Diary of Guarding Monster Girls

This sin, lies with me.

Killing them at the same time is... justice.

It is this already tainted cruel justice that killed them.

And this sin...

Luhier raised her head, looking at the blazing sun hanging overhead.

When the once warm sunlight from memory fell upon her again, she felt only coldness.

Cold as ice.

She now knew who the true culprit was.

And at the moment she realized this.

A true self.

Was completely born.

And when an angel is born into self-awareness.

She is destined to walk a path opposing the will of the Divine.

And this is the Fallen.

To oppose the Divine is to be Fallen.

...

...

"..."

Luhier opened her eyes, quietly staring at the false sky.

Things after that, her memory has become somewhat blurred.

As for the specific process of falling, it was nothing special.

Just an Archangel expected by everyone unexpectedly fell.

She betrayed the trust of the Divine.

As for this matter, the minister did not deny it.

But who knows, before she betrayed the Divine, it was the Divine who first betrayed her?

At the beginning, she truly hated Him.

Angry at Him for betraying His faith, betraying His own beliefs, becoming so obsessive, so extreme.

Becoming unlike the past just and powerless "Sun."

But as time passed, it was after Luhier entered this prison that her thoughts gradually changed.

Under the forced calm of this enforced means, her anger towards the Sun God gradually faded.

Replacing it was a kind of sadness.

For the Sun God’s betrayal of the "Fallen."

He was the true renegade betraying past ideals.

Luhier indeed walked the path of a fallen for another road, for which she was willing to sacrifice everything, even falling from the realm of the Saint.

But at the same time, she was once the most steadfast supporter of the Sun God.

This fact cannot be changed by anyone.

Luhier did not want to see what she once believed in, regarded as higher than life, just taking such a wrong path.

Others have already forgotten what the Sun God was like initially, only remembering Him as a cruel and indifferent, yet dazzling Sun.

But Luhier remembers more.

In the beginning, He was not like this.

As the possibly sole awakened one, Luhier was the loneliest and most heartbroken.

But even so, even heartbroken, what can she do?

"I can’t do anything..."

Luhier knows well the strength of the Sun God, and knows His character more than anyone.

In His eyes, there are no reflections of anyone.

He will not yield to anyone.

No one can change His thoughts.

In this world, who holds the qualification to defy that sun?

No one.

Not even the Silver Moon Goddess has this qualification, unable to shake His thoughts.

That unparalleled strength brings extreme arrogance.

In this world, not many beings have the qualification to stand before Him, much less be regarded by Him.

He is arrogant.

Also lonely.

He is saving this world in His own way... alone.

He is trying to save everyone, and many regard Him as the savior of the world.

But who knows? Who believes?

Actually, He is the one most in need of saving.

No one believes.

They do not wish to believe the sun they worship has weaknesses, they will not admit He has lonely emotions.

Luhier knows, in mortals’ eyes, the image of the Sun God has become increasingly extreme, increasingly faint.

Was it the mortals who changed Him?

Or was He actively approaching the mortals’ view of "Him"?

Luhier does not know now, and perhaps will never know this answer in the future.

She just feels some regret.

Unable to resist wanting to sigh.

Sighing for that lofty sun.

Because she knows.

One day, the Master of the Sun will pay the price for His extremeness.

The sun...

Is destined to set.

"..."

Noble Sun.

You are indeed saving the world.

But when the time comes for the curtain to fall, who is qualified to save you?

"...Is the Savior destined to be unable to save themselves? The Master of Nature is the same; are you also destined to follow the same fate?"

Luhier didn’t know why she suddenly felt so sentimental, but she didn’t think this sadness was wrong.

She indeed hated Alberta’s mistakes, yet she also deeply loved him.

"If I could see him again someday, what would I say? Would I try to persuade him? Or... No, how could there ever be such a day, haha."

Luhier pondered this unrealistic thought, shaking her head in disbelief at her own crazy idea and laughed at herself.

"Impossible, he must already hate me to the core."

"After all, he never spares any Fallen... no one has ever escaped."

As a former Executioner responsible for capturing traitors, Luhier knew very well that no betrayer could evade the Sun’s pursuit.

"No one ever..."

Click.

As Luhier was thinking, she suddenly heard a faint sound of a door opening behind her.

She was no longer unfamiliar with this sound, rather, she had anticipated it for a long time.

He’s back.

"Herbert, you’re back... what!!?"

But at the moment she turned around, Luhier was completely stunned.

What did she see?

Eyes.

Luhier once again saw—those eternally cold eyes.

The Sun high in the sky.

Divine.

Came to hunt the traitor!!?

"Hmm!!?"

Luhier thought she had already become indifferent, no longer afraid of him.

But when that familiar sun aura appeared in front of her once more, she finally realized how wrong she was.

She was completely wrong.

She... was not as strong as she imagined.

She had always been living under his shadow.

She merely avoided it for a while, which couldn’t be counted as overcoming fear.

"Luhier..."

She heard that cold Sun voice.

He said:

"I’m here for you."

!!!

So, at the moment Miss Sunspot felt that familiar aura, she reacted completely.

Bang!!!

The violent aura burst out from the Fallen Angel, causing the entire Aurora Sanctuary to tremble slightly.

Her strength, stuck at the Epic Peak, started to slowly rise, forcibly pushing towards the Saint under the costless impulse.

Luhier was going to fight desperately.

But just as the Fallen Angel was ready to fight to the death—she heard a familiar voice.

"Eh!!!"

"Stop, stop!"

The previously cold "Sun" expression changed, his tone shifted, and he hurriedly said, "Calm down! I’m not him!"

Herbert looked at Luhier’s triggered appearance, instantly dropping the deliberately posed Sun Saint look, waving his hands repeatedly:

"Stop, stop, I’m saying stop! Just joking, don’t actually make a move—"

Look at you, so anxious!

I was just posing, and you’re already this excited.

Is it necessary!

["Sure enough, she was scared, cute~"]

Herbert heard the Harmonious God still watching the fun at this moment, angrily complained: "I told you this idea was bad, you insisted on making me scare him, Nenasha, this is all your fault!"

It’s all your fault—

But Nenasha didn’t take the blame at all, directly rebuffing: ["Haha, although it was indeed my suggestion, weren’t you obviously interested just now?"]

It’s all your fault—

"Well you see... no, wrong! If you didn’t propose, I certainly wouldn’t be so mean!"

["Hmm~"]

Seeing things were going wrong, the two teammates who were causing trouble had an internal conflict on the spot, and the unbreakable alliance crumbled dramatically, starting mutual blame in their heads.

And while Herbert and Nenasha were shifting responsibility, the Fallen Angel across them, although realizing something, gradually descended her aura.

However, she didn’t speak.

"..."

Instead, she took a deep breath, staring intently at Herbert, then silently tightened the Longsword in her hand...

Herbert: !!?

Not good!

Murderous intent!

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