Devil Teacher

1.

“Stand 26, patient. ”

Somewhere clear but clever, a dry woman's voice resounded through the speaker into the waiting room.

It's a university hospital of quite a size, so many of those waiting people got out in an instant.

First of all, he stood up and headed to the clinic because he was in a guardian position in the West Coast.

The West Sea has been making meaningful laughs ever since, but actually, until I get into the clinic, I have to tell you why.

Nor was it small.

When I walked into the clinic, a woman in a white robe wearing a mute goggle swirled around her chair, and the West Sea and the Cayman Sea came in.

Towards the door.

The eunuchs make a pleasant look as if they have not seen the West Sea yet.

“Oh, my boy, are you here? What's going on? I haven't heard from you in a month. ”

The West Sea ran towards the woman like a puppy and flirted with her like she sometimes did to a eunuch.

Usually, it's when you're making a ridiculous move, but it's pretty intimate.

“Aunt, I brought my husband's feelings. ”

I knew it was an absurd reference, but it was too vague to die here.

I bowed my head lightly and greeted him.

After noticing the presence of the eunuch, the doctor shoots this side with a furious expression, a few seconds later, on a dark face.

The sheep-eating snow that stretched out of the fire,

The West Sea, embarrassed by the unimaginable reaction, described the autozoa species.

2.

“... that's why the heart can't function properly. It's a disease that can't maintain blood pressure and die.

There's no substitute for a reroton transplant. I know there's a way to call it an artificial heart, but I know the west coast of Hansako is full of it.

The subordinates are in the wind... "

Using a gap called the West Sea Workup Time, I went to the rooftop with the doctor of the West Sea Imoza.

The summer rooftops were without exception hot and the sunny white sheets were shaking with the wind.

Eucharist, among other things, chose a corner of the rooftop where the sun was out of reach.

She was carrying coffee, and he was biting cigarettes.

I heard the description of the disease in the West Sea in an incomprehensible word for more than half a minute.

She used medical terminology without any filtering, so she turned her head off without understanding.

It had to be Duck.

Most of the descriptions are incomprehensible.

This was understandable.

That the West Sea dies.

It's always like this.

Everything he wanted to have is out of his hands and ruined as he pleases.

“Is that so?”

I gave a dry answer with cigarette smoke.

“Yeah, I was surprised, by the way. Even if the West Sea looks like that, it's quite unfamiliar. I'm gonna bring a man in for a screening.

I didn't think so. ”

He was speaking with his original expression and tone, even though he was talking to someone other than the West Sea.

I can't believe the habits I've been following in that short moment are broken.

This is also a curious influence of the West Sea in its own way.

“That was a real security issue. ”

“The West Sea is never going to show you how sick you are. ”

She adds that it is unfortunate to blur the end of the word.

“No matter how big the needles are, bite your lips and be patient. When I was a kid, I cried when I fell.

But I still care about adults who are kids. ”

“So how much time do we have left? ”

Even though it was a vague question, she quickly understood the meaning of the word.

Perhaps if you were a doctor, you would have heard a lot of these questions from your caregiver.

“I don't know. There's nothing more I can do at the hospital.

I sent him to the nursing home and the island at his own request, but... ”

She grips and dents the paper cup of coffee she drank with a helpless expression that seems to burst into tears.

“Is there no way to stay in the hospital? ”

“All you have to do is take painkillers. Rarely accompanied by pain, but because of the numbness of the hands and feet, one should use painkillers.

There's a lot of patients doing it. Painkillers are enough to take what you prescribe outside the hospital. ”

“When did you find the bottle? ”

I asked her each and every one of the facts that I couldn't ask the West Sea directly.

“When I was 15. It's a congenital cardiac malformation that is expressed by growth, and there are very few cases in the country that are premature.

It wasn't easy to find. ”

Then, she has been suffering from the frontiers of death and life for years.

Yuchan asked.

“Isn't it sad? ”

Maybe it was a question he asked himself.

“Of course it's sad. She's the daughter of my sister. I can't help it. So you can enjoy the rest of your time.

I want something to do... ”

In the eyes of a woman who looked cold, a small tear opened her eyes.

She takes off her glasses, wipes her tears with a handkerchief, and looks at the dairy table.

“But thank you, it's been a long time since I've seen her smile so brightly. In fact, I saw what the West Sea looked like today.

I was so surprised. But isn't Yoochan sad? ”

His question remained echoed and turned to the eunuch.

“I don't know.”

I would have given a clearer, more humane answer than usual.

She seemed to be embarrassed whether the answer she had drawn without such pretense was surprising.

Tired of the railing, turn off the cigarette light and turn your back.

“I don't know until then. ”

3.

After coming down from the rooftop and breaking up with her, I met the West Sea who had completed a brief examination and left the hospital as it was.

And as she smiled brightly and said to herself, this building itself seemed to be trying to extricate the girl, and a heartbeat passed through her head.

I felt offended and grabbed the wrist of the West Sea and dragged it out.

There was no reason.

It's just that the place where the West Sea stands has changed from a lighthouse to a hospital lobby, and she's been forced out of fairy tales.

