Common Sense of a Warrior

[しんしょう]/(n, vs) disappointment/

At the end of the training, when I clean up my sword for mock warfare, I head to the water field to at least wipe the sweat off my face early with a cloth dipped in water.

Along the way, I ran into a bunch of two or three small knights unluckily.

Some of them were the appearance of Donalty.

... Even though the number of people is small, it doesn't make any difference what I don't like.

If there's a donality, that's a disgrace.

I thought it was a hassle, and that was when I tried to turn my heel back.

"... yours, because of... Huh!

A trembling voice with negative emotions similar to hate is directed at me.

I couldn't have forgotten the voice I heard near today... and soon I knew who it was.

"Hey......"

One of the knights spoke out to stop, but the donald never stops.

"Yours, because... Huh! My face is crushed!

Feeling himself in danger for his dangerous and ferocious appearance, he was made to stand up to pull out his sword at any time.

But the other two are stopping him trying to get closer.

"Stop it, Donalty!

"Get off me!"

He glances at me for his anger burning more and more when the other two seize him.

"I urge you not to blame others. Simply because of the consequences of your insulting me... no, as the general said in the first place, you came to training in a state of relaxation."

That's what I honestly wasn't happy about winning the game against Donalty, I convince myself with the words.

Once upon a time, he was fighting and his heart danced.

I'm not going to justify losing, but I did learn the move.

But I couldn't feel anything from him today.

The power is in my memory over time. I feel somewhat stronger than that... that's all.

Instead, my excitement was shriveled by that move that I didn't really think of as someone who had been seriously training since then.

At the same time, I thought it was a shame.

I was just hoping to fight him when he got stronger.

"... Huh!

To my words, he was getting rampant.

Two people seemed desperate to contain it.

"To the bitch... what do you train to be!

Though seized, his cursing continues.

Though when it comes to what he deserves, the objection now must have oiled his fire.

"Anyway, you're playing, right?... a blind eye."

"It's not a game. Eventually, I would like to join the National Army and use myself to protect everyone if I could help with the Shadow Warrior and Escort. So you can't be in training with half the play"

The moment I argued so, Guerraggera and Donalty laughed out.

Stick your eyebrows in a mocking, abusive laugh.

Unpleasant to be here any longer, that was when I tried to walk out again.

"Hahaha...... good joke! Join the National Army!? What the hell do you mean you're immersed in a dream story when you can't get into the National Army with a woman!

To his puking and throwing away words, I pause.

... Woman can't join the National Army?

What the hell is he talking about? … and.

"You are! I'm wasting my efforts dreaming about something that's never gonna come true! Even so, I'll take it because of you... Don't be ridiculous! You're blind! Don't ever go into gazelle training again!

Trying to get dragged away by the two of us, he was throwing up words like that abandoned dialogue.

I was stunned, and stood up as if to drop them off.

... What the hell did he say?

Shh, shh, shh...!

'Cause Mr. Kreutz knew my dreams and backed me up... I'm sure it must be a painfully lying I said for my stomach.

Otherwise he's right, what the hell am I continuing to learn the sword for......!?

Even though I try to convince myself so with my head, the suspicion that sprouted once never clears inside.

I ran out to find Mr. Kreutz so that I could be thrust by it.

"Oh, Mel. What's the matter with you? In such a hurry..."

If I ran towards the training ground, I could find Mr. Kreutz right away.

"Hey, whoa!

Find him, and soon I'll jump in towards him.

"Duh, what's going on? Such enthusiasm..."

"It's a lie!?

I screamed, blocking his words.

"It's a lie that a woman can't join the National Army!? Mr. Kreutz, you supported me, didn't you?!

Where did the floating atmosphere earlier in my words go...... the look had turned into something as painful as enduring it.

"... sorry"

I understand Mr. Kreutz's apology.

... that Donalty's words can never be allowed to come out.

"Why... Huh!?

"... if I thought I could finally hear a positive word from you who was so possessed of vengeance that I wouldn't even quit... I couldn't tell you that I couldn't do that. If you'd look forward, I even thought that would be good. I knew I should have told the truth sooner, but I couldn't have told you that."

... No!

I don't want to hear that...... Huh!

"Why... why can't women join the National Army... Huh!

To my words, Mr. Kreutz does not answer.

Instead, maybe there's no answer.

It was like I was on my way...... so I saw his expression seeping remorse and I thought so.

But now I couldn't admit it calmly.

"Ah, Mel......!

I flew straight out of the mansion listening to Mr. Kreutz over my back.