Devil King From The Otherworldly Dimension

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A human being is a very strange creature that always likes people who fit better with themselves.

Yasna's words, she was the kind of girl who wouldn't willingly give in at someone's feet, and then chose to stay with Wuling Feng because she found a presence in him that suited her.

People like to bury their secrets in the deepest places, not let their secrets be seen, not let their fragility be discovered, not let the strong appearance they build be stripped away, always under the guise of themselves, because they cannot live without it.

In wandering, one's favorite thing is to hide or forget this wandering, and then define one's own better place, hypocritical living, with no way to do it, for the vulnerable to have the courage to live.

When trapped in the world of SAO, Yasna initially wandered, but eventually she threw the wander away and set herself a goal: "Even if she lost to a monster, she didn't want to lose to the game and the world”.

In SAO Central Asina wanted to quickly attack the whole world and then escape, sometimes forcing others to fight together.

But when she was reincarnated in this world, she saw from Wuling Feng the existence of a so-called feeling of happiness. Wuling Feng's harmony with the people around him made her feel that she might be too impatient to struggle in this world, rather than enjoy it, so the philosophical thinking of life is like this, rather than wandering helplessly to experience this beautiful world.

Yasna's heart was opened by Wuling Feng, so she should also pay tribute and help Wuling Feng open his world.

Although Wuling Feng was superficially strong, he did a very good job in facing all kinds of things from the outside world and in his attitude towards those around him.

But Yasna knew that Wuling Feng was hiding his inner fear, anxiety, wandering, not brought to him by the world, but by himself.

“Don't run again, or this will be your eternal fear!” Yasna said to Wuling Feng.

“Escape from what? I don't know what you're talking about. It's getting late. Let's go home.” Wu Lingfeng pushed Yasna's body away and walked forward.

“Are you a coward, coward, running away from yourself like this your ideal? A man, no matter how dirty his past may be, how bright his future may be, but he is always him, past and future. These beings form the human being. You choose to abandon your cowardice and leave your strength behind. Are you denying yourself?” Yasna said out loud.

Wu Lingfeng turned angrily and said: “I did not deny myself, but you are the guy, I do not want to stay here and leave you, I do not need to! ”

“Speaking of your pain? But if you keep burying this pain in your heart, it will be your eternal fear, and even if it doesn't burst out now, one day you will be devoured by your own darkness.” Yasna said seriously.

Wuling wind rushed to Yasna and opened her eyes and said: “I told you, no, I am so good now, the most talented divine bloodline on the whole continent, and there are so many powerful people around, and so many people who love me, how could I...”

“Pfft...”

Asnaton gave Wuling Feng a slap, interrupted Wuling Feng's words, said: “This is just the perfect appearance you are trying to maintain, your heart is actually fragile, come on, there is any pain to talk to me, I will be your good listener. ”

Wuling Feng sighed heavily and said: "Do you see? ”

Yasna nodded and said: "Well, you totally invested in the battle and didn't show up, but you've been stunned a lot in the last few days of peace. Perhaps others think you're too tired, but I don't think so. Well, maybe I've been in this state before, so I understand you...”

“Is it okay to keep hiding? I'm very handsome now...” Wuling said in a self-derisive tone.

“Come on, tell me, it's hard for a man to hold onto his heart. I don't know your past, but I'm a good listener.” Yasna sat on the grass and patted herself around with her little hand, indicating that Wuling wind sat down.

“Mmm...”

Perhaps the pain in his heart was too long, Wuling Feng also wanted to talk to someone, but he never found the right person, no, or he didn't like the look of himself being seen by other girls.

“You know, when I actually came to the world, I actually had a hidden excitement in my heart, and I left my family and friends and everything on Earth, and suddenly I felt like I was new, and I felt free, and life was bright.

My mother has been gone since I was born, my neighbor's aunt said that my mother was having a hard time giving birth to me and... when I can remember, it is hidden pain and loneliness to see other people's children accompanied by their mother.

Dad loved Mom, so he didn't marry any more, but you know what? Every time I faced my father, his eyes besides death and silence, he looked at my figure without any emotional fluctuations, went to work outside the construction site every day, and then drank alcohol back home...

I started to stand on my own when I was five years old, because I didn't want to be hungry, so I learned to wash dishes and cook myself... Once I cooked hot hands and my father didn't have any reaction, I had to go to the hospital to treat myself, heh, at that time I was naive, I thought that was my reason, the hot hands were caused by not doing good things.

When I was seven years old, I went to kindergarten, and I started studying hard to make my father happy, and I got school number one, the award certificate, the automated pen, and the reward of two dollars I put in front of my father, but you know, he went out to buy wine with those two dollars, but I still thought to the good place, I thought that the father was happy that his son could do it, buy wine to celebrate...

Then in the first grade, I got the first of the whole school. Language and mathematics were put in front of my father, and I went to town to take the excellent student exam notice, but...

But you know what? What did my father do!! As toilet paper, at that time, my heart suddenly broke, I couldn't hold on any longer, I couldn't work any harder, I couldn't smile any longer!

In the third grade, I was still a little convergent. Although the rank slipped a little, the whole school was also top five, but gradually, the fatherly love I was hoping for didn't come, I was sinking, hating the world, hating myself, yes, I think I killed my mother, I should be hated by my father, and I should hate myself!!

Fighting, skipping classes, internet access, and even trying to make X female students strong, although the last reason I didn't do the last step, the reason I didn't do the last step was because the girl was secretly in love with me, she didn't resist, I couldn't persecute her hand in the face of the girl who loved me like this...

I am a scum, an asshole, I have never had that idea of a girl again, just a fight to skip class online, finally the girl who secretly loved me gave up on me, she liked me because from kindergarten, I saw that good grades, and the character was cheerful, brave and strong me, so I thought I would be better, but, heh, I let her down.

Stronger kids face a family like mine. I think it would be happy to suddenly get me killed in a car accident or something, so I'm really happy to be in the world...

Just when I chose to forget the past, once, in a fantastic scenario, I saw my father living in a hospital bed, and he was holding a piece of yellow paper with a dark red score of 100 on it, which was my primary school paper, and this was telling me that my father kept it?

At that time, I felt I might be wrong, maybe my father loved me, just couldn't forget my mother's death, so... then what is my self-depravity!!!!

It's just a phantom, but I think it's possible that it's the truth. After all, which father doesn't like his children?

But is it a lie? I was afraid to go back, and if that phantom scene was fake, I might as well stay in the world, but if it was true, I would be too happy, no mother, I had at least fatherly love, although Father didn't do anything that looked like love, but as long as he didn't hate me, it was love, and if he really had to keep that broken 100 cents of paper in his hand, it was deep fatherly love.

I can't tell, Asina. You tell me, what am I supposed to do? Go back or choose to live in the world, deny or accept the past? ”

Ashton was shocked. He, his life was such a tragedy. It was already a miracle to be able to live. If it were for him, he probably wouldn't want to live long ago. Yeah, how can I help him judge? Shouldn't we go back? If it were normal people wouldn't want to go back, after all, it was a hell, a hell that devoured people.

Wu Lingfeng shook his head and said: "Forget it, let it stay. We make any judgment. I hope you don't tell anyone about today, I don't want them to know about my past like this...”

“Pfft...”

Yasna grabbed Wu Lingfeng's hand and said: "Don't go...”