Criminal Investigation Notes

At seven o'clock in the morning, Lu Siyu and Song Wen returned home.

Today is the second day of the long holiday, it looks like an ordinary morning, the city is sunny as usual, if the thing that did not happen last night...

Along the way, Lu Siyu didn't say much. He lowered his head and pursed his lips. Except for occasionally blinking his eyes, his whole person seemed to be petrified.

After arriving home, Song Wen sat on the sofa and said helplessly to Lu Siyu: "I know you did not do anything against Xu Changying, but you did not give a reasonable explanation for the phone call. This matter is in the city. From the perspective of the bureau, it doesn’t make sense. This kind of thing happens to anyone, I’m afraid it will be the result, not against you.”

Song Wen explained to Lu Siyu that he hoped that Lu Siyu wouldn't be grudged by those colleagues because of what happened today.He paused for a while and said again: "It's pretty good to say here on the municipal bureau, the people on the provincial bureau are already on the way here, they will definitely ask you when they turn back..."

He didn't want Lu Siyu to confront Song Cheng, but the police officer's death itself was no trivial matter, let alone Xu Changying's identity. Song Cheng would definitely take care of this.

Lu Siyu's head was still kept low, and the temperature difference in autumn was very big. After the sun came out, the temperature gradually warmed up. The morning sun dyed the tips of his hair, shining on his white side face, but his whole body was full. Kind of coldness.

This feeling made Song Wen a little strange, he was not used to two people being so separated by thousands of miles.

After a moment of silence, Song Wen sighed and stood up and said, "No matter what the matter is, wash up and prepare for breakfast."

They were busy with the case yesterday, and then they encountered something like that.They were all wearing yesterday's clothes, and Lu Siyu's clothes were stained with some blood stains from Xu Changying in the accident, a little embarrassed.

Song Wen went to wash his face, and then went to the kitchen to prepare early. Lu Siyu took a bath, changed his clothes, and returned to the living room.

After a while, when Song Wen boiled the porridge in a rice cooker, the eggs were cooked, and the milk pot was used to warm the milk, Lu Siyu suddenly got up and came to Song Wen's back.

Song Wen felt him come over, and before turning his head to talk to Lu Siyu, he suddenly felt that his body was being hugged from behind.

Lu Siyu had just finished taking a bath, his body was warm, his hands were wrapped around Song Wen's body and slowly closed, holding him quietly.

He didn't say anything, just so quietly holding Song Wen.

This action stunned Song Wen a bit. He has always been more active. Although Lu Siyu is not repulsive, he rarely takes the initiative to do this. With this action, he obviously wants to make peace.

Song Wen thought, it was obvious that the two people were so close together that they could hear each other's heartbeat, but why didn't he know what the person behind him was thinking?The man pretended to be a well-behaved rabbit, but he didn't know what he was making.

He is now thinking about how to clean up the mess for Lu Siyu, but Lu Siyu is still silent.

Others did not know what happened yesterday, but Song Wen clearly knew that Xu Changying must have told him some very confidential things, otherwise Lu Siyu would not say to the phone at the time, there is no one around me now. Class words.

Song Wen patted Lu Siyu's hand, and he turned around and said, "Wait, we will talk after dinner."

Breakfast was ready soon. Song Wen took it over, and the two of them ate face to face. For a moment, Song Wen remembered the first meal he had with Lu Siyu when he came here for the first time.

At that time, Song Wen felt that there was a problem with Lu Siyu, he had secrets hidden in his body, and his behavior was a little weird.

Now, more than half a year has passed. Two people are sitting in the same position. They have experienced so much together. What's even worse is that he has fallen in love with the person in front of him hopelessly.

Song Wen thought about how to talk to Lu Siyu about this matter, and how to continue to investigate.

Then his head began to dizzy. At the beginning, Song Wen thought it was a side effect of staying up late last night.But then he discovered that the dizziness was different from being sick or injured.

His mind was awake and chaotic from time to time, and he felt that the world in front of him had changed. It was a bit of a feeling of confusion. He could not control his body. Everything in front of him gradually tilted and rotated. Song Wen tried to look up. Toward the direction of Lu Siyu.

In the dimness, the person's expression was cold, the milk in front of him did not move...

