Din no Monshou (WN)

Episode XV: The First Time

I woke up.

From a deep, dark world, it feels like it's surfaced.

It was terrible, my whole body was weak.

"......"

I don't have a voice.

I feel twitching and pain in my stomach and shoulders.

Apparently, he's been impotent again.

Open your eyelids and see the outside world.

Is this... the room in the mansion that Isabelle and the others rented out?

My vision was stuck and my body didn't move as much as I thought.

"A, le, que......"

The forced squeezed voice was badly plundered.

dilate the vocal cords and activate stiff muscles.

Not if you're giving me a death voice.

Just get back to normal.

"- Where's Alec?

I got a voice.

Be the first to say what you most wanted to hear.

I put all my strength into it and tried to get out of the futon.

"What happened to Alec..."

That's all I cared about.

Before giving Alec proper treatment,

I fell down unexpectedly.

If anything happens to her...

"... Gu"

Severe pain runs all over my body.

Mississippi and all parts of his body screamed.

Apparently he's suffered quite a few injuries.

But even ignore it and wake up the body.

At that moment, he grabbed his shoulder from behind and sank into bed.

- Who told you to wake up?

A cool voice struck me in the ear.

Turn around in a hurry.

Then there was the figure of one girl.

Long, golden hair.

Affordable remaining body.

But for that, a busy face.

Alec was smiling at me when he opened up.

"I hear you left that fool while my life was asleep.

Totally, totally unscrupulous. "

I guess I have bandages all over my body.

The hands and feet visible from the robe were painfully treated.

Some bandages have blood seeping through them, telling the story of their severity.

But still.

Even though he was injured, he was alive.

He's alive.

Tsk, tears spilled all the time.

Said it was after all that crying.

I can't stop crying.

"What, are you crying?

Alec said with a strange face, frightened.

But seeing as how I'm not responding, I try to keep talking.

"I thought so.

What are you going to do when you die, challenging a woman like that magic vault?

Surely you are... "

So - Alec's voice interrupts.

I was holding her.

"... Mm"

I was unconscious.

By the time I realized, I was scratching her.

Alec looks like trouble.

I pressed my cheek against her shoulder like that.

You can be rejected.

You can get kicked.

I just wanted to get the feeling that Alec was alive.

"... good"

Warm.

Never cold.

I also heard the beating, over the robe.

"... mmm. I don't know how to hug you."

Alec twisted his body itchy.

But I can't loosen my powers.

The emotions I was desperately suppressing when I was fighting.

Just the painful thought of disclosing it came up.

"Me... I was so scared.

If Alec dies, I don't know what to do... "

I was afraid of losing her.

I was horrified that the warmth would disappear from that body.

I couldn't wait to taste the loss.

"Once... when I thought about it, I couldn't stop trembling -"

"It's a pitiful one. You scared me."

Alec whispers in his ear like trouble.

Couscous, laughing, has been gently stroking my hair.

"I didn't think you could help me.

Thank you for protecting me. "

At that moment, for some reason, the back of my chest suddenly warmed up.

Is it a rewarding emotion?

That was something I had never experienced before.

If you keep your mouth shut, you're not going to stop whimpering.

Desperately trying to deceive me.

"I... I've been trying to help you since the beginning."

"Um, I'm sore.

I'm sorry I treated you like a foot wrapper.

You're weak, you're not dangerous, but you're dependable. "

I don't think she's ever recognized me this far before.

Even if that's flattery, I couldn't wait to be happy.

Unfortunately, I let go of my body slowly.

"... there was one thing I wanted to ask you"

Alec tilts his neck.

Apparently, I can't guess.

"Why did you pick up the change?"

…………

Alec pressed silently.

Apparently, you don't really want me to touch you.

But I must say with my heart turned into a ghost.

Alec was in crisis, probably because of the change.

"That money, is that the one I gave you in the king's capital?

"Bye. What's wrong with that?

