Dark Blood Age

Chapter 455: The Fifth Stage of Heartbreak

Chu Yunsheng did regret it.

In fact, even the intestines regret it! He did not think that the most horrific enemy was not seven nails, let alone death, but endless silence and solitude.

It's more painful than death, like being locked up in a little black house, this level is still countless years, no one talks to him, no one listens to him, no ghost, only he himself is like a psychopath, talking to himself, talking mad.

At the beginning, he was not too concerned, he was always nervous about the war, but as the seven nails weakened and the crisis slowed down, he became increasingly uncomfortable.

Chu Yunsheng thought that he had stood firm in his heart for so many years. He had tried loneliness and loneliness. It was no big deal.

But this time, he made a mistake, a big mistake.

He had never been alone for such a long time, with almost no end in sight, no hope, no future, just like lying in a grave of a living dead man, forever in silence and darkness.

The first stage is the period of endurance, he survived with his strong willpower; the second stage is the period of pain, he still resists with his incredibly resilient experience; the third stage is the period of numbness, he still paralyzes himself with a Q spirit such as numbness is a "living meaning”, finally resisted!

And the fourth stage, the boundless emptiness, the emptiness, he's going mad and mad!

At this time, however much he hoped that the shadow of the man was not dead and not killed by himself, no matter what his intentions, at least, at least, he could speak to himself!

Even exhausting the world's most vicious evil words to curse, cursing the eighteenth generation of ancestors, at least there is a person to speak with.

However, this is a luxury that once lost, will never be achieved!

He went mad looking for all meaningful things to do to fill the void in his heart as if it were emptied into an abyss.

Count from 0 to 10,000, 1 million, 1 billion...

Starting with the first story he remembers telling himself, telling himself, Andersen fairy tales, one thousand and one nights, saint stars and arrows, the legend of the sculpture hero, Ottoman, even * * * and so on...

And then all the stories were told, the stories were ruined, the stories were void again, and he started to put all the knowledge of the Sunshine Age —— social news, acquaintances, physics, chemistry, geography, astronomy, everything -- and he knew that even the mathematical questions of elementary school students had not been spared, and all of them had been turned over again and again, resisting the void.

Lonely as the darkness of the night never ends, but his memory is endless, and after all this he has turned back and forth countless times, there is finally nothing left for him to use against the empty void.

So he began to make up stories like nerves, to lie to himself, to make up his own, then to make up others, history, fantasy, overhead, science fiction, cities... he would come to think of himself, made it all up countless times, made it to the limit, made it up to the end that there was nothing new to make up!

He went into the void again, tried everything he could, still couldn't resist, and ended up studying only seven needles across the street, and some other stuff.

The ancient book has been on a flying page and he cannot watch it, otherwise it may also provide him with some "bullets” to resist emptiness.

But seven needles are not so easy to study, because from the perspective of Chu Yunsheng, they cannot be touched at all. They can only be based on a little bit of understanding, speculation, assumption, thinking...

He began by sorting out all the interracial and monstrous relationships he had encountered, including the shadow of the dead man, and feared that once it had been straightened out, there would no longer be "bullets” to fire and resist the void, ridiculously and deliberately slowing down the sorting speed and deluding himself into arranging their shadows slowly.

But he had so little information, so pathetic, that he quickly had nothing to comb up, and there was nothing to conclude that could be studied again, except to make him more certain of what his predecessors had said in ancient books - that the world was nothing but godless.

In the eyes of ordinary human beings, the five pluripotent tribes are as terrible as God, and the Crystal Clothes Man is more openly disguised as God; in the eyes of these heretics, the shadow is like God; finally, it is the shadow's turn, and the predecessors and the owners of the seven nails become gods.

So this way, the facts are so simple and clear, the so-called “God” is all about looking up to the unknown, and that's all, what the predecessor might want to tell him: the world is atheistic.

Then he began to study the status of his predecessors and the Master of the Seven Nails. Although there was no god, the status did exist, otherwise the shadow could not have been overwhelmed.

When I studied this “topic," Chu Yunsheng was excited because it could help it to deal with emptiness for a very long period of time.

The reason is that he felt a vast biological chain of life twice, one at the source of the island's life and the other at the end of that shadow.

And when both happened, he didn't pay close attention to some details, and until now, he had enough time to get rid of it, or even ask for it, because he was too lonely and empty in space.

