Devil Teacher

# 44_Four-leaf clover

1.

Was there the last thing you wanted to say?

What was the West Sea about to say in front of the dead?

Yuchan wanted to hear it.

I didn't want to hear it at the same time.

The moment I heard her, I was reluctant to change my mind.

I don't think so, but it's too bad.

Yuchan immediately took out his cell phone and listened.

All the stories ended with Aunt Park Hana in the West Sea.

There is a perception that this tramples on the last dignity of the West Sea and betrays faith.

However,

The West Sea is my own.

And Eucharist did not yet intend to grant death to the West Sea.

I had no intention of allowing anything to take her away.

“It's me. I need you to get me to a hospital right now. ”

There was a heliport on the island in case of an emergency on the island.

The first aid helicopter, which was waiting there in advance, took the unconscious West Sea to the hospital.

The legal guardian of the West Sea is Aunt Park Hana.

Surgery without my consent may result in a claim for damages for violating the patient's right to self-determination.

Approximately KRW 15 million in fines, KRW 20 million.

He made a pact to pay on behalf of the hospital if he had to pay a fine or compensation.

I can't keep it a secret anyway.

If a patient who's out of his mind by medication suddenly gets on the table, at least the surgical team will notice.

Therefore, this work also required the cooperation of one person.

A short time ago, a routine medical examination was conducted to examine the body condition of the West Sea thoroughly enough for a preoperative examination, as well as to explain the situation by nodding to one of the medical teams.

A young nephew who has no parents, and who, since he was a child, has weakened his mind and is unable to make proper judgments.

If you leave her like this, it's no different than euthanasia, and if anything happens, everyone will be responsible.

It was roughly this repertoire.

A 50,000 dollar bill filled with desperate emotional arms and baccarat boxes was enough to move the medical team's mind.

That has resulted in some additional expenditures.

The role of the euthanasia was only to inject the drug that was given to the West Sea on the day of surgery.

What he can do in the future is wait for a major surgery that is scheduled to take 12 hours.

I understood how harsh the surgery would be for her.

West Sea is not an auxiliary artificial heart or circulatory aid to assist the heart.

It is a fully prosthetic cardiac surgery that allows the heart to be completely extracted and used for extracorporeal circulation by the machine.

I don't know anything as detailed as the medical knowledge, but I heard it from Park Han.

You should only lie next to a large machine 24 hours a day and not eat properly, but also take care of it around a large urinal.

The patient's life cannot be guaranteed either, as this is not yet a fully validated operation.

Some people die during surgery, others die after 75 days abroad.

Nevertheless, it was a hundred times better than doing nothing, as Yuan thought.

No matter how painful and difficult it may be, waiting for the transplant of the heart to survive is much more valuable than giving up survival.

Yuchan asked for a cigarette.

Over the small island village, the snow starts to wiggle a little.

2.

It's been a week.

Despite being contacted by the doctor that the surgery was well completed, he did not go to the hospital.

This crazy aunt looks like she went into the O.R. as an attending surgeon in the West Coast.

It is not unlawful, of course, to lead a relative or acquaintance.

But where would it be easy to cut a person's body with a knife and perform a life-threatening operation?

In fact, the American Medical Association also recommends not to operate on anyone who maintains a close relationship.

It's not a big deal.

Yuan remained idle in the camper until the West Sea recovered and churned to such an extent that a sightseeing was possible.

I'm not staying any longer, so I'm ready to pack up and leave anytime.

In fact, two days ago, I was asked to come to the hospital because the condition in the West Sea had recovered so much that I could see him.

And also advise you to be firm in your mind.

It was for a reason that he could not convince himself that he did not go to the West Sea immediately.

Somehow I don't want to go.

This choice was even frustrating for those who valued the rationality of the emotional intelligence group and hated the way back to Bing Bing.

Anyway, I can't keep postponing it.

I left the camper early in the morning to meet the West Sea, and to convince and comfort her.

I'm bored to go empty-handed too. I stopped downtown to buy flowers.

A bundle of beautifully dried flowers with blue-pinned watermelon.

It will be better suited as a flower to decorate the bottles of the room than a chaotic rose.

The steps from the hospital entrance to the single-person inpatient room were light.

This made the West Sea disappear immediately.

I became able to own her at any time.

I felt good enough to hum my nostrils.

I'm a little upset at first because I ignored her doctor and forced her to do it, but if I find out that she has spent hundreds of millions of dollars and a lot of effort, I'll look her in the eye.

It was self-evident from her attitude so far.

In front of the mirror of the hallway, the refined casserole gently opens the room door.

The smell of the cleaned sheet and the scent of disinfectant.

On the extracorporeal circulation device, which will replace the role of the heart of the West Sea, you will hear a little buzzing machine.

Two tubes extending from the machine were inserted into the body of the West Sea.

This sickbay is a small birdhouse where the West Sea should stay for a long time.

“You have to stand.”

The West Sea looked out the window with the bed backrest up.

It was not a lighthouse that stood flawlessly on beautiful meadows, blue skies and sea.

It's not like they pushed out a fairytale landscape and took over.

Concrete and steel ash barriers and noisy cars.

What would it be like?

