Criminal Investigation Notes

After ten o'clock in the morning, at Xinchuan Port, the double-decker cruise ship finally left the port slowly.

The sky is still clear, and the typhoon has not come early.

The man who just jumped on the boat was Song Wen, and the man who came up with the camera was Lu Siyu.

The two hadn't seen each other for almost three days, when they suddenly ran into each other on the boat.

During these three days, Lu Siyu followed the clues Xu Changying left him.

And Song Wen has been thinking of various ways to inquire about Lu Siyu's whereabouts.

Last night, Lu Siyu had set the itinerary for Nansha Island, and his trip was imperative.But time was not coincidentally, and it happened to catch up with the approaching typhoon.He also bought a ticket to land on the island with the idea of ​​giving it a try, and specifically inquired about this time because of the typhoon, not many tickets were sold.He was relieved to learn that the ship had not been suspended due to the typhoon.

While waiting for the ship at the port earlier, Lu Siyu confirmed that there was no Song Wen in the crowd.Unexpectedly, when he got on the boat, Song Wen still chased him.

The cabin on the first floor of the ship was empty. At this time, Lu Siyu who was sitting inside saw Song Wen first. He hadn't figured out how to face this unexpected meeting, and his heart kept beating.Then he subconsciously wanted to hide, and hurriedly got up and walked to the tea room on the side.

Song Wen just ran in from the outside, put his bag on the luggage rack beside him, and looked around.

There were not many tourists on the boat, except for the two girls who had just met on the side of the boat, there were only three or four people inside.He hurriedly glanced at Lu Siyu immediately.

In the empty cabin, Lu Siyu's guilty conscience exposed the target, leaving him nowhere to hide. Song Wen took a few steps, pushed him into the tea room, and then returned with a clatter. Lock the door.

Knowing that he could no longer hide, Lu Siyu stepped back and leaned against the cabinet on the side.He didn't expect to meet Song Wen again soon, he licked his lips nervously, his eyes dodged, and he dared not look directly at the person in front of him.

Song Wen walked a few steps forward, stood opposite him, stretched out his hand on the side of his head, and blocked him firmly. He whispered angrily: "Let me see if you can still run Where to go?"

Surrounded by the endless sea, they are now on a cruise ship at sea.

Lu Siyu felt like a prey locked up in a cage by a hunter. There was nowhere to hide, nowhere to hide, he lowered his head and said nothing.

It was not a good way to prescribe Song Wen as soon as he left, but that was the best way he could think of at the time.

So what do you want to say at this time?Should I apologize?Or continue to explain?Or argue like a fugitive?What he wanted to say before was written in that letter, which had exhausted all his courage.

He is ready to accept Song Wen’s question, blame, or...

There is a small window on the side of the tea room that leads to the sea, and the light is projected in. The ship should be far away from the shore now. With the floating of the waves, the tea room is shaking, which is a feeling of floating in the water. , Makes people feel unreal.

At this moment, Song Wen suddenly stretched out his other hand to embrace Lu Siyu's waist, and then kissed his lips.

Lu Siyu once imagined Song Wen's attitude towards him after he knew the truth. Maybe he was skeptical, maybe despised, maybe angry, but he didn't think of this...

This is not a gentle kiss, a bit overbearing.Song Wen's hand pressed his body firmly, not allowing him to struggle at all. The glass glasses were a little in the way, Song Wen reached out and took the glasses from the bridge of Lu Siyu's nose and placed them on the table beside them.

At this moment, all reason was thrown away by Song Wen, this is what he always wanted to do.

Before, Song Wen had always thought that Lu Siyu was shy and slow-heating. He gave him time, cautiously, to test and approach him, wanting to melt him like ice.But it turns out that Lu Siyu's concerns are not here...

Lu Siyu didn’t have much experience in kissing. He was a little out of breath after being kissed. He wanted to push Song Wen away or say something, but Song Wen only let him go for a second. Then he went deeper, Lu Siyu felt that his lips were pried apart, and the words were blocked in his mouth again, only to make a hum.

After a while, Song Wen let go of him. Lu Siyu panted slightly, feeling that his heart was beating extremely fast in his chest. His plain white face seemed to have a fever, and the redness was always filling his cheeks. When he reached the tip of his ears, Song Wen moved his hand from his waist to his neck. With a slender neck and a beautiful Adam's apple, he stroked the red mole between Lu Siyu's neck with his hot fingers, and then touched his forehead. Asked him.

"You said, what should I do to you?"

"I..." Lu Siyu only said this word, and he felt that his throat was blocked by something, his eyes were hot, as if there was something he wanted to escape, desperately restrained.Lu Siyu suppressed the sourness in his heart and said, "I'm sorry, I don't want you to be involved."

"Why do you have to isolate me from your world?" Song Wen looked at him and asked.

"I..." Lu Siyu was stuck again, and Song Wen stared at him closely. The man's eyes were burning, and he could no longer tell a lie.

