Daomu Biji

In the following months, many things happened.

My life slowly returned to normal. I used the identity of my third uncle to tell the people below that I would go to other places to investigate for a long time. I needed to give the shop ’s business to my nephew,

The man from Xiaohua came from Changsha and removed the mask from me in a hotel.

When I saw my face again, I burst into tears and burst into tears. I did n’t expect that I would be vulnerable at this time. It felt like I had shed countless necessary strengths, necessary courage, and necessary responsibilities. , The necessary decisiveness, the necessary bloody and cruel.I finally changed back to Wu Xie.

I am finally the innocent Wu Xie who can withdraw, be weak, be able to giggles, can be embarrassed, and can die half a day.I can ask others "why" and "no" without hesitation, or even scold others without hesitation: "God's day, you don't know. Then I asked who to go?"

I cried for a long time, recovered or lost my mood?Nothing, just tears. I hugged the girl, she patted my back and said nothing.When I let go of her, I saw tears in her eyes.She said she had never seen a person and cried so sad.

In the evening I drank a lot of wine.I put a lot of cups on the table, and all the ghosts and ghosts come to cheer on. I hope that there are people I know who can see what I am now, and I feel heartfelt.

However, the mask on the face is off, but the mask on the heart is hard to take off.In the next few days, I often spoke suddenly in the voice of my third uncle, and suddenly awakened in sleep, feeling that I was filling up and giving up all my efforts, even when looking in the mirror, I felt a strange feeling.Fortunately, my illusion slowly faded over time.

I am at least a very adaptable person, and the fat man is right.

After the rest, I returned to my shop. When Wang Meng saw me, he showed a strange expression. It took a long time to realize that I was back.He became fatter and more decadent.I looked at the rubbings on the shelf, and it seemed to be a little less. It seemed that there would always be one or two gifts from God if there was no business.

I lay down on the lounge chair in the back room, looked at the familiar and unfamiliar surroundings, and began to live the same kind of daydreaming life.However, I soon realized that it was impossible. The heavy business on the third uncle's side forced me to work hard.

Wang Meng asked me to resign for the first time that night. I raised his salary before he promised to continue.

Even the most stable and simple heart is always changing slowly.Of course, this change is positive, and the error is more on my side.

In fact, I wanted to fire him before, but now, I only hope that there are more things that can make me feel my real existence, and try not to make any changes.I don't know what kind of mentality this is, but on the Internet, many people call this idea: you are old.

There are still some difficulties in taking over Wu Shu's business as Wu Xie.On some issues, I got help from the second uncle.The management is always stumbling, but I am no longer afraid.Because, even if everything in my hand is lost now, I don't care.Once people have this mentality, they can judge those important things more calmly and objectively.

During this time, I also got some little information.All this is not too difficult for him, just some difficulties.

He was seriously injured. After going back, he stayed in Concord for a period of time, and then transferred to the United States for treatment. He returned from the United States about two months later.A few days after returning home, I received an email from him, in which he told me about his general situation.

He did not attend the funeral of Mrs. Huo.According to the instructions of Mrs. Huo, the Huo family took over from Xiu Xiu. With Xiu Xiu's personal strength, it was difficult to balance various disputes in the family.Xiaohua cut off all business with the Huo family and barely suppressed the situation.There must be all kinds of performances by the bulls, ghosts, snakes and gods of all walks, but Mrs. Huo's family letter determines that everything can only be done under the water.

The days to come are quite difficult, but Xiaohua said that he was younger than he was.It is already a very good situation.He made me not to worry.

I represented the Wu family in Hangzhou and also expressed my attitude.I know that there are small flowers, Xiu Xiu can definitely go on, and can walk very safely, and where I need, I will definitely help: Although there must be a lot of stumbling in the future, but now only one step is one step .

About three months after returning, I held a small funeral for Pan Zi.Did a small memorial service.Pan Zi's clothing mound is six cards away from Dakui. No one sweeps the tomb in front of Dakui's tomb. It's already a mess. I simply cleaned it.After that, he helped Pan Zi to deal with some trivial matters that he did not have time to deal with.

When I entered Panzi's rental house, I saw a bowl of rotten and moldy noodles on the table.The chopsticks are on the side, and the stack of moldy tofu in the bowl has completely blackened and dried.

Obviously, before Pan Zi left, he was eating this bowl of noodles. He had no time to clean up and left. He could never come back.

I always felt that he knew he would never come back, so he didn't do anything.

I sat at the table for a while, opened two bottles of beer, drank one by myself, and then poured the bowl of noodles and washed them clean.Then, I went out to find Pan Zi's landlord and made up for the arrears of rent.

The landlord was also curious: "What about the buddy?"

After thinking about it, I said to him: "Go back to my hometown and marry my wife."

This is what I think is the best ending for Pan Zi. He had the opportunity to break away from this circle, but he chose an old path, although I do n’t know which ending he prefers.In the case of Pan Zi, he might prefer the current ending, but for outsiders, he chose the wrong one.

The fat man has been staying at Banai.Telephone contact is inconvenient, I can only call Agui to ask about the fat man's current situation.Agui said that the fat man's life is very regular now, doing farm work during the day, shaking the dustpan, cooking at night, and staring at the moon.Many times he and the fat man can only say two or three sentences a day.

I asked if the fat man had any emotions?Is it still completely dull like before?

Agui said that he couldn't see any emotions, but the fat man worked very neatly and didn't talk much. It was better than before. Many times he was able to say a few jokes.

I told Agui that if the fat man was short of money there, he would tell me directly, and I would remit it to him.

I think the fat man will get better. The fat man is not a person who can immerse himself in depression. He knows that the cloud definitely doesn't want to see the fat boss become fun.The fat man will get better slowly, although, in this matter, he must leave unhealed scars in his heart.However, the fat man is a good person, and God will not embarrass him for too long.

After Wang Meng raised his salary, Wang Meng's working attitude became much more positive, and I also returned to the shop. The business of the third uncle would report to me in the shop. Many people did not know my relationship with him. , Thought he was my close friend, and added to his fart.His life value seems to be slowly emerging, and his spirit is much better.

Seeing that he has a good attitude in doing things, I slowly began to teach him to deal with some work-related matters. He started quickly, and later it really helped me a lot.Although I don't expect him to be a right-hand man like Pan Zi, I slowly started to feel that I can count on him.

Laohai, after that, I contacted me several times for business matters.Laohai ’s business has developed rapidly, but it seems that he was being targeted by a relevant department. He has always been unclean in taxation, and antique sales have always been underground cash transactions, so he was very cautious about doing things later. In order to avoid implicating him, we used many strange tricks.He didn't show up in many transactions. I contacted the buyer directly and exchanged the money for real or gold and brought it to his girl.

The girl in his family.It was originally my favorite type, the playful little Huang Rong.However, since that meeting, we really haven't met much. Later, she grew up and matured gradually. At the time, my love for her gradually faded.

Once when I went out to relax, I passed by Hero Hill.On weekends, I found the old sea shop among the various shops, but the rolling door was locked: I knew he was inside, but thinking of all kinds of greetings, I felt too tired and turned around and left.As time went on, gradually there were fewer connections between us, and it was not known whether he later entered or fled the country.