He was as inconsistent with his surroundings as a figure.

It was thought that this building was a monster with malice.

Somehow,

I was angry.

4.

With an ear to the island.

The sunset submerged train was still heading for the island with an unmanned manpower.

“Of course it's hard! ”

When asked if the workup was difficult, she cried out in a loud voice.

I feel like it is only that hard to reach the nuances of a dairy dish that is drier than usual.

I thought you had been so indifferent until now.

It's not a lie.

Knowing that she was suffering from illness, she didn't even notice the hard colors.

I had no choice.

The sunflower in the middle of her black box was always wide open looking at the sky.

The wide open flowers were a typical aspect of a mentally healthy person.

There is no limit to reading a human response, but we have to rely on the black box, and this is the diagnosis.

It seems that this information was not accurate.

“It hurts so much. ”

The western sea opened its index finger and thumb, indicating approximately the length of the needle.

There is a blood stain on the gauze near her thin, white forearm.

“Why do people have to be so sick? ”

“Even if it's uncomfortable. Humans can't live without pain. Pain is what informs the brain of an abnormality in the body.

It's the first sign. ”

The two of them were close enough to speak the same language.

The West Sea was begotten by the eunuchs and did not impose empathy.

“I know, but... if it's a disease that you can't live with, if it doesn't hurt, you can spend as much time as you want.

I'm sure. ”

Rather, this is a frowning remark.

The book that the eunuchs unconsciously avoided and tried to say with their own mouth was nothing.

I sighed with a look.

Again unpleasant.

A feeling of ashes that could not be explained by words rises.

Hides in a tone that teases uncomfortable feelings.

“Where was the one who said pain was proof of life? ”

“That's the will to accept reality. I'm not a Mazoist, am I? You too, Majohist.

You know what it is, right? ”

“I have my own dog. ”

“I can do this kind of sex-rip, too. I'm not just a kid. ”

The West Sea stretches its arms forward and opens its base like a cat.

Very rarely, the flexion of one body, no matter how much one looks at it, is not convincing when one has said it with the child's own body.

Whether she noticed it or not, she blushes her face and lowers her chest.

She doesn't know the world's water when she wants to be an adult.

“Let's see! It's ugly.”

“I don't see anything. What do you mean? ”

“Wow! Let's not have a dull, tall woman inside? You're good. You're good. ”

Of course, I say it with a serious face, so there is no excuse here.

A moment of silence.

For a while, she asked, in a position to lie down in the train seat.

“Then why do you think it hurts? It's obvious that my heart doesn't die of heartache.

I'm sorry. ”

“It's pain that doesn't actually exist. ”

I've never felt pain in my heart.

The heartache felt by the patient was all it took to do a hardcore workout.

It is ridiculous to proclaim the truth as if it were something you never knew.

Or maybe she wanted me to teach her the contradictions of this mind as she once did.

He wouldn't understand it, because the West Sea explained various emotions as easily as he could.

“For example, if you're sad, it really hurts, right? ”

“So it's meaningless. The poison you created in yourself only swallows you, doesn't it? It's inefficient.”

“Again, just say that again. I can see why the woman is full. ”

“But it's true, isn't it? ”

“I think there's a reason for the pain in my heart, just as it means pain. I know I'm living in the world.

The biggest reality is when you're so upset. ”

“No, there's no reason. ”

“I think that's your story. ”

Whether the West felt repulsive or not, it refutes in a higher tone than usual.

If the pain of the heart is an essential reason to live life, the eunuch is deprived even of the reason for life.

I met her for the first time,

I shook my eyes straight.

Disgusting hatred and anger swell easily from the mind.

“So my life is meaningless too? ”

The western sea, which was about to rebuke the eunuch as usual, lost what his bloody feet had to say to his standing eyes.

“I hate those feelings that you have, as you can see. lacking and irrational

Is it fun to shake things in your hand with no effort on the subject? Proud? ”

It was cynical and unpredictable that he always took a step back and expressed his emotions.

Just like the wolf who was flipping over sheep hide.

“I feel beautiful when I look at the stars, I feel touched when I look at the books, I feel sad and heartache when I see others who are sick, of course.

Is it a human being and a life? So... ”

In the eyes of the West Sea, the figure was like a scream.

“What am I...? ”

The appearance of a eucalyptus, as if it were going to be slaughtered right now, seems to be atrophying to an adult male.

was.

Nevertheless, a little girl reaches out to the cheek of the beast who reveals her teeth.

“Don't do that. ”

Oh, my God.

A child who does not hate others and is always sleepy and hurts himself.

Her cheeks turned paler than when she first met her, with tears flowing.

“Don't keep trying to hurt him...”

“.... ”

Filling her breasts with euphoria was a harsh and violent impulse.

Can she really look down at this mask and be like this now?

I wanted to see this child's face bitten by despair and horror, which only stretches out the right generalism.

“I killed a man once. ”

The West Sea's reaction to him betrayed the expectations of the eunuchs to the end.

“Well, kill me, too. ”

Smile.

As if he would not move as he wished.

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