Song Wen opened his mouth again: "If you don't care about me at all, then return the cup to me. You took it away because you still care, right?"

Lu Siyu turned his head to the side, still coldly rejecting Song Wen: "Because I am an ominous person who will bring misfortune to others, whether my father, my mother, or my brother, everyone is dead. Now, only I am still alive, so I should not get warm and beautiful feelings."

These are the words he has buried in his heart for a long time, probably those experiences that are different from ordinary people, and he always inevitably has a humble feeling in the depths of his heart.

How arrogant and indifferent he looks, but in fact, how inferior and guilty.

Appearance will turn into bones, money is something outside of the body, he feels that he is insignificant, he is still abnormal in his bones, because of this inferiority complex, he even gave up the living world for a long time, unable to interact with normal people. He just wanted to communicate with the corpse, fundamentally he felt that he was not worthy of Song Wen.

This is the first time that two people have discussed this topic. Song Wen stretched out his hand and stroked his back: "Your experience, your strengths, your strengths, your weaknesses, no matter which point is missing, they are no longer one. Complete you. I just like you like this, I like it to the point where I can't help it, I like to sleep if I can't see you, I don't eat well, I'm dreaming, I like it until I have to follow it, even if I die. "

There was a wave of waves in Lu Siyu's voice, and he trembled: "I...I can't accept any situation with you. If one day you will encounter misfortune because of me, it will be more painful than killing me... …"

"So you would rather not accept this feeling? So you have to reject me? Leave me alone?" Song Wen really wanted to pry open his chest to see what he was thinking in his beating heart and why he always talked to him. Not on the same channel."You are fundamentally wrong to think so."

Lu Siyu shook his head and uttered a word softly: "No..." He still chose to refuse at this time, it was difficult to accept, and he didn't even dare to think about this possibility.

Song Wen paused, looked at him and said, "You told me your secret, then I want to tell you one of my secrets in exchange."

Lu Siyu raised his head and looked at him, wondering why Song Wen mentioned this suddenly: "What is it?"

Song Wendao: “I didn’t like to build elevators since I was a kid. I don’t like the darkness and rain. It’s because my father brought me to the scene of the 519 case when I was a child. I probably have claustrophobia or some kind of illness. When I came into contact with those small dark rooms, I couldn't restrain my heartbeat from speeding up, and I felt like I was about to faint."

This is the first time Song Wen has brought this up to someone else, who he likes.It took him a long time to accept such an imperfect self, and now he has exposed this weakness to others, as if torn a scar.

Lu Siyu had some understanding of Song Wen’s habits, but it was the first time that he heard Song Wen say it personally. It was obviously not related to him, but he asked softly, a little self-reproach: “It’s because at that time. Did you see the body in the basement..."

Song Wen said, "I have visited some psychologists, and I have looked for various methods to overcome... Now, this situation has improved a lot, do you know why?"

Lu Siyu shook his head.

Song Wen looked at him and said, "Because of you..." He paused and explained, "One time we entered the basement of Wushan Nursing Home, and we were locked there together in a dark basement. Later, Once, because you were up to the South City Tower, I wanted to get to the sniper spot opposite as soon as possible and took the elevator. Also when you fell into the water, when I jumped into the water, it was dark all around..."

He said it lightly now, but no matter which time it seemed to him, it was like a fight with himself. Song Wen still remembered the feeling, suffocation, dizziness, rapid heartbeat, uncontrollable.But as long as he thinks of Lu Siyu, that feeling will be weakened, as if for him, there is nothing terrifying about it.

Lu Siyu listened to Song Wen's voice and listened to him speaking in a low voice.He was still standing next to Song Wen, gently held by him, he could smell the good smell of Song Wen's body, and felt the hot temperature of his palm.He has never dared to face his own heart. When Song Wen said these words, Lu Siyu felt that his internal organs were twisted together.Then he realized that he was feeling sorry for him...

He just knew that Song Wen had done so much for him.Some he saw, some he didn't know...

In front of him, in front of outsiders, Song Wen never showed weakness, and never moved forward.

But he is also an individual, he has a heart, he also has weaknesses, defects, and pain.

"I used to think I couldn't do those things, but I did it because I wanted to protect you... So, why do you want to claim it yourself? Don't ask me what I think?"

Song Wen said, looking directly at Lu Siyu’s beautiful eyes, "I have come now, which shows that I have made my choice. I don’t want to be uninvolved or do what you did. Everything is regarded as a kind of protection. We have experienced so many lives and deaths, do you still want to push me away?"

These words broke the line of defense that Lu Siyu had been holding on, and a tear suddenly slipped from his right eye and ran to his lips.

Song Wen kissed him on the lips, and then kissed away the tears, which was a slightly salty taste: "You shouldn't treat me as your weakness. You think that keeping me out is protecting me, Lu Siyu, I think Become the armor that protects you. Lu Siyu, I like you..."

"Song Wen..." Lu Siyu lowered his head, his hands clenched into fists, his shoulders trembled slightly, and his heart rolled over, then he slowly stretched out his hands and hugged the person in front of him tightly.