Song Wen's heart was cold, and he realized that the medicine was put in the milk while he was distracted by the hug.

He thought it was a warm hug for peace, and Lu Siyu had been thinking about how to get rid of him.

"What did you eat for me?!" Song Wen said with difficulty. His throat was dry and he felt like he was spinning fast. The dizziness made him want to vomit a little, but he couldn't vomit anything. There seemed to be everything in his body. The strength was taken away, breathing and heartbeat became strained, and his thinking became dull.

Lu Siyu did not explain. He sat at the table and turned his head to look at Song Wen. The eyelashes of those nice eyes were drooping, as delicate as they were when they first met. It is unforgettable, but now his face He didn't even have the slightest expression, his eyes were extremely cold.

For a moment, Song Wen even felt that Lu Siyu was like a cold and ruthless killer. He seemed to be looking at the corpse waiting to be dissected on the dissection table, thinking about whether to kill him.

Song Wen didn't seem to know the person in front of him. He stretched out his right hand and tried his best to hold him: "Where are you going?"

Xu Changying has just died, and the phone call has not been investigated. If Lu Siyu leaves at this time, he will be listed as a suspect, and the situation will become worse and chaotic.

Song Wen thought of this in his mind, and found that he was still worried about Lu Siyu at this time.

Lu Siyu still did not move, and did not give him any explanation.Seeing him like this, Song Wen felt cold in his body and a dull pain in his heart, which made it difficult for him to tell whether it was the brain response or the drug's effect.

Perhaps Lu Siyu was ready to leave long ago.

Work, money, love, even life, he didn't care about anything!

Song Wen thought of the relationship between them. He was his immediate boss and his roommate living together, but from the past to the present, Lu Siyu never seemed to consider him in his life and his future.

Up to now, he can leave without any nostalgia, as if the previous months were fake.

It seems that from the time they got together, Lu Siyu did not belong to them.But Song Wen didn't expect this to be the result. He always wanted to hold him back, but he was the only one who was sinking in step by step?

Song Wen felt that his heart seemed to be relentlessly tightened by a wire, which suffocated him for a moment.The effect of the medicine broke out, his body could no longer maintain balance, Song Wen fell on the floor, everything escaped into the darkness...

When Song Wen woke up in a daze, he found himself lying on the bed in the guest bedroom on the first floor with the curtains closed. The room was pitch black, with some light only near the window.

Song Wen's head was still dizzy violently, and the things in front of him kept spinning. It seemed that he had only temporarily recovered his consciousness for a while, and he wanted to struggle a bit. Then he found that his hands were handcuffed.

The handcuffs shackled his left hand, connected to the bedside support, and made a light noise following his movements.

Lu Siyu was not in the room. Some voices came from outside, as if someone was dragging the box. The voice sounded in Song Wen's ears, as if something was crushing on his brain.

Song Wen tried to resist the dizziness, cold sweat broke out on his forehead, and then he saw that the key to the handcuffs seemed to be on the bedside table. He struggled to get up, trying to reach out for the key.

His body was extremely heavy at this time, and even moving his fingers took all his strength. Before Song Wen’s fingers touched the key, the key was pushed a little farther, the fingers of that hand were long and pale. He used to be very familiar.

Song Wen raised his head laboriously. He didn't know when, Lu Siyu entered the room and came to the bed. He lowered his head and pursed his lips to look at him, and said indifferently, "You shouldn't wake up."

In his plan, perhaps he will leave after Song Wen sleeps, or there may be something else to do.

Song Wen gave up the key and turned his head to look at him. He tried to concentrate his consciousness and asked him, "Lu Siyu, what do you want to do?"

Lu Siyu finally moved. Under the light from the window, his skin looked like fine white porcelain, and his long eyelashes were stained with water.

He stretched out a hand and stroked Song Wen’s cheek. Song Wen could feel the cold touch of his fingertips and hear his deserted voice. He still gave him an explanation: "Team Song, your initial intuition That’s right, I approached you. I came to Nancheng with a purpose... Sorry, I lied to you and took advantage of you..."

These words seemed to pierce Song Wen's body with an ice blade, causing Song Wen's blood to gradually solidify.

