Devil's Music

When Byung-jun crossed to the next room, Gun and Kim Chang-han were sitting opposite each other, and Yoon Jung and Jinyeon were sitting on the edge of their side table.

When the incident occurred, Byeong-jun, who had left the office to plan the tour concert, but who had heard the news through Clara, came into the room thinking that it was dangerous to let Kim Chang-han alone with Gun, Yun, and Jinyeon.

After Byeong-jun looked at Kim Chang-han, he was positioned in the center of the table facing Yoon-jeong and Jinyeon, namely Gun and Kim Chang-han.

Byung-jun, who saw Kim Chang-han without saying anything, opened his mouth first, but his mouth was very unfriendly.

“What's going on? I'm sure the past has already been cleared up, but is there anything else you need to do? ”

Kim Chang-han, who was sitting in his seat, slowly got up from his seat. As the gaze of the group sitting in the room shifts with his movements, Kim Chang-han, an old man, bows politely towards the young matter.

If it were normal, I would have bent at the waist, but looking at him with my arms crossed was not much of a response.

Kim Chang-han, who lowered his waist, did not lift his waist to understand what he was thinking.

“I sincerely apologize for the past. ”

The face of the case did not change even after Kim Chang-han said. Forgiveness was in the mouths of men because they did not fully expose their contempt and hatred for them.

“I've already heard the apology. Tell us why you're here. ”

“I didn't mean anything by it. I just wanted to come and apologize and thank you in person. ”

“If that's all you have to go back to, I've already heard from Director Lynn. ”

“Can you accept someone else's apology, not me? ”

“If you're talking about this captain and Mr. Crystal, I've heard about that, too. ”

Kim Chang-han sighed after stretching his waist. Looking at Yun Jing and Jinyeon for a moment, they were still flinching their shoulders to see if Kim Chang-han was afraid.

Kim Chang-han, who took a breath, stood up and said to Yun Jeong and Jinyeon.

“I understand that look. Because of what I did to you. I'm sorry, guys. ”

At the time of YDN, Kim Changhan turned to Byung-jun, looking surprised at Yun and Jinyeon who had never seen Kim Chang-han bow down and apologise to anyone.

“Can you give me 10 minutes? You can record or record a conversation. ”

As Byung-jun tried to shake his head, he realized what a human being he was, picked up his phone and put it on the table after switching to recording mode.

Kim Chang-han slightly nodded his head as he watched his phone put liquid crystal down.

“I think it would be awkward for you to spend time with me. And I understand that. Just give me 10 minutes, Kay. ”

Gun looked up at him quietly, nodding slightly, and once again, Kim Chang-han, who lowered his back, sat across from him as if to say thank you.

After closing his eyes and taking a short breath, he opens his mouth a little later.

“I jumped into the entertainment industry 31 years ago, when I was 26 years old. In those days, the Korean celebrity scene was a time when all sorts of dirty things related to the political world were prevalent. ”

Suddenly, Kim Chang Han's group's gaze gathers as she starts to talk about her past. After looking at the left, Kim Chang-han opened his mouth again.

“Twenty-six celebrities who first dived into the entertainment industry were fairly popular actresses back then. I didn't know anything, I just wanted her success, and I wanted my success because of her success.

And a year later, my choice to refuse to entertain the powerful led to her destruction. ”

Kim Chang-han licked his lips after grabbing the water cup on the table.

“I didn't want her to do that, and I thought she didn't either. So I didn't discuss it with her, and I refused to do it in my line of work. And she had to leave the world because she was involved in a marijuana incident that she had never done before. I was increasingly suffering watching her walk the path of destruction. ”

Byeong-jun narrowed his eyes.

“You were involved in a case you didn't commit? ”

Kim Chang-han smiled bitterly and said.

“People didn't know, but she was smoking at the time. It wasn't much, but I had a couple of cigarettes a day at a nightclub I went to with friends, and they said they smoked cigarettes on the table, and the cigarettes tasted weird that day.

It's not the cigarettes I usually smoke, it's the cigarettes I used to smoke, and I didn't think it was someone who set a trap for her. ”

“Was that marijuana? ”

“Yes, someone switched cigarettes while I was out dancing with my friends. Eventually, she had a blood reaction to drugs in a police investigation, and that ended her life. ”

“Hmmm... I see. ”

Kim Chang-han answered Byung-jun's question and turned to the case again.

