Criminal Investigation Notes
Chapter 75:
Lu Siyu went back to his room. He didn't know if it was because of the dose reduction or because of something in his heart, closing his eyes, or not feeling sleepy.The heart beats so fiercely that it feels like something is beating on the chest.He didn't know how to place his hands and feet, turning over and over, which seemed to be uncomfortable.Not only did the stomach pain not relieved, but it also tended to get worse. The night and loneliness was like a giant beast walking around the bed, ready to swallow him at any time.
It was just the stomach discomfort, but it became the cruelest thing in the world at this time. The darkness seemed to turn into a sharp blade, cutting in his body wantonly, and finally stopped on the top of his head, the sharp blade pierced into his brain.
Lu Siyu frowned, pressed the pillow under him, pursed his lips and rolled over.
This morning, Xu Changying's words still lingered in his mind.
At that time, Song Wen was called away by Gu Ju, and Xu Changying left the team members behind and questioned the circumstances of the Xia Weiqi case.After the meeting ended, he was called by Xu Changying and stayed. The team obviously came prepared, and very quickly cleared the table next to him and laid out the files in the suitcase.Most of those materials were brought by Xu Changying from the provincial bureau, and the municipal bureau did not have materials.
Xu Changying looked at him and said, "On the way here, I did some homework and surveyed the personnel. I have read your grades. After graduation, I did a few cases very beautifully. This record is also considered in detail. We are investigating the shortage of staff in the Wushan Nursing Home. The leader said that some colleagues from the municipal bureau can be deployed for job transfer, that is, transferred to the provincial bureau. Would you like to come over?"
Lu Siyu didn't pay attention to Xu Changying's sudden mention of this. He was a little unhappy with the person in front of him. This person was so aggressive and tough. As soon as he came, he took Song Wen's case. This will even come to dig Song Wen's corner.He bowed his head and said, "Song team led everyone to solve the several cases after I joined the company. I am only responsible for the sorting of some copywriting." The implication is that he is just a trainee police officer who has just graduated. All of the credit is for others.
"But I think your analysis is very methodical, and your papers were also very good when you were in school. In my opinion, your strengths should be profiled in some relevant criminal psychology, and this is very important for modern criminal investigations. In terms of your work performance, after you joined, the city bureau’s Song Wen team’s speed in solving crimes has increased significantly. If Song Wen really only uses you as a copywriter, it’s really an overkill."
Xu Changying looked at Lu Siyu, raised his lower jaw slightly and leaned against the back of the chair, all taking his words as modesty: "To be honest, I think with your work ability, you just stay in the city bureau. If you Follow me, in the future you can also be transferred directly to the provincial bureau. The chances of promotion and salary increase will be much more than other people."
While speaking, Xu Changying seemed to inadvertently sorted out the pile of files taken out by the assistant policeman, "Of course, looking at your current clothes and your files, you shouldn't be short of money, but, people? There must always be a pursuit. It has a purpose, otherwise, why are you a criminal policeman?"
Lu Siyu suddenly thought of what Song Wen asked him before, why must he be a criminal policeman?
He didn't tell him the real answer at the time. Except for Teacher Wu's suggestion, he chose this path because of the case that changed his life and the truth he had pursued for a long time.
When Lu Siyu rolled his eyes, he saw a few words written on the dossier not far away-"Details of the Case of 519", with a red stamp next to it and the words "Top Secret" printed on it.That was the file he had searched for for a long time in the archives last time and had not found it. It turned out to have been moved to the provincial bureau long ago.He had never been so close to it, and the things in front of him were like bait, tempting him, and he couldn't help but want to reach out.
At this moment, there was a voice in his heart, telling him that he should not be rushed.Lu Siyu reminded himself that it was only an investigation file, and no one knew the whole truth of the matter.
Now, he finally understood what Mr. Wu said on the phone before that someone would come to remove the ants.
Lu Siyu stared at the stack of top-secret files on the table and licked his lower lip. He finally restrained him. The man in front of him was a criminal policeman for many years, and he didn't want Xu Changying to see the clues.Then he raised his eyes, weighing in his mind.
Once under Xu Changying's hand, he has a chance to find out the truth faster, but it also means that all his rhythms have been disrupted.
During this time, he seemed to like his current work and life.Transfer means that he is no longer Song Wen's subordinate, and his work may also be separated from Song Wen.This change may be temporary, maybe...permanent.
Before he made a decision, Lu Siyu felt like he owed Song Wen.
He was a little grateful that Dr. Zhou asked Song Wen to live with him before, maybe it wasn't his superiors or superiors, and everyone would get along more naturally.
