? Xiao Hua has been here for three days.
At this point, she was separated from Cuilan Liuye and was arranged in this room.
The room is very large and simple, just a big shop without a quilt.There were more than ten or twenty people in it, large and small, all girls over ten years old and under eighteen.
Most of the people here were sluggish, or else they were holding their heads and crying, and the room was filled with a stagnant atmosphere that made people breathless.
As soon as Xiaohua came here, she found a Chase and lay down against the wall.She is no stranger to this kind of environment, and if she doesn't occupy a place earlier, she will be lying on the ground later.
Sure enough, there were more and more people in the house, and the only people who came last were lying on the ground.
This room is usually locked and only opened by Qian Yapo's staff to deliver food.Said it was a meal delivery, one meal a day, one hard bread per person.If you are still hungry, bear with it and want to eat again, and you will have food and water tomorrow.
There is a wooden barrel in the corner of the house, where everyone is convenient.There are a lot of people, there are no windows, and the convenience is in the house. Within two days, the room was filled with a disgusting smell.
But even if the living environment is so difficult, you have to endure it, because you can't resist, because you are a slave.
After living in such a dense space for a long time, many people who came in with a dull face at the beginning gradually collapsed.
Weeping, making noises, going out for food and water, only a few strong women are greeted, and catching is just a fight.It won't kill you, and they will be in trouble if something goes wrong.It will only draw you with that slender willow branch, which will make you jump in pain, but will not leave scars and dark wounds.
Of course, if you keep making noise, you will be waiting for the whip.At that time, no one would pity you and cherish jade. They weren't a "good seedling", and they pointed to you to make a fortune?As long as there is no injury on your face, Qian Yapo’s talents will not care about you.
Then everyone stopped making trouble, everyone would be afraid, including Xiaohua.
It was because she was afraid that she would not make any noise at the beginning. Moreover, it was not the first time that she was staying in Qian Yapo's hands. She knew very well how to make herself suffer less.
I was hungry and thirsty. Fortunately, she hid two steamed buns and secretly broke a little bit in the middle of the night to fill up her mouth, but she didn't feel that she would go crazy with hunger.
When people are depressed to a certain level and cannot resist the strong, all that is left is to bully people who are weaker than themselves.Sometimes, human nature is so distorted.
There are not many chase bunks in the house, there are about twenty bunks squeezed on them, and there is no place for the rest to be nestled on the ground.The people lying on the ground were not convinced, and they were aggrieved in their hearts. They came here to be beaten and tortured and still sleep on the ground. Some people with sturdy personalities can't help it.
"You, come down to me." People who can't help themselves will definitely find weak and soft persimmons, there is no doubt about this.
If the soft persimmon is pinched honestly, the following situation will continue to happen.
Sure enough, seeing the first person who couldn't help bullying the weaker to the Chase shop, some of the people who couldn't sit still followed suit.Some soft persimmons were squeezed honestly, while others resisted, perhaps because they didn't want to be wronged, or they were so angry in their hearts that they squeezed each other.
Women fighting is very ugly, nothing more than pulling their hair and scratching their faces.They dare not move their faces. Now everyone in this room can see that Qian Yapo’s group of people is doing things, not to mention that they are also afraid of being sued if they scratch their faces. When the witnesses are all there, they may not be able to eat. Go around.
As soon as Xiaohua arrived here, she shrank in the corner of Datongpu, so some disturbances outside could not affect her temporarily.
She just watched, watched all this silently, without speaking or speaking.
Suddenly I felt that the scene in front of me was strange and familiar. The strangeness was because it had been too long, and the familiarity was because she had experienced too many such situations when she was a child in her last life.
Come back to life again, in the Jinyanghoufu where she died in the previous life, she is surrounded by familiar people familiar with things. Many times she feels a sense of trance. She always feels that she is dreaming if she is not at ease. Sometimes she feels that she is not dreaming and afraid of repeating it. The end of the last life.
It wasn't until she was sold out and came here that Xiaohua had a sense of reality, and she finally breathed a sigh of relief in her heart.
In this life, she finally broke away from the trajectory of her previous life, no matter what, at least she would never be shot in the Jinyang Hall as she did in her previous life.
If you don’t break or stand, I don’t know if it’s the current situation?The tenacity that had been hidden in her bones since she was sold to the Hou Mansion in the last life, and was concealed by vanity, I don't know when it will return to her.
Scenes after scenes that had been fuzzy in her memory for a long time appeared in her mind--
It was when she was a few years old, she seemed to be unable to remember.I just remember that before I went to Jinyang Houfu, after changing so many master houses, there were always so few people who would bully her young.The big bully the small, the hard bully the soft, it seems that those people can vent the anger they have received from others——
"You really are a little flower that can't be stepped on, you won't die if you are so badly trampled..."
Why is she dying?To live is her instinct!
"Why don't you cry? You don't cry if you scold you, you are really a scumbag!"
Why do you want to cry? If you cry, you will laugh harder and feel more comfortable?
...
She suffered all kinds of scolding and insulting her until she grew up.
It was also because of so much suffering and suffering in the previous life that she mustered her energy to become a master, and she wanted to stop suffering.It's a pity that people are too clumsy and don't have enough eyes to fall into that end.
But the combined experience of the two lifetimes also taught Xiaohua a lot of ways to survive.She knows when she can resist and when she can't, and when she shouldn't resist, she never accepts it, and when she can resist, she will never let herself be wronged.
