Devil's Music

“Anger at yourself? Why are you so mad at yourself? You had a growing process where you were unilaterally exposed to domestic violence, right? ”

Carlos' questionable question made him look out his window.

“At that time, I was angry at the helplessness of myself that I couldn't resist. There was a grudge against my father, of course, because I wasn't old enough to resist, and he was strong. ”

Carlos hears the case change and listens quietly. I saw a branch lying by the window that stretched awkwardly for a winter.

“I hate that my life and my thoughts are filled with grudges against my father. I wouldn't blame someone, even if I had to. It's just a mean, cheesy feeling. ”

Carlos frowns.

“Is it really your honest feelings? I wouldn't have done it if I'd been through the same thing you did. ”

The gun turns to look at Carlos.

“I don't feel honest. I wrote in my journal several times a day that I wanted to kill him. My diary, which is still left in Korea's house, says that if I grow up and have the strength, I will definitely kill him. ”

“Then why? Honest feelings are real, aren't they? ”

In my mind, I remembered Birashi's words I met in Nepal.

‘Sing forgiveness. Forgiveness is the role of a king, but revenge is only the actions of a lowly man. And while it's impossible to love someone and be wise at the same time, love the world rather than love the individual. Person who loves only himself

because livers make society rougher and denser. ’

The case smiled faintly.

“He who blames others blames himself. Those who choose to hold grudges against me in a way that incites my anger are merely degraded. ”

Carlos glances at you for a moment and smiles in relief. However, I put the clan back together again to make sure the worries don't go away.

“Yes, you're right. But, you know, if you take your anger out on yourself like you said, it might be a guilt trip. You do realize that blame is more foolish than blame, right? ”

The gun nods with a deep smile.

“Yes, I know. The explosion of guilt and anger will be different. No, don't worry, I'll make it different. ”

Carlos gives a reassuring look and suddenly asks, as he lowers the batch of crumpled musical notes.

“But I thought you said you were playing live? Are you trying to go live? I said no. So you didn't schedule it for anything other than an album? If you want to make a sudden schedule, you need to rent a live hall. If we catch it now, it's only four months before it's live.

What are you going to do? ”

The gun turns and sits across from Kevin sleeping on the couch, looking at the sleeping woman. Carlos follows the same gaze and turns his head to the woman, revealing his teeth.

“Here's the person who's most helpful at this point. ”

Lin opens her eyes halfway, looking at the bed, relaxed, and sees Gun and Carlos looking at her.

“Yes? Why? ”

Gun and Carlos burst into a joyful smile, facing each other. Meanwhile, outside the room, Gregory hears Gunn and Carlos laughing.

“May I come in now? ”

The moment Gregory tries to grab the doorknob, a man who appears to be a member of the group leaps forward and tells Miroslav.

“The lady came out. ”

Gregory stops and turns his head, trying to get into the gunroom.

“Well, where do I go? ”

“He's coming up from psych on the second floor. ”

“Okay, good work. ”

Gregory walks ahead of the elevator, slightly nervous. A comprehensive hospital, Gregory quickly approached the elevator that was stopping with a ringing sound about which of the eight elevators to wait for. The door is open and in Bottle Joon's arms.

Gregory smiles brightly and extends his hand as he sees the long Kiska.

“Kiska! Daddy's here! ”

When Kiska heard his father's voice, she scratched her ears and turned her head. After seeing Gregory's smiling face, Kiska lays her neck and extends her arms to Gregory. Gregory picks up the girl's cheek with a smile.

I checked here and there for any injuries. Byung-jun couldn't even get off the elevator because of the difficulty with Gregory. He made sure that the automatic door closed, then quickly grabbed the elevator door with his hands. And then he realized he was blocking the door.

The loop takes a step back with a sorry expression.

“Oh, I'm sorry. ”

“No! No! ”

Byeong-jun quickly moves and stands beside the Miroslav. The Miroslav side was a little more comfortable because they often talked and smoked together. Gregory, who was touching the prickly fingers of Kiska, asked Byeong-jun with his eyes.

“Did you get the test results? ”

Byeong-jun walked forward one step and lifted one arm toward the hospital room.

“Let's go inside and talk. ”

“Oh, let's do that. ”

Byeong-jun ran ahead and opened the door, and Gun, Carlos, and Lynn looked at the door. When I saw Byung-jun, I followed him to say hello to Kiska in a hurry and saw Gregory coming in and changed his words.

“Oh, Gregory! You're here?”

Gregory smiles as he comes in with Kiska.

“So, how are you feeling? ”

“It's okay, what did the doctor say? Is Kiska okay?”