It seems that no matter what the balance is, it is more advantageous to enter Xu Changying's team, but...Lu Siyu raised his head to look at Xu Changying.
When the 519 task force was disbanded, Wu Qing and Song Cheng had a big quarrel. They parted ways and chose different paths since then.Now, Teacher Wu has retreated behind the scenes, and Song Cheng is the head of the Provincial Bureau... He can't disrupt his overall plan for this.Compared to Xu Changying, he believes in Teacher Wu more than Song Cheng...
Xu Changying seemed to understand his embarrassment and said generously: "Don't worry, my case should be straightened out. You can think about it. Anyway, you can find me at any time, and I will handle the procedures for you at any time."
At that time, Lu Siyu had just left the house and was still upset, so he ran into Song Wen. He was very guilty...
At this time, Lu Siyu was lying on the bed, his face felt hot again, as if he was burning.Anyway, no matter what was right all over the body, he had already reduced the dose, but now something was tumbling in his heart, which made him even more unable to sleep.
And Lu Siyu knows that this is just the beginning, and there will be many difficulties later.This is a protracted battle, not an overnight event.Even this time it passed, I don't know when it will be next time.
He was afraid of stomach pain, afraid of hunger, and was terribly afraid of falling into that endless pain, unable to sleep until dawn, the fear of being engraved in the bones by the memories of the past, the more this is the more vicious circle, and in the end, the stomach The pain is getting worse, even light sleep has become a luxury, everything is out of control...
Lu Siyu was in a daze, and suddenly a voice said: "Why are you still up? What's wrong? Are you still uncomfortable?" He raised his head and saw Song Wen standing at the door of his room. He was obviously He woke up tossingly.In other words, Song Wen hasn't slept firmly, watching the movement here at any time.
Lu Siyu looked up at the watch on the wall. It was past midnight. It turned out that it had been so long before he knew it.He smiled wryly, sat up with a pillow in his arms, a little discouraged, "I think... I probably... I can't sleep tonight."
At the beginning, he was not so serious. Lu Siyu couldn't remember how his condition deteriorated. It seemed that at the beginning half of the slice was effective, and then one slice, and then two slices.But for so many years, as his condition worsened step by step, he didn’t know why he got to this step. The dependence on drugs was so high. In the past, he had occasional times when he finished taking the drugs. Both the spirit and the body are being beaten with one blow.
"Don't say that, have you taken your stomach medicine? You can't just rely on painkillers, you have to believe in yourself." Song Wen's eyes are as persevering as he always encounters a case.On weekdays, Lu Siyu was like a warm ice, but at this time, his dazed, a little dull state made Song Wen couldn't help but want to approach him.
It seemed that Song Wen was looking at him. Lu Siyu hugged the pillow and buried his head. Under the moonlight, his face was white as good jade porcelain. Recently, his bangs have become a bit long and hang down. Come down a bit to block the eyebrows.
After hesitating for a while, Lu Siyu licked his lips before speaking in a low voice: "I feel better, Team Song, can you stay with me for a while? No need to speak or do anything. Just stay here."
Song Wen took action and quickly closed the door, La Lu Siyu returned to his big bed.The bed of the master bedroom is a large bed of 2m2, which makes people feel that not rolling on it is a waste.
Strangely speaking, Lu Siyu still felt irritable and uncomfortable in his stomach just now. Now Song Wen is here, as if it has a soothing effect. The fear and anxiety in his heart gradually disappeared. Many problems are not. To bother, no longer think about it, as if there is only this bed left in the whole world, and only the person next to him is left among all the people. The sleepiness he has been searching for for a long time without a trace finally hits, and gradually he breathes smoothly.
In this house, in this world, he is no longer alone.Someone cares about him and is willing to stand beside him.Whether he is a colleague or a friend on the surface, he doesn't care about the title of the relationship, but he is greedy for the warmth he gets from it.
It feels like the whole person is soaked in the water and gradually relaxes.In the end, the whole world was quiet...
As he gradually fell asleep, Lu Siyu thought: It turned out that Song Wen was right. Those medicines still had an effect on him.
This first night is undoubtedly a good start, and it seems that success is just around the corner.
Song Wen saw that Lu Siyu was completely quiet, and his breathing was responsive, and he should have fallen asleep.
Lu Siyu had a good smell on his body, probably because he had drunk milk before going to bed, and there was a bit of milk in the smell.
Song Wen gently covered the cool quilt on Lu Siyu. At this time, it was a bit of a risk to do other things, but Song Wen really couldn't help it, and finally leaned over and placed it on Lu Siyu's forehead. The bangs secretly dropped a very light kiss.
Lu Siyu's eyelashes trembled and did not wake up.
Song Wen turned over and fell asleep with his eyes closed.