When he looked at the West Sea, Yuchan approached the West Sea with no answer and handed over a bouquet of flowers.

“I bought you a decent flower because I don't know what you like. I'll put it in a vase.”

“...... ”

The West treated the euphemism as a man without merit.

Even if you push a bouquet of flowers right in front of you, you won't even notice.

“How's your body? I'm glad you look better than I thought. ”

I whisper in a sweet voice that I would have loved if it had been the West Sea.

The West Sea opened its mouth small.

“Let's go...”

“What?”

“Get out...”

It was the coldest voice the West had ever heard.

This level of rejection is as expected.

The eunuch peeled off the wrapping paper that was wrapped in flowers and placed a blue watermelon in a water-cooled flower jar.

“You have to stand, I know your heart. But...”

“I don't want to see you...! ”

The western sea bows further and wiggles its arms roughly, concealing its face.

The eunuch stepped back a little and looked at the reaction of the West Sea.

And I saw it.

Her black box was cut off at the waist like the sunflower I saw a few days ago.

It was already a disgraceful level of bust to call flowers.

His eyes narrowed.

“You have to stand...”

It's sunny!

The first time the West Sea saw his face was when he picked up the vase on the bedside table and threw it to the eunuch.

Burton lips and a bunch of bloody eyes.

It wasn't the glance of love that I always looked at.

All that remains is disconnection and exclusion.

The vase thrown by the West Sea was not even at the feet of the eunuchs.

Instead, a sharply cleaved piece of glass rolls under his feet.

I looked down at the barrel of flowers that had become irreversible and the petals that were rolled up like corpses.

Everything she saw was surpassing the expectations of the eunuchs.

The girl exclaims.

“Okay? Because that's how people lie and play with their hearts. ”

Screaming, screaming, breathing like a pain,

Squeezes his head, chuckles, and vomits a dark grudge.

“Knowing with what heart, with what heart I was by your side... knowing... everything!!! ”

Something is wrong firmly.

It was overly optimistic.

That's all I could feel.

“That's not it...”

“How foolish was I? I was just... just having fun, you know, hanging on to your lies all by myself and hitting my feet? ”

It is not.

“I can't do this if you understand me a little bit. I couldn't have done this. I would never have done this... you just...”

I dig my head in the palm of my hand and feel cloudy.

I could see the teeth tightly between the hair of the West Sea, shaking my shoulders relentlessly.

“What did you want from me? Why didn't you let me die or live? ”

“..... ”

“I didn't want to live like this. I didn't want to suffer anymore...”

“..... ”

“Tell me, what do you want? My body? ”

The eunuch felt her heart rumble.

Later, he recognized it, and the emotion he defined was,

It was restlessness.

The anxiety that this relationship might be completely broken, that it might all be over.

Incomplete, unreasonable emotions that were not originally available to him.

The eunuch no longer refused it.

I was neither afraid nor petty.

It's an emotion you need to know in the future.

It is a complex challenge that only the West Sea can answer.

“Don't die. ”

I also noticed that the voice that was always speaking out loud changed.

Lift up your eyes and look at the eucalyptus.

What's hanging from the tail of an eye?

Expectations? Hope?

“Come back to me. ”

In his words, the eyes of the West Sea grew.

It was easy to see that the West was always a serious confession without the skin of a man.

“Come and let me know. Who I am, what I am. ”

And the moment I heard the last words, the West Sea vanished like a bubble of emotions that remained in the last days.

Hope that disappeared in the wake of the Fomal left only a trail of devastating disillusionment.

Enough to laugh at him as he expected.

He always did.

No matter how petty you are, you will not be disappointed unless you have fulfilled your expectations.

“Ha...”

West Sea laughed.

“Yeah, that's who you were anyway. ”

After all, what came out of his mouth was not an altruistic consideration.

A terrible childhood,

Self-loving.

Selfish desires.

For him, it was only himself until this moment.

“You know what? ”

What did you want with that person?

Did he not let go of his foolishness that he would change a little, even though he knew all about it?

If his last words were truly for her,

Something different?

“I really loved him a lot. ”

I was drunk in a sweet dream that was just a bluff.

In the illusion of loving death, I could forget a little fear.

I might as well thank him for that.

“But not anymore. You're no longer special to me. ”

Yuchan looked at the West Sea because he was a woodcutter.

“Let's go. I hope we don't see it again. ”

Completely disconnected.

There was a thin thread that connected herself to her.

He opened his mouth to say something, and shut up again without saying a word.

Because I felt intuitively that this was an ultimatum.

That the West has no foolishness in this differential life,

If you don't listen to her, I will choose death as soon as I can.

The West Sea turned its head back to the window.

All I could see was a tear falling over her patient outfit.

It was a lavish, dangerous life and a well-versed dining room.

Instinctively came up with the best solution, and many crises have been overcome.

However, I didn't know what to do until now, and I stood by her.

However, the side of the West Sea was no longer permitted to the eunuchs.

The eunuch left the infirmary without even spitting out what was left of it.

The feeling of defeat and helplessness resonates with the head.

“Goodbye, mister. ”

The last farewell in the West Sea to the gaps in the closing room door drained his back.

That was the last appearance of the West Sea. [Reviews] The West Sea episode is now over.

You still have a long way to go.

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