However, the movement of Lu Siyu's lowering eyes made him see him through. As long as he was lying, Lu Siyu's eyes would avoid him. This habit cannot be changed until now.

The paralysis of the medicinal effect was suppressed by the will for a while, allowing him to think as usual.

Song Wen suddenly wanted to understand that those indifferences are fake, ruthlessness is fake, and Lu Siyu will not hurt him.

He panted, and said intermittently: "Liar...you little fox, you must be doing something dangerous. You refused to tell me anything and gave me medicine. Because you know...If I'm awake, I won't let you go."

When Lu Siyu heard these words, his eyes suddenly changed, the coldness faded, his eyes gradually softened, and replaced by a kind of hot, as if he wanted to seal Song Wen's whole person in his mind.

"Where do you go? I will find you back..." Song Wen's eyes turned black. In order to stay awake, he pulled the handcuffs hard, rubbing his wrists against the cold iron, and drawing out the belt. The blood scars and the pain went deep into the bone marrow, but these were not enough, and the consciousness dissipated little by little.

The whole world is being swallowed by darkness, as if in a dream, so unreal.

Everything that followed was even more unreal, and Lu Siyu leaned down and kissed his lips.

Song Wen could feel the soft touch, as if touching a fragile petal.

He felt that he was on the verge of losing consciousness at any time.

What Song Wen wanted was not the tenderness at this moment, but an apologetic compensation.He has too many things to ask him, too many things have not been figured out yet.

He stretched out the right hand that had not been controlled, and took Lu Siyu's waist. The distance between them was so close that he could feel that at this time, Lu Siyu was trembling slightly. , As fragile as an injured animal.

Then Song Wen bit down fiercely. He seemed to bit Lu Siyu's lips, and he felt a trace of blood in his mouth.The person on him murmured, but did not stop the kiss, but was even more crazy.

The fine and dense touch between his lips and tongue licked his nerves, and there was something wet on his cheeks, like tears.

The whole world tilted and turned over, and Song Wen's mind was chaotic, and he couldn't tell whether it was reality or dream.

That dream again, and that villa again...

That was the scene of the 519 case.

The rain was falling, the lightning flashed and thunder, and the shadows of the trees reflected on the wall, as if to swallow him.Dark basement, corpses all over the floor, rotten flesh and blood.

Everything around him was spinning, and his body was wet from the rain, dripping with water.The place was cold and scared him.

"What are you doing here!" Song Wen heard clearly, it was Song Cheng's voice.

Then Song Cheng stretched out his hand, lifted him up, and pulled him directly upstairs.

For this old villa, the physical evidence search has not yet ended.It was a somewhat messy room, with orange lights on. There were no dead bodies here, which was much better than the situation downstairs.

The sky outside the house began to flicker again.The rain swept in through the dilapidated window.

In the midst of the wind and rain, Song Wen heard a strange sound, it was the sound of someone knocking on a wood.

Song Wen was gradually attracted by the sound and walked inside and saw a large cabinet. At this time, the door of the cabinet was pinched with iron pliers.The strange knocking sound came from the cabinet.

Song Wen boldly walked to the cabinet, stretched out the iron bolt, and opened the cabinet door.

At that moment, he saw a boy of his age lying in the cabinet, with the light shining on his pale cheeks and his long eyelashes covering his eyes.

Song Wen exhausted all his strength to pull him out of the cabinet, and then hugged him. He was extremely weak. His slender wrist was only half the thickness of his wrist. Song Wen could hardly hear his breathing or feel his heartbeat. .

He turned his head and called the adults desperately...

These situations, which have never appeared in a nightmare, are locked in the deepest part of memory by time.

He had forgotten this past because of the high fever in his childhood. Now he doesn't know whether it is the effect of medicine, but suddenly remembered it in a dream.

The past overlaps with reality, and memories overlap with dreams.

On that dark night, he hugged him tightly, warming him with his own body temperature, like now, as if embracing the whole world...

At this moment, half asleep and half awake, Song Wen suddenly realized who was in his arms at that time.

He thought that Lu Siyu had some connection with the 519 case, but Song Wen could not confirm...

So many years ago, they had already met...

It turns out that there is such a thing as fate.