"Why did you pick it up?

You didn't have a problem losing that kind of money. "

Was it a piece of silver coin?

It's a bit much for a kid's allowance, but it's a cheap category for an adult's salary.

I can't believe the Great Mage is obsessed with such gold to create a cause of defeat.

I just can't see it.

But Alec has disputed rather than elucidated.

"Idiot, it's a big problem! If it wasn't important, I'd pick it up!

"... important? It's like a grain of sand from you."

With that said, Alec has told me to shoot him off.

I didn't want to treat what you gave me unimpeded.

Straight gaze.

It makes me wander by accident.

"Deny this thought... are you going to blame me for my life?

A slightly obstinate, yet lonely look.

No, that's not what I meant to say.

I'm feeling kind of guilty, so I'm just gonna nail it.

"I'm sorry. Never mind.

But don't get lost when you have a choice, make your safety a priority. "

In the meantime, let's leave this about it.

I never chickened out.

Second, you must have remembered the silver coin you dropped.

Alec rekindles his anger at the Shanleys.

"Oh, he ran away without returning the change.

The golden deceased, blinded by greed... will not forgive, will never forgive. "

I'm so mad at you.

Once his health has recovered, he is likely to continue to get the Shanleys' neck.

I have trouble recruiting a fighting spirit even though I'm not at full speed.

I panicked.

Calm down, I'll do another one.

"... um, okay?

"Fine. But if you're sticking it in your robe,

I might fall in battle again. "

I took the hippo out of my nose.

It's surplus when making a tourniquet.

He had little magic in him, so he wouldn't cut it off easily.

Thread the string through the silver coin hole and necklace it.

"Look, don't drop it this time"

I'll put it gently on Alec's neck.

She has honestly put her neck forward.

"... I have no choice. I'll take it."

I'm muttering my teeth out badly, but it doesn't look like it's even plain.

She plays silver at her fingertips and puts herself in the collar of a robe.

And he shrugged, "Uhm," and turned to the smile that I contained.

"I don't mean to, but I have to give it back."

"No, nothing."

I didn't do anything that big.

But Alec tumbles through the robe.

"The gobria of the moment you punch your brains in the

A model that reproduces faithfully to green fluids... "

"Uh, fine. Enough.

Don't drag out the darkness of this world. Feelings are enough. "

Do you carry such a bad taste?

Please, don't let them out in public.

Weak people faint. Especially me.

"Just kidding. I've decided what to give from the beginning."

Alec turned to me and said with a strange look.

- Regis, meditate on your eyes.

"Huh..."

This, no way.

Can I think of it as "that kind of thing"?

With me, whose history without her is supposed to be horrible, I'm not that blunt.

I've come across these places many times before. In the computer.

What is Alec trying to do?

What are you going to do with your eyes meditating on me?

I could easily guess.

I close my eyes honestly.

Then Alec muttered as if he had decided to.

"For thee that hath saved my life, and departed from the paranoid ghost, from my life..."

Coming. This is coming.

Definitely.

Sometimes this breast is more evidence than anything.

- Give me two sermons.

Woohoo, mistake.

I sank it with one word from Alec.

I fall over the futon.

But I won't allow Alec to grab my clothes and fall.

"Listen to me properly.

Open your eyes when you're ready. "

"... a, hi"

Replies in a state of relief.

Words and other things were no longer in my ear.

Oh, my God, I expected you to look like an idiot.

I got hit.

I wondered why you let your eyes meditate, for spiritual unity.

Something's suddenly vanishing.

I opened my eyes, feeling more and more.

Then Alec tells him to fold up.

"I thought I advised you not to challenge the Shanleys.

Why didn't you listen to me?

Where I'm sad, a frivolous pursuit.

I thought I'd joke about it, but I can't seem to do it because Alec's eyes are serious.

If I misanswer, the kick is going to fly normally.

While I'm on guard, I try to elucidate.

