Chapter 948 - 991: Feelings for Her
I like it when she acts childishly with me, I like watching her smile, especially when she squints her eyes and calls me "Uncle Tiantian," every time she smiles and acts sweetly, I feel like my heart is about to melt.
That time, I was injured and admitted to the hospital, and because I didn’t want her to see me in such a sorry state, I called Yan Qinghan to pick her up!
I didn’t expect that he would care for me so much and personally make me black fish soup! For the first time in thirty years, I understood what it felt like to be cared for and valued by someone!
During the days I was hurt, she stayed by my side relentlessly, taking care of me, going to the market herself every day, and personally making soup to help me recover! Actually, I don’t like fish soup, but for some reason, I looked forward to her bringing me fish soup daily, hoping she would feed me personally!
When she’s not around, I’m in a daze, and no matter what I do, I feel listless, always thinking about when she would come! Once she arrives, I immediately feel much more spirited!
Back then, although I wasn’t certain if I loved her, I knew that I didn’t dislike her, and I enjoyed living with her!
One day, I was working when Ye Anxin suddenly called, saying she wanted to attend her teacher’s birthday party! Honestly, I didn’t want to agree; I wished she would stay by my side! I don’t know why, but only when she is with me can I feel that she is mine, giving me a sense of security. Otherwise, I always feel like she might leave me.
For the first time in my life, I had such a strong possessiveness towards a woman! Every time I talked to her over the phone, I couldn’t bear to hang up, even though she wasn’t with me; just hearing her voice made me feel happy!
That night, she went to the teacher’s birthday party, and I just happened to have a video conference.
Halfway through the meeting, Yan Qinghan suddenly called! I didn’t even hesitate and directly hung up! Shortly after, my phone buzzed again; it was a message!
Initially, I didn’t plan to check it, but I was worried it might be a message from Anxin, so I picked it up to have a look!
The message was indeed from Yan Qinghan, and after reading the content, I immediately dialed Anxin’s phone number, but no one answered after several attempts!
Thinking Anxin might be in danger, I didn’t hesitate for a second; without any explanation, I left all the senior executives in the company, including those in the video conference, and rushed out.
I ran to the hotel mentioned in Yan Qinghan’s text! I kept asking Yan Qinghan where Anxin was, but this guy wouldn’t say anything and kept teasing!
In my irritation, I took the drink he handed me and drank it down! Shortly after, I felt dizzy, and at that moment I realized I had fallen into Yan Qinghan’s trap! Regrettably, it was too late; the drug’s effect was too strong, and ultimately, I couldn’t resist and passed out!
I didn’t know how long I slept; I only knew that, in my haze, my body felt very hot, unbearably uncomfortable, and my throat parched! I wanted to find a cup of water, but my hands unconsciously touched a warm body! That body should’ve been warm, but when I touched it, it felt really comfortable, easing the heat inside me significantly!
Then, my lips uncontrollably went for a kiss on that body, and eventually, in a state where my mind and body were completely out of control, I took that woman!
I don’t know how many times I took her; I just know there was an intense fire inside me that needed to be released!
We kept going for a long time, until I had completely released the fire within, only then did my body get any relief.
Once my physical need was fulfilled, my mind gradually cleared! That’s when I realized I was in a pitch-black room, with a woman lying beside me, her back turned. Due to the darkness, I couldn’t see her appearance, and because the drug’s effect had just worn off, my head was groggy, and my vision blurry, so I didn’t look closely at her silhouette and wasn’t in the mood to either!
I only knew I was very angry and furious! I’ve always kept myself clean, never casually touching another woman! Because I think they are filthy!
Yet tonight, without knowing why, I claimed a woman! I don’t even know who she is! And it’s all because of Yan Qinghan!
Thinking about this, I got out of bed, picked up the already soiled clothes from the floor, and put them on!
At this moment, overwhelmed by anger, I just wanted to settle accounts with Yan Qinghan, completely indifferent to the fact that my clothes were dirty.
I didn’t turn on the light; with the moonlight streaming in from the window, I found the guest room door and stepped out!
And there was Yan Qinghan, leaning arrogantly against the wall outside the guest room, looking at me with a smug face.
Seeing that smug face, my rage boiled over, without thinking, I swung a punch, knocking him to the ground!
It was him who made me betray Anxin, it’s him who made my body dirty, it’s him who broke my own principles! It’s him who made me unable to face Anxin.
With this realization, I channeled all my anger into my fists, crazily hitting Yan Qinghan hard.
At first, he didn’t fight back, just let me hit him; later, probably unable to endure, he started to counter and resist me.
I gave him a vicious look and left without looking back!
Because of this matter, feeling like I’ve wronged Anxin, I avoided meeting her, starting a petty grudge with her! Only this way can I feel slightly better.
Unfortunately, after just one night, I uncontrollably wanted to return home, wanted to see her!
When I opened her bedroom door, she was wearing a thin, silk-like crimson lace camisole with matching thong panties, her face flushed red as she lay on the bed!
Seeing her like this, I felt a rush of blood to my head, my lower body tightened immensely.
Observing her unusual behavior, I guessed she might have been drugged, and after receiving Yan Qinghan’s message, I became even more certain!
Although I was intensely eager for her at the time, I restrained myself and asked her, "Will you regret this?"
Because I didn’t want to force her, especially not while she was not fully conscious! I was afraid she would regret it!
She didn’t respond to my words, but instead, she showed me her answer through her actions!
That night, we finally united as one! I completely had her.
However, at the moment my body entered hers, I didn’t feel that delicate membrane symbolizing purity.
At that moment, all I felt was my mind buzzing in chaos; enraged, I gripped her neck hard. For the first time, I felt something that should’ve belonged to me was taken by someone else! That woman, whom I always thought to be very pure, had actually long lost her purity!