Devil Teacher

# 34_Lack of affection

1.

I opened my eyes before the alarm sounded.

A frightening reflex. Lift your lower back straight and raise your torso.

“I barely slept. ”

I couldn't have fallen asleep.

It's the day before the date appointment.

I lie a little bit to find the West Sea and search all over the country.

All the places she said she wanted to go when she was with the West Coast, from remote islands to mountain villages.

After searching, it took me three years to find her at the hospital where my aunt in the West Sea works.

It was his job, but I honestly thought he was crazy.

It was neither a formal relationship nor an unforgettable appointment with her.

Nevertheless, I wanted to see it. Kyungtae thought it was destiny.

How much heartache did you have when you finally met her, ignoring the cry of your heart to give up?

Her appearance is almost unchanged compared to when she was in middle school.

The difference in height, which only made half the difference in head, is now so that you can see the essence of the head.

The western sea, which was originally a horrendous body shape, became increasingly thin and darker, so that it could be embraced.

The short hair that came to the shoulders also became pretty hair that stretched to the waist.

I still wanted to see her go crazy.

So I opened my eyes at 6: 00 to take the first train to the island.

Since the West Sea did not have a cell phone, I left only the phone number of the regulation and arranged the lighthouse as an appointment place yesterday.

Appointment time is 9: 00, but it didn't seem like a bad time to go ahead and watch.

I feel like my dream has finally come true.

At the same time, bitterness spreads.

The condition in the West Sea would have deteriorated over the past three years and there might not have been much time to be together.

That's good if you can at least join her for the rest of her time and be strong.

Kyu-tae, who thought so, raised his body and headed to the shower room.

2.

I don't even go empty-handed.

I wanted to convey this swollen heart to the West Sea a little bit.

That's why I searched the shops downtown for gifts.

After all, what I picked was a small bottle of perfume.

Only a few thousand won for the tears of a chick, but the man who ate and bought it with a big heart went straight to the lighthouse on the train.

C. Environment

I thought I woke up so early, I bought a gift, so I was just in time.

“We have to stand!”

Sitting in front of the lighthouse shrugging and rolling the stone, the western sea looks back at Kyungtae's cry.

I thought black hair, like silk, was a scene of some kind of flashback.

Shoes that look comfortable in a white dress. I came to the salon and set my hair up in comfort.

Kyungtae didn't care.

I woke up rather than staring at her face brutally.

I thought I was really good at finding her.

Give a perfumed paper bag by taking a quick step.

The West accepted the paper bag with a doubtful expression.

“What is this? ”

“A reunion present. I bought one because I thought of you. ”

“Wow, thank you. ”

With a smile on the face of the western sea, he felt his heart beating.

Somehow, the atmosphere is different from yesterday.

I can't explain it exactly, but it's a sunken atmosphere. Or very mature.

One thing to do.

Anyway, it felt different from yesterday when I was like a child.

It's like after any big decision.

“I got a present for you, too, but that's great. ”

“Huh? Really? ”

Kyu-tae was happy to run. I didn't promise to trade gifts, but it's time to make sure they're right.

I guess fate is fate, too.

“I don't have one now, and I'll give it to you later. It might be uncomfortable to carry. I want you to like it. ”

The West looked at the regulation with a strange gaze.

“I'd be glad if you gave me anything. Oh! Do you want to rip the presents now? ”

“Do you think so? Wow! It's very pretty.”

The western sea takes the perfume out of the paper bag and shimmers its eyes. The drop-shaped perfume bottle was very pretty.

Spray it directly on your wrist and apply it to your neck. Sniff your nose like you feel good.

“How do you like it? ”

“Yeah, it's my taste. Thank you, Tae-tae.”

Today we promised to tour the island together. It's a date with the West Sea I've been waiting for so long. Used to be this tourist destination.

It would be a great place to have a great time.

And I will confess to her at the end of today's date.

I know that the West is forced to leave.

However, knowing that he would leave her and grieve, she liked it.

When she smiled sideways, she had black hair in the sea breeze and glittering eyes as if it contained a star.

I couldn't stand the soft, pale lips like a doorknob, even the little body like a doll.

Kyu Tae-tae shakes her head hard because she thinks her tears will be cold.

What are you doing? I give my hand to the West Sea who looked at him with a curious expression.

“Come on, let's go. ”

The West looked only at Kyu Tae-tae's hand, which stretched towards him.

Haven't you allowed it yet? A shameful expression.

The thumping calms the heart and clumsily refreshes Nurse.

“Can't you hold my hand? But you grabbed him once. ”

“Well, was it summer break? You were sweating in your hand. ”

It's a story of memories that only you two know.

I accidentally met her on vacation and played with her on the way to the karaoke room.

You still remember. She also felt better in the conviction that she had not completely forgotten herself.

C. Environment

To put it bluntly, it was the first time that I had held the hand of the West Sea, and I was so nervous.

I can be proud of the days when I sweated the most in my life.

“Hehe, what's the matter with you? ”

The West Sea shakes its head with a smile, and Kyu Tae-tae shrugs his hand in a hooded tee pocket.

I was ashamed and turned my back and said in a loud voice.

“If you don't like it, just give me a quick tour of the island. Let's see how pretty she is. ”

At that time, Kyu-tae's pockets were turned around and the hand of the West Sea came in.

When I looked back in shock, the western sea was holding on to the laughter of the world.