For example, this time--
Xiao Hua raised her head and looked at the person who let her down.It seems that if the body is too small, it will be pinched as a soft persimmon.
Xiaohua always knows how to deal with such a stubborn person.She didn't speak, just looked at her, saw that she was uneasy, and then said: "Get out!"
The man rolled away immediately.
Xiao Huafu buried her head again.
Yes, she didn't die after so many experiences, she must live well in this life.
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After staying in this room full of depressive atmosphere for a few days, Xiaohua and others were tied up and driven out into the carriage.
The carriage is very large, with a dozen people in it.Everyone found their respective positions and fell into a nest.
Seeing the remaining open space, Xiao Hua was a little confused.A space like Qian Yapo has always made the best use of everything and will never be wasted. One can bring one.But she didn't have any doubts right away, because there was another person in the car, a comatose girl.
The remaining open space is just enough to lie down.
After Qian Yama ordered someone to put the person in, her eyes wandered, and she finally settled on Xiao Hua.
"You are responsible for watching her until she wakes up."
Xiao Hua didn't say anything, just nodded.
The carriage door was closed again, and Xiaohua carefully put the head of the unconscious girl on her knees, because her hands were tied up, it was extremely difficult for her to move.She did this because she saw the girl with a white cloth wrapped around her head, which was hurt.Put it on a little, so it won't hurt more.
The carriage began to sway forward, Xiao Hua lowered her head and looked at the unconscious person leaning on her lap.
This girl was about 15 or 6 years old, she was very watery, her skin was fair and delicate, and there was a weak wind between her eyebrows. She wore a coarse cloth, which didn't fit very well, as if she was pulled off and put on someone temporarily. .
She looked at her fingers again, and as expected, there were no thin calluses.
Xiao Hua's heart jumped, and she laughed a little, what does it have to do with her, she likes to worry about it.
...
The days on the carriage were very hard, the place was too small and the legs could not be stretched.Just forget it, big and small accounts are troublesome.Because it is convenient for the carriage to stop once during the day, if it is more convenient, it will endure until the Qianyapo convoy hits the tip and alights.
Qian Yapo's caravan this time is very long, there are about ten carriages and several cage carts, and I don't know where these people are sold.
On the third day, the unconscious girl woke up.
Seeing that she was shocked and sad when she knew she was sold, Xiao Hua couldn't help but comfort her.
She can only help her with this, and the rest depends on what she thinks.After all, what a person lives does not depend on the words of others, but on his own inner strength, or whether he has that tenacity.
If not, she doubts that this girl who was pampered before can hold it.
Xiao Hua thought that she would see her crying heartbroken, she would collapse and become hysterical. After all, her appearance was so weak that she could not help but grow up with respect.However, she didn't expect that her heart was completely inconsistent with her appearance. Not only did she quickly regain her composure, she also had the courage to find money for her toothwoman to eat.
Surprisingly, Qian Yapo unexpectedly gave an exception, and Xiaohua once again affirmed her thoughts.
Human vitality is very strong, even in desperate situations, you can clenched your teeth.
Day by day, Xiao Hua saw that the girl's eyes went from dim to bright, and finally filled with an indescribable light.
She likes those things because she sees a glimmer of hope in this lifeless carriage.Even if she knew in her heart, even without these, her Xiaohua could hold on, but seeing this, she couldn't help feeling tears in her eyes.
That feeling is very strange, what is it?Xiaohua couldn't understand.
The girl told her her name, which was very nice, called Qing Wan.
Every time someone introduces herself to her, Xiao Hua always laments the goodness of other people's names and the tackiness of her own names, but she never thought of changing her name.
In the past, every time she was resold, even if the owner gave her a very elegant name last time, she would be abandoned by her next time she was resold, and she still told others that she was called Xiaohua, an indecent Xiaoye. flower.
She had never heard this last sentence.
Qing Wan is a very special girl, which doesn't match her fragile appearance.
She is very alert and cautious, Xiaohua smiled bitterly and felt that she had seen her intentions.
She actually wanted to escape!?
After watching for a few days, Xiao Hua affirmed her guess. She couldn't help but wonder, should she order her?
After hesitating for two days, Xiao Hua finally couldn't help but talk to Qing Wan about some of her own experience and the outside world.
She didn't mean to persuade her, just wanted to tell her the truth about the world, and then let her choose.
Run away?If she really managed to escape, she would have ran away a long time ago, and she would sell her as soon as possible. Has she sold it five times?
Not to mention that Qian Yapo's motorcade is tightly guarded, and the barren mountains and the outside world are not a weak female stream who can survive.It's better to live on the street, but the bad thing is to be abducted and sold into that pickled place.Especially the kind of good-looking girls, it's hard to walk outside.
Not to mention that she was accustomed to slavery, but she knew in her heart that even if she was a slave, it was better than drifting outside, and perhaps she might as well be a slave in the place where she fell.
At first glance, Qing Wan was born from a good family. In the past, Miss Jiao, who didn't go out of the door, didn't know that it was the young lady from that family in Beijing who actually fell into such a situation.
But Qing Wan didn't say, Xiao Hua didn't ask.Everyone has their own secrets, and so does her.
The carriage continued to move forward, taking away the sorrows of their own sufferings, but no matter what, people always have to live.?