When Gregory looks at the girl with his worried eyes, he looks back at her with a gentle smile.

“Now I have to listen. My Kiska is getting heavier. Have a seat · ·”

When Gregory looks around, he sees Kevin lying on a three-way couch, and Miroslav approaches and shakes him up. The tendon rises from Miroslav's forehead, looking at Kevin, who was tired but did not wake up, turning his back on his tastes. Sleep naturally.

Bottle Joon whispers urgently as he sees Miroslav's enormous hand go up over Kevin's face.

“Mi, miroslav! I don't want you touching her. ”

Miroslav stops trying to punch and looks at the bottle. Byeong-jun whispered in a cold sweat.

“If you touch her, the Red Keslo missiles may come through. ”

Miroslav squirms his eyebrows, looking back at Kevin and slowly raising himself up. Byeong-jun, who felt the cold sweat flowing behind his back, dug between the Miroslav and Kevin and sat still on Kevin lying there.

“Ugh!!! W-what the hell!! ”

As he sits on his heavy side, Kevin, who is dumbfounded, sits on his stomach, frowning and looks down at himself, and cries out.

“Hawk, manager! What the hell are you doing? ”

After Byeong-jun woke up, Kevin stood up and looked at him with an annoying look. Seeing that, Gregory smiles and says, sitting next to Kevin.

“Now we have a seat. ”

After Kevin tried to wake up, he whispered in his ear a little, touching his face.

“I just stopped the war between the United States and Russia. ”

“Yes? What do you mean, that's it? ”

“There is such a thing. ”

I looked at Bottle Joon for an unknown sound, and when I saw Kevin standing up, I jumped into bed in horror. Kevin, who held his hand tightly, cries out in tears.

“Kay! Are you okay? Do you know how worried I was? ”

Gun grins as Kevin slips his hand back.

“You slept too well for what you cared about. ”

Kevin makes excuses with a cold sweat.

“Oh, no, that's because I practiced all night last night."

“Haha, okay. We need to talk about something important now, so let's talk about it later. ”

“Huh? Okay. ”

As Kevin stepped aside, Byeong-jun stood up and said.

“First of all, to tell you what Kiska said that everyone was curious about, Kiska kept her mouth shut after one word she had said in the hospital room. Psychiatrists tried to have an hour or so of conversation, but it was nothing more than a gestural pseudo-speech. ”

Gregory nods, clapping Kiska's butt in his arms.

“What are the test results? ”

Byeong-jun looked at Kiska holding Gregory's neck tightly and said.

“No abnormalities have been found. The doctor says you're not speaking for mental reasons, you're not incapable. ”

I felt sorry for Gregory's expression as he stroked Kiska's little head. Everyone who knew about Kiska's mother felt sorry for Gregory and silenced. After a brief silence in the room, Gregory's complexion lifts Kiska.

I made eye contact with. Gregory smiles helplessly, looking at the girl's big eyes.

“I'll always wait for you. Someday I'll hear your voice, too. Don't rush me. I'll wait. ”

Kiska blinks and looks at Gregory's eyes. Gregory hugged the girl again, looking at Kiska for a long time, who was unresponsive to Katabuta.

“So you don't need to be admitted since everything's fine? ”

“Yes, of course. It's not like they were brought here because they were sick. ”

Gregory looks over the case and asks.

“What about Kay?”

Byung-jun put his hands on his waist and said.

“She needs to be admitted for a few more days. No abnormalities were found, but once you're hit in the brain, you have to watch for at least three days. ”

Gregory nods and tells Gunn.

“Yeah, you'd better do that just in case. Get some rest. I'm gonna head back now. ”

Gun said, trying to get up from his seat.

“You're leaving?”

Gregory shakes his head vigorously and raises one hand.

“Just lie back. Then I'll go and see you at home. ”

When Gregory gets up from his seat with Kiska in his arms, Kiska struggles. Gregory looks down at his daughter for a moment and says to Miroslav, "Put Kiska on the bed."

“Hehe, looks like Kiska wants to stay. Miroslav, do me a favor. ”

Miroslav nods.

“Leave it to me. ”

“Okay, then I'll go. ”

Kevin, who left the room a little lonely and looked at Miroslav's back to show Gregory and him off, asked him.

“What are they doing? One of them looks pretty nasty. ”

Kiska glances at Kevin. Kevin squirms as he looks at Kiska's eyes.

“No · · · ·. I just · ·"

Gun said with a bloody smile.

“Am I just a sirillo in the choir of angels? Hehe."

Kevin smiles awkwardly, looking at Shizuka's gaze with a stupid look.

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