"No... I don't know, your body comes first -"

"It's a species of life.

Don't lose sight of the enemy's power.

You could die next, right?

"... Yes, you're right"

They crushed the words, and I even nodded.

That's not a bit of air to argue with.

But I don't care if you tell me you prioritized coins to feed on spears.

I tried to point it out, but the waves are invincible doctrines.

Let's just say this place is a lion dancer with its head up and down.

"- And one more thing"

It's still there.

What are you going to do with my spirit?

Waiting while pioneering, Alec mentioned something extraordinary.

"Are you going to take Sephi... and kill Sephina?

"... heh!?

For a moment, I thought I heard it wrong.

But there's no way I can mishear you at this close range.

"What are you talking about, all of a sudden"

That one word, just not to be missed.

You were reading my rebellion, Alec kept saying.

"Give me the Dragon God's spoon."

Tough gaze with or without sarcasm.

Losing momentum, I take it out of my nose and give it to him.

Alec lit the seed fire with fire magic, illuminating the pattern of the spoon.

"What do you see here?

"... is this a crack"

If you look closely, there is a horizontal one-letter crack in the spoon.

Even though I try to fold it with my bare hands, I'm not scared of the hardness.

Alec extinguishes the seed fire and raises his fingers to explain.

"The spoon is not omnipotent.

It is originally delicate, and the farther away the material is from the drug, the more burdensome it is.

Plus, if you pour excessive magic into it, you'll lose your endurance in no time. "

So, I recall.

Speaking of which, did you put Argigos dake and herbs on a spoon almost with the material?

In addition, it injected so much magic into it.

Well, there's no point in burdening it.

"We're just going to make sure it doesn't break once or twice.

But the damage caused by this magic infusion is too significant "

You mean you've handled your precious treasure pretty well?

But... I don't want to be blamed.

At that time, I didn't have a choice.

I don't even know how much magic I can put into it.

It was just an attempt to create a drug to resuscitate Alec.

"However, without your help, my life would definitely have been desperate.

I can't be so angry. I'd rather be thankful. "

They were taking it from me around there.

However, Alec does not loosen the hand of pursuit.

"But one wrong step, this spoon was broken.

Instead of saving my life, you couldn't save Sefi, could you?

…………

Sure, maybe it is.

It's just a theory of results, but I can't argue with you if you're talking about possibilities.

Just because it was extreme doesn't excuse it.

But from the beginning, not only did I get the keys to Sefina.

I was also thinking about the possibility of using it for Alec and Isabel.

If anything happened to them, I was going to cure them, even willingly.

"Thou shouldst not have used a spoon on my life, if it had been for thee.

You should have seen him dead to use the keys in perfect condition. "

"... don't say that"

If we were to carry out our purpose, maybe we should have.

Because anxiety materials should be erased.

But... I can't break it.

I just wanted to help both.

Is that something you shouldn't do?

I can't cut one of them off.

"I treat my life on an equal footing with my real mother, who has only one person in this world.

You think my life would be happy to imitate that? You think I'm happy?

"If you're gonna say that..."

Even you, there's only one person in this world, who would be important -!

I tried to say that, but Alec had a sharp glance.

"I don't need an excuse.

Sin is not punishment. Eat your teeth off. "

Magic eruption.

I feel Alec's prickly magic and my body atrophies.

I accidentally close my eyes.

Then the next moment...

I felt a soft fever on my lips.

"- Huh!"

It was unintentional.

Sweet smell that tickles your nostrils.

Open your eyes with amazement.

And I got a grip on the situation.

Alec put his hand on my cheek, overlapping my lips.

My head is boiling, words are not coming out.

The sweet sensation is transmitted directly and pierced into the cerebral marrow.

"... Phew"

Alec slowly let go of his lips and glanced at his tongue with a chill.

And answer the earlier question with a merciful and gentle voice.

"You showed me who I am, didn't you?

I'm sure you'll be happy.