“I ran to her who lost everything and crashed into her home, and I called out that this was a trap, and that you were innocent. And there was a dirty demand in politics, and it turned out that I refused. ”

Gun looked at him quietly and said.

“So?”

Kim Chang Han slightly bowed his head with wet eyes. After a few moments of silence, he opens his mouth.

“I thought she would be unfair with me. But coming back from her was a cold grudge. I said," Why didn't you just take it? What's so hard about giving it a body? "So instead of helping her succeed, I interrupted her. ”

Kim Chang-han drank a sip of water as if his throat was burning again.

“I didn't think she'd think so. She was so inviting and beautiful, she didn't even want to take a kiss god. I was her manager and I wanted to protect her, but what she wanted was not to protect human dignity, but to succeed in the entertainment world. ”

Kim Chang-han put down the glass of water and opened his mouth again.

“That's when I started. I've changed. succeed no matter what. Even if it involves doing something dirty, I succeed my celebrity. that it would later make them feel grateful to me. ”

Kim Chang-han smiled bitterly as he saw the pathetic look on his face.

“I realized early on, of course, that wasn't the right answer. Because not everyone thought like her at the time, there was a celebrity who was against me for doing anything to succeed, and there was a celebrity who was trying to expose him. I destroyed my own celebrity to stop it. ”

Kim Chang Han looked back at Yun Jeong and Jinyeon.

“But by the time I realized that, it was too late. I've already done too many bad things, and funnily enough, it's given me money and honor. I didn't want to lose it in my hands and I had to tell a bigger lie to cover it up. And then I did something much worse to cover up the bad. ”

I looked at Kim Chang-han listening to him.

“After what happened with you, I came back to Korea and was angry with Crystal every day for the first few days. I was angry. I was angry at those who didn't work more closely, and I was angry at myself. ”

As soon as Byung-jun's face turned cold, Kim Chang-han immediately said.

“And after a few days, I was relieved that things were over and tried to get back to my work, to my everyday life. But I had one dream over and over again when I was constantly sleeping for those few days. ”

He folded his arms and spoke in a calm voice.

“What was it?”

“It was a funny dream, the press conference room, of you smiling warmly from behind. One day I woke up in the morning thinking about what a smile meant, and the other day I was angry at the idea that it was a laugh about me, a blunt trap in YDN. ”

Kim Chang-han briefly alternated the case with Byeong-jun and said.

“And after a few days, the dream I had every night was repeated. And now I know. that your smile was a smile of forgiveness more virtue than anything else in the world. ”

Kim Chang-han shifted from his seat to his knees when he saw the stiff, warped expression unfolding slightly.

Kim Chang-han, looking over the mid-50s and 60s, knelt on his knees in front of the mid-20s, but nobody panicked or stopped him.

“I salute you with all my heart. to a man named you. And I don't know if it was too late, but I came back to Korea and apologized to the celebrities that I had destroyed.

Most of them had forgotten their celebrity lives and were in business or married. I once covered the cold water in front of the front door of my house, I couldn't even set foot in front of the store, I heard insults, and I covered the salt they sprayed. because that's how badly I treated them. ”

Kim Chang-han bows on his knees.

“I want to ask you one question for forgiving me. ”

Kim Chang-han nodded slightly and asked a question.

“I've come to realize that it's harder to forgive than to ask for forgiveness. And that has turned into gratitude for you for forgiving me. How could you forgive me? ”

Gun looks quietly into his eyes and recalls what he said to Biraci on the terrace, Rocci, Nepal. For a moment, I smiled and opened my mouth quietly.

“Sing forgiveness. Forgiveness is the role of a king, but revenge is only the actions of a lowly man. And love.

It's impossible to love someone and be wise at the same time, but love the world more than love the individual.

People who love only themselves make society rough and barren. "I'm living up to his word. ”

Kim Chang-han closed his eyes and grabbed the vicinity of his heart with his hands as if to engrave the words on his chest.

“Who was it? ”

The gun smiles.

“I don't know. Who he was, someone I bumped into on the side of the road, or God. ”

Kim Chang-han, who saw the beautiful smile of the case, lowered his waist deeper.

“Thank you for your response. And I'm sure it was God you met back then. ”

I smiled at Kim Chang-han who lowered his waist.