When Song Wen woke up again, the curtains were still drawn in the house, and the surroundings were quiet.

He opened his eyes and looked at the snow-white ceiling.It was still in the guest bedroom. He didn't know whether the memory in the middle when he woke up was a dream or a real existence, until he saw the gauze wrapped around his wrist.

Song Wen struggled, his body was still a little limp, but the dizziness had disappeared.Then he tilted his head and saw the little wolf crouching aside and wagging his tail. The dog gave a low cry and lowered his head somewhat dejectedly.

"Even you... are you left behind by him?" Song Wen sighed, that person is really ruthless...

Song Wen got up, the key to the handcuffs was close at hand, and he couldn't figure out why he didn't get it after so much effort before.

Song Wen quickly unfastened the handcuffs, and then touched the mobile phone on the bedside. It was already half past one in the afternoon. He had slept for about six hours. It might be because of the effects of medication, or the body was too tired.

There are a dozen missed calls on the phone.They belong to Gu Ju, Fu Linjiang, Lin Xiuran, and Li Luanfang.

Song Wen went back one by one: "I'm fine, I will explain to you later..."

He looked upstairs and downstairs once, and the whole villa was empty and quiet.The little wolf also followed him, whimpering around him, feeling a little at a loss.

Nothing seems to have changed, but everything seems to be different again.

Finally, Song Wen's gaze fell on the dining table. He was stunned for a while. The exquisite lunch had already been arranged on it. Every dish was his favorite. He touched the plate and it was still warm now.

Song Wen hesitated for a moment, looked down, and pressed a letter on the table.The fonts above are pretty and beautiful, which he is very familiar with.

Song Wen, Officer Song, Team Song:

Hello there!

I know you never gave up your doubts about me.

Yes, I came here for a purpose.

As a survivor of the 519 case, Mr. Wu asked me to come here, hoping to find out what happened behind the unsettled case 19 years ago.

This purpose is much more important to me than when I am a police officer.

Related to this case, related to the people behind the scenes, is very dangerous.

You have also seen that because of this, Team Xu gave his life.

In the phone call yesterday, Xu Changying told me the last clue, and also told me some other things. There are people in the police station. Once I say any information, it may be leaked.

So I would rather let everyone misunderstand, let you misunderstand.

I fascinated you and didn't tell you those things, not because I don't think you can be trusted, on the contrary, I can trust now and only you can cherish.

Xu Changying passed the information to me, this matter can no longer be hidden, I can no longer involve you.

Song Wen, you are an honest, warm, kind, and just person.

And I, I am a cold and heartless person, I have had that experience, I am used to seeing those corpses, and don't want to be with ordinary people.I don't believe in justice, and I don't care about life and death.

My life used to be dark, but you are like a beam of light shining into my life.

Perhaps in your opinion, I have never faced the relationship between us squarely. Maybe you feel that I am always detached and never respond.

I also clearly understand many things.

When I am with you, I am always afraid, afraid that my secret will be discovered by you, afraid that I will be involved in danger and bring you bad luck.I also often reflect on my imperfections and feel that I am not worthy of you.

At this point, I suddenly felt that this letter was a bit messy...

I mean to say... Your feelings are the best thing I have ever had in my life.

But that incident is the result I have been pursuing in my life for more than 20 years, and it is everything I have to face.

This is the last time I will go my own way.Please forgive my last waywardness.

I will follow the clues left by Captain Xu to investigate.

If I don't come back, just forget me.

Lu Siyu

Ps: Before, you said over and over again that you want to pay me rent, please help me take care of my dog, so just set it off.

After reading this letter, Song Wen's eyes became moist. He remembered something and went to look at it. There was no clothes in Lu Siyu's closet. There was a large suitcase not in the same place, the car was not opened, and the medicine box was inside. A few medicines were missing, and then he looked at the painkillers he had confiscated before, and they were all taken away.

Lu Siyu just disappeared, as if he had never appeared before.

How could this person be so cruel?

Song Wen was stunned for a while, then went to search every corner of the room. There were no cabinets, no restaurants, no tables, and no Lu Siyu's room.

The thermos cup was taken away by him.

Happy birthday, Lu Siyu.

I will find you.