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Chapter 43.34 Holy and Mad believers

Don't cut the blade through your throat, you can't breathe...it's blocked...

It's not just this level.

If I insist, it feels like my life is about to drop.

Looking down, it became narrow.

The body unconsciously "F sinks, feeling that consciousness is going away...

I feel like I don't know where to return to.

Ah, this is what it feels like to die...

Lord Bishop, I am going to return to the Lord's side, please accept me, accept your children...

"You came to this world with God's favor, holy."

However, I have never felt that I am different from others. Apart from being able to emit light, it is kind of like a firefly, maybe there is nothing special about it..

When I was in the orphanage, I didn't have a name, and no one thought I was weird. I worked with other people, worked-day, and then I drew into the bed.

-The individual is under the blanket, and the light is condensed in the palm.

Then inside the bed, the whole world was illuminated.

Looking at this light, I thought about dawn or something, if it doesn’t come, it’s fine

In this case, only I can shine in the world, very arrogant.

Then it didn't take long for me to be taken from the orphanage. The person who took me away was the bishop who gave me the name "Holy".

But no one would call me by name except Lord Bishop.

The priests around me called me Lord Saint, and bowed down in front of me in reverence, saying that I had great abilities and that I was chosen by God.

-At first I didn't understand what they were talking about or why they did it, but the nuns who took care of me would patiently explain to me, then praise me and look at me with admiring eyes.

Ah, it turns out that my abilities were given by the gods, and I can't help but start to think so.

Lord God gave me this ability,-must be to make the world a better place.

In order to make this world cleaner,

I saw that the cardinals took the nuns to the chapel, forcibly took off their clothes, and roared like a beast

The dirty things have to be cleaned up, right?

Filthy.

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So, I shined.

Look at it, everything can be purified.

However, the nuns did not praise me, but looked at me with horror.

I feel a little overwhelmed and feel that I have done something wrong, but I just follow what they taught, and the dirty things will be purified..

The Bishop came to me and couldn't help asking him.

".--Did you do it wrong?"

The Bishop smiled and touched my head and said.

...It is not you that is wrong, but the world itself is full of filth, and human beings themselves are full of...

--You are not guilty.

That was the last time I saw the Bishop.

After that, I was taken to a monastery surrounded by flower fields, where I alone lived.

Only during meal time, the nuns will come to bring me food and bring me a change of clothes. The rest of the time, I am the only one here. There are many books about the gods. I read these books most of the time.

I feel that I have become more religious.

As time goes by, I can understand what I didn't understand when I was a child.

Occasionally, a pastor will come to tell me where there is filth and I need to rely on my strength to purify it.

The bishop said that I am not guilty.

I did nothing wrong, I was purifying the filth in this world for the Lord.

I always think so.

"Do you really think so?"

Until one day I was asked this way.= =

The person who asked me was a person who did not know when he appeared in the monastery.

I call her Ying.

Because her whole body is black, like a shadow, from the outline, she is a girl about my age.

She appeared suddenly. Before that, I was the only one in the monastery.

She was completely dark, but apart from that, she was no different from ordinary people. She could talk, see, be touched, and needed to eat.

So after the appearance of Xiaoying, my life became more-cleaning work.

Strangely, I don’t think she is filthy, CExit

Although there are traces everywhere, like a puppy who urinates and urinates-it feels dirty...but it doesn't make you feel sick.

My light can't remove her or the traces she left.

Ying she is not always in the monastery, it should be said that she is not in the monastery most of the time.

Only occasionally came to live in the monastery for a few days like a tourist and talked to me about things outside.

On that day, Xiaoying appeared in the garden outside the monastery, and a butterfly flew into her palm.

After seeing her, I ran to her happily, because last time she came three months ago.

Xiaoying folded her hands to wrap the butterfly and asked me.

"Holy, until what can you start?"

...Hey? Start?"

Xiaoying smiled, although she can't see her expression because she is so dark, but I think she should be smiling

"Yes, just kill."

". Drop....

'As for humans, insects, such as cockroaches, mosquitoes, and flies can be killed easily, so there is a saying that kills fish by hand, and then it is difficult to start with a frog, and it is difficult for a bird. Replaced by...everyone will have a "unable to start" life

.....

Kill?

"Among them, the most difficult one is probably the'human'."

"Of course, murder is a great crime that cannot be forgiven.

"Then, how far can you go, Saint?"

"Hey? Me?

"Aren't those pastors all here to give you some murderous work?"

"That is to judge the sinner.

"It's just another way of saying it. In fact, it is killing. Or do you have no idea about it?

Xiaoying's words sounded like a wake-up call to me, an innocent person who had never thought about this problem.

From then on I began to feel a strong sense of self-blame.

Net... is actually killing people.

No, that's not murder, those sinners should be...

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Once you start to hate yourself, you will not give yourself any chance to forgive yourself.

Then it was like simply summing up all of your own crimes.

I began to refuse to accept the missions of those pastors. I don't want to kill anyone in the name of purification.

I shut myself in the confessional room and confessed every day.

But no one can understand me.

I am very lonely.

"let me out

In the gap in the window, I suddenly found someone in the garden.

Young men and women, fused together-together.

Defiled, filthy.filthy;.

The cardinal, like a beast, wriggled on the nuns like the beast he had seen in childhood.

.... They all look so happy.

Yes, I saw the nuns when I was young.-...The expressions on their faces are not panic, but happy smiles.

I really want to be fast too...ah...no

Do not!

That is filth!

In the end, it reached the limit.

In retrospect, the monastery was gone, the garden was gone, all was gone.

Xiaoying appeared in front of me and reached out to me.

"Holy, your light is really gentle enough.

...Hey?

"Because people who are illuminated by your light will die without any pain, will they?"

Those words are like what the Master Bishop said to me back then-it brought me salvation.

that's it- -

In the harshness, I developed a rebellious mentality, and the limit suddenly came.

Makes me determined.

This realization made me cry, and I couldn't help but put my hands together in prayer.

I want to purify the whole world.Mouth SE light

I believe that my belief in Lord God has become stronger.

"it hurts...

Failed to die.

Thinking of Xiaoying's words.

--The most painful thing is not death, but not being able to die when you want to die.

Ah, it is true.

Why should I suffer this kind of pain?