm like you guys, there's no reason for ambition or determination or the environment, it was just somehow. I know how that feels. I got lucky enough to join the army and be assigned to the General's unit, but it's hard to go after that guy on his back, but you make me want to go after him everywhere. At some point I started to feel proud to keep going after that guy's back"

At some point, the subject had changed, and we were talking about things like what your father's training was about or your father's martial arts.

A tough look they make their eyes shine like a child to talk about your father.

He said he was proud to continue after chasing your father's back.

Like your father, he wants to be someone who protects someone.

It speaks fervently.

"... why do you all... want to protect someone?

Two, I bumped my doubts into Mr. Kreutz sitting next to me.

"Protect, huh? From the beginning, it would be about those guys who were attacked by a war like him who have such a big aspiration. Kim, honor...... everyone here knocked on the military gateway for every reason. I didn't have the noble ambition to protect you from the beginning. But at some point, for us, it was all a matter of pride to work under the General. They're all falling in love. to the general. If you want to be like such a general, your body moves naturally. And that leads to protecting someone, and it becomes one of our prides again.... exploring the country, thinking it would be good if we could protect our loved ones"

"Around..."

"Ma, your daughter will find out someday."

Mr. Kreutz was called by someone else to cut the story there, but in my mind the Moya Moya I felt then kept smoking in the back of my chest.