Slowly recall, carefully recall, pull out the memory of the time, looking over and over again for the subtleties of the difference, the more unable to find, the happier he is anomalously, because once found, it means facing the infinite void again.

However, at the end of the day, long after, he was reluctant to find it, because it had to be a meaningful moment of constant progress, otherwise once stopped, he would still be faced with a lonely chatter.

He found that when the two biological chains appeared, the origins of the island and the shadow corresponded to two different locations on the Ho food chain.

The gap, perhaps the difference in status between them - that was his final conclusion and conjecture.

But the ancient book and the master of the seven nails were in that position, and he did not know, because he could not devour their origins.

Later, he studied many things, such as the multi-dimensional space that the veiled woman said was confusing for a while, because he felt that high-dimensional space existed in reliance on low-dimensional space, without which there would be no fourth dimension, but he was now clearly sealed in the narrow space between the independent fourth dimension and the unknown space, but in theory he felt that the fourth dimension could not exist independently...

Besides, he's unconscious. Is it the food chain from which life comes or the spatial dimension of life that determines where he meets all kinds of power creatures? The “status conclusions” that have just been reached have again become ambiguous and ambiguous.

Instead of tangling, however, he was pleased that this paradoxical period, roughly the most “full” period he had spent here, had prevented him from being inundated with horrible emptiness.

At last, however, there was really nothing that could be studied with his present knowledge and abilities, so he cast his "gaze” on the ancient books and the seven-piece itself.

In this way, it enriches another period of time to understand that the so-called "Lord God Soldier” in the mouth of the shadow may be the weapon of origin of the seniors and the Master of the Seven Nails - perhaps the most powerful weapon of all.

“Possible” and “perhaps” are only speculations because he is unable to test and prove them and cannot produce definitive results.

Of course, he does not know how to refine such weapons, otherwise there will be much more to be done soon.

By the time everything was thought through, there was no place for him to go further. Chu Yunsheng had once again been in a long emptiness for a long time.

At this time, if someone tells him what a master practice is, one sits for countless years, he will surely laugh, silence, empty, lonely, cold, dark and without a future, intertwined, tormented day and night... don't say what a master, a fairy, must also fucking covet! And go crazy!

This is simply not the loneliness and emptiness that any life can bear!

Finally, one day, he couldn't bear to enter the fifth phase - the period of despair!

In this last stage, he calmed down surprisingly, cold and horrible, like a cold main knife doctor, began to perform a bloody dissection of his life, breaking it down one by one, relentlessly putting out all his desires, dark sides, feelings, hatred, obsession, etc., facing the significance of life's existence, releasing and letting go...

Ultimately, he ended his life in solitude.

A hopeless future, deep despair, he then begins to end his life - suicide!

Yes, suicide!

To end his life, he used a lot of methods, self-detonation, destruction, archery reflexes, disturbing the vortex… etc. Anything he could think of, he could do, he tried cold without any feelings.

But without exception, they all failed. In order to die quickly, he wanted to die in front of seven nails, but he was ruthlessly blocked by ancient books.

If it was in the first four stages, he still had the chance to die under the seven nails, but now he is late. Before entering the desperate phase of the fifth phase, ancient books in his cooperation, after a long time consumed, can no longer need him, can completely suppress the seven nails alone, even have the leeway to stop him from committing suicide in front of the seven nails!

At this moment, the grief in Chu Yun Sheng's heart has reached the point where he has been deprived of his right to die!

At this moment, he realizes the ultimate power of destiny. If it wants to kill you, you will never live another second; if it doesn't let you die, you won't even have the right to commit suicide!

At this moment, he suddenly realized that being able to commit suicide was also a "happiness”.

At this moment, he also laughed. In fact, he is not the only one who is as strong as his predecessor and the Lord of the Seven Nails. Otherwise, he cannot escape the play of destiny...

But also at this moment, his cold heart, his cold anger, for the first time in his life, rebelled against destiny and provoked a sad flag of war - you can dominate everything in the underworld, but you can't take away my final right to end my life!

He dramatically injected the source of life into the black gas vortex that was still automatically fighting the suction of the seven nails, consuming his own life one by one, he grinned, and one day, all his life will be consumed, by then, who can stop him from dying? Who else? It's heaven, it's fate!

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A long time later, he felt that he was too old to be old, and one step forward was his long-awaited death. At this time, his eyelids suddenly moved, and the feeling of flesh and blood suddenly poured into the unknown space, and five broken lines, one after the other, became bright.

In the moment, he slowly and gently sighed...

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