“What a mess! It's not worn out. Hey, honestly, you're a little embarrassed, aren't you? ”

A hand like Gossari, which differs more in size than then, comes into the hands of Kyu Tae-tae.

The articulation is small, and the skin of the back of the hand is clearly different from that of the male. Maybe it makes a difference if you put your hands together.

It was a little hand I wanted to lose.

“Ha, I'm not embarrassed. ”

As he bluffed with a hiccup in his hand, the West Sea laughed in a ticklish smile.

3.

Kyungtae was fortunate to see the West Sea as a refuge for the island.

I was just thinking of it as a fallen tourist destination, so I was going to put a little more weight on being with her.

But everywhere you look, the blue sea, the crib housing complex and the pension.

There has been no shortage since the reunion as the first dating course.

Next to it is the West Sea.

There is also a western sea with two hands tightened.

I felt very happy dreaming.

I just walked along the perimeter of the island.

Kyu Tae-tae was speechless with excitement and tension, and the West Sea also did not bring him anything else, so only two cozy silences

I enveloped a man.

Sometimes it just ends with a little talk.

And yet, it doesn't feel awkward, because the minds of the two people are firmly connected through these hands.

What do you think?

A steep hillside led by the West Sea has a place to show you.

Sunflowers stretched to both sides are already out of petals and bowing their heads.

Even the sunflowers blooming on the hills withered like sickness for the rest of their lives.

“What do you think? Isn't she pretty? My favorite landscape. ”

The eyes of the West Sea, chasing him with clear eyes, seemed to be looking at a world other than here.

The sunflower is full, and it seems to be looking at the world at that time when the summer sun was burning over the hills.

Kyu-tae nodded without even knowing.

If the West Sea is pretty, it's pretty.

“Yes, the view is good and everything is good. ”

He carefully asked the West Sea, looking down at the buoyancy unfolding before his eyes.

I wanted to ask you earlier, but it's a question I hid in my fear.

It was also a procedure to be confirmed before confessing.

“You have to stand.”

“Huh?”

“Do you have a boyfriend? ”

I didn't answer that question immediately. However, he crossed his head with his hand in his pocket.

His face, which was about to harden, was wet with relief.

I thought I was lucky enough to avoid the worst.

Swallow the saliva and open the mouth.

I've imagined this moment dozens and hundreds of times.

I've looked at all sorts of wonderful rhymes and confessional phrases, so it will be a better confession than any movie scene.

“You have to stand.”

“Why do you keep calling me. ”

“You want to go out with me? ”

But when I opened my mouth, it was an obvious phrase of a foot-and-mouth confession.

I was a little desperate. In my imagination, I'd melt the Patriarchate of the West Sea with such brilliant horses.

A confession I would have made once.

It adds late.

“I know what you left us for. But I still want to be by your side. I'm having a hard time with you.

I want to remember you even if I leave. ”

I came here to do that.

I followed her alone and stood here.

“I like you a lot. ”

Kyu Tae didn't forget what the West Sea said yesterday. I deliberately said it harshly to keep it down, but in it,

I also felt that I had a heart.

Knowing that, I know that confessing is my own selfishness.

But now I hesitated, but later I was confident that when she closed her eyes, she would not regret today's choice.

“I'm sorry.”

The West Sea made a heartbreaking laugh and declared its intention of silent rejection.

I can feel the bubbles of my heart that were pounding and swelling.

“I can't answer to your heart. ”

The autumn sun sinks completely beneath the horizon.

It was night.

The sky that starts to mix like it unwinds the paint gradually adds black light.

“Why? I'm not enough...? ”

I heard the footsteps behind Kyu-tae's back as I was about to say something. Slowly show yourself from the hillside in the dark.

was the man who introduced the West Sea as his uncle yesterday.

Big chunk like an athlete on a dry face.

In fact, the first impression was not very good because he seemed like an unfriendly person.

What you have in your hand is a beautifully packed Wen box.

“You left this. ”

As soon as he saw someone called his uncle, he ran to him with a sleepwalk.

Take the box and give it to Kyu Tae-tae.

Nor did he notice that the face of the West Sea was dark before.

“Kyu-tae, this is my present. ”

Even then, my uncle was standing next to me on the west coast.

Can't you see the situation in your head? I can't even read the atmosphere and ruin everything.

A little while ago, I felt worse as the West Sea followed him.

“Will you come tomorrow, though? ”

He refused to confess, but asked me to stay as a friend.

Yes, I can't drink the first drink.

It's been three years since I've tried to find her.

Closer to the West Sea, she could wait long enough to open her heart.

At that time, the hand of the eunuch naturally digs the side of the West Sea.

It was like a waistband between lovers.

After seeing him, Kyu opened his eyes.

The more frightened he was, the more the West refused to do so, the more he put out his waist so that he could hold his arms more easily.

It was.

“Hey!”

Kyu-tae yelled at my uncle without even knowing. I thought I was wrong about the Earth full of gardens.

However, the man's hand was clenching the ass of the West Sea with certainty. Wet the cheeky toes of the dress and put your hands in it.

I was being sexually harassed openly.

“What's wrong? ”

“What are you doing with that hand? Take it off now.”

“Why would I? ”

The eunuch, however, snorted at his reaction and reached over the shoulder of the West Sea.

Kyungtae turned to the West Sea with an incredible gaze.

And then I had a hunch.

These two relationships are not normal.

The West Sea looked like it was going to tears right now.

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