Above the sea, in this quiet tea room, the two hugged tightly, gently undulating with the waves.

It seems that I haven't cried like this for many years. Since I was a child, when I lost my parents, Lu Siyu felt that he had lost the ability to like something, the ability to chase happiness, and the ability to love and be loved.

Other children can raise their little faces effortlessly, open their little hands, and grinningly say I want it.And he can only stand silently, standing alone in a dark corner, burying all his thoughts in his heart.

Other people can easily open their mouths to say like, love, and can talk about love at will, but he always feels at a loss and can't speak.

After so many years, he has become used to it, pretending that he doesn't need it, it's good to pretend to be alone.He pushed away the people who were good to him time and time again, but there was only one person who slowly approached him and gave him warmth time and time again.

He has pulled him back from his dying time more than once, he is his bond with this world...

As if a sharp blade cut across the ice and helped him remove the icy shell, that indifferent heart began to beat constantly.

Those days and nights that get along, when being protected, when being taken care of, when being cared for, he is not hard-hearted.

He had liked him a long time ago. Among the billions of people in this whole world, he had to be. He just didn't know how to speak. Now that happened, he finally dared to face his heart and his feelings.

Lu Siyu's tears flowed out and couldn't stop it, then he choked for a moment and said, "Song Wen, I like you too..."

Song Wen held Lu Siyu, he could feel his body trembling: "I see..."

He comforted him softly, and the person in front of him didn't look like an older brother, but a little friend.

After a while, Lu Siyu stopped his tears. Song Wen wiped the corners of his eyes with a tissue, and then looked down at him, but he didn't see him for three days, but the person in front of him seemed to be thin again. He endured I couldn't help but lowered my head and kissed his lips again, feeling the soft and waxy touch, once and again, cautiously, as if it was not enough to kiss him.

He once thought he almost lost him.

Now, he is holding him in his arms again, and the person in front of him is alive and warm.

Nothing can separate them.

Suddenly the boat shook violently, and for a moment lost weight, the glass tea set in the tea room made a light noise, and then there was a knock on the door of the tea room.

Song Wen walked over to open the door, and Lu Siyu hurriedly wiped his eyes and tidied his clothes.

Outside the door was a service person on the boat. She handed Song Wen a list and said: "Hello, sir, please choose the lunch on the boat."

This time the one-way trip takes nearly three hours, that is, everyone’s lunch will be eaten on the boat.Song Wen took the list and looked at it. There were some shrimp and fish set meals along the sea.

Song Wen chose a seafood fried rice and handed it to Lu Siyu, who asked him to choose one too.

The waitress looked at the two handsome guys and told them: "We will be near the typhoon in the next moment. Don't open the windows. The captain said that everyone should gather in the central hall during the typhoon."

Song Wendao: "We know, we will pass later."

The waitress finally went out, and Song Wen locked the door again.

This tea room is not too big. There are some cabinets lined up against the inner wall. Inside are some tea sets and cups. In the middle position, there is a square table and four chairs.

Lu Siyu had put on the glasses that Song Wen had just picked up, and sat down on one of the chairs.Song Wen turned around and walked to Lu Siyu's side, and took a chair to sit.

Lu Siyu looked up and asked him: "Song team, what about my dog?"

I was so determined when I left, but now I think about it, Song Wen said: "It's on Fu Linjiang's side. It's fun to live with other police dogs. It's also a little unscrupulous, and I don't want to go home anymore... "

During this period of time, Lu Siyu had sorted out his emotions and wiped away the tears. Except for the reddish corners of his eyes, he could not see that he had cried just now.But seeing him like this, Song Wen's heart softened again, and couldn't help but get in touch with him and kiss him.

"On the boat..." Lu Siyu lowered his head and said, protesting against Song Wen's repeated behavior.

Song Wen smiled and said, "That won't work, at least you have to make up all the previous ones, or... if you kiss me, my wife, I will let you go for the time being."

When these words were spoken, Lu Siyu raised his head and looked at Song Wen, his delicate face was expressionless.

Song Wen thought to himself, the people in front of him didn't think he was screaming too angry...haven't waited for him to say anything.Suddenly, Lu Siyu approached him very seriously and solemnly, touched Song Wen's lips lightly, and then raised his eyes to look at Song Wen.

This kiss is so light, it's not perfunctory.For some reason, the stamina of the kiss was greater than before, and Song Wen felt that his face was hot.

The more indifferent and serious Lu Siyu was, the more he couldn't control it.

If it were not on the boat, Song Wen would have the heart to put people in bed.But he just agreed to Lu Siyu. At this time, he has to keep his promise and he is still serious. He turned the topic to the previous matter, lowered his voice and asked, "Can you tell me now? Why are you here? ?"

Lu Siyu still hesitated for a while, and couldn't help asking him: "You answer my two questions first, how did you find me?" He thought that his whereabouts were well covered, and he didn't know where he was showing his feet. .