Glad to hear it. "

That's what I've been saying.

For shame or around the end of the story, I think my voice was a little turned upside down.

Me for a while... but suddenly my uncontrollable emotions crept up.

"To the book, you are..."

Keep the feint on, this is it at the end.

I thought you were going to be beaten for a moment, and you said you were ready to die.

Shy, the core of my body is getting hot.

"This is what I owe you.

I know it might have been annoying... but don't give up there. "

No, there's nothing annoying about it at all.

Alec looked intoxicated and put his hand on his chest.

"Well, it's my first time in my life.

It's not like my heart's going to be great right now. "

"... what?

There was an unexpected whisper.

For the first time... or the toddler girl of the last 500 years of things.

Somebody bring a lie detector.

"It's not like I wasn't interested in men.

More than that, I've been busy exploring the continent and studying magic. "

It's your life work, isn't it?

Then we don't even have time to play.

"My son, who respects speed, and I don't have time for that... What are those eyes?"

"Yea, nandemo"

Well, I think you noticed my suspicious eye.

In the meantime, I finished the conversation with a snarky word.

But it was surprising that you never even kissed.

Alec coughed one up and returned the dragon god spoon.

"Fair enough. Now I'm talking more about keys than I am.

With this level of crack, the dragon god's spoon will run fine.

But don't take great care when handling magic equipment. "

Copy that.

At the time of return, my hand touched only a little.

Then a soft feeling and a sweet smell came back to me in the back of my brain.

I blush unexpectedly, pointing my thoughtful face in the opposite direction.

"What are you going to do?"

Alec suddenly becomes silent about remembering something along the way, too.

She had her fingertips shaking and reddening to her ears.

You're with me.

Totally shameful.

We can't look at each other and it's very creepy.

Every once in a while, I'm going to remember what I just did.

Damn... I can't believe you got yourself involved with every single one of me.

It's true...

"You're annoying each other."

I smile unexpectedly.

Every time we do something, it's a sermon fight.

It is unusual for both of them to have an affair so far, and to be a reward for their admonition.

Speaking of which.

What the hell happened to the other elves after I passed out?

Why don't you go outside for a second and check with someone?

The moment I thought so and lifted my hips - I realized there was a shadow at the door.

Apparently, he's been there since earlier.

The person was stiff looking at this one.

I make a grunting voice.

"... ah"

He stood there, looking like Isabelle was relieved.

◆ ◆ ◆

I feel very bad.

The highly competitive Alec and Isabelle often scattered sparks.

And sometimes they targeted and competed against me to determine the advantages and disadvantages.

Rather, that was the main thing.

How many items have been damaged as a result of this?

And what I'm concerned about...

…………

Isabel was likely watching Alec's behavior earlier.

In a nutshell, it's like throwing gasoline at a fire scene.

To avoid the outbreak of war, I panicked.

"Oh, Isabelle! You're safe.

As I can see, it's coming back to life like an undead bird.

I'm glad no one died, yeah. Really. "

But Isabel pierces silence.

I need you to react to something because I'm scared.

And here my wish has reached God?

Isabelle sank her body a little silently.

... sink your body?

Wouldn't that be in a sword-drawing position?

In a moment of fear, Isabel made the start of divine speed.

I have a bad feeling about it.

Furious momentum looms over here.

And of course, Alec, who's a good opponent.

It wasn't.

For some reason, Isabelle jumped at me.

"Great!

With that said, I'm going to give you a hug with all my might.

Rubbing into the wound and the pain runs, but not now.

Isabelle has embraced me as much as she can and told me to calm down.

"Really, I was worried...?

There was this big hole in my stomach. "

That's the same sentiment I directed at Alec earlier.

- I'm glad you're alive.

No other love, but thoughts that don't spring up if you don't think wholeheartedly of someone.

"... when I left Regis and went back to the canyon once, it was so hard.

I don't know what to do if something happens to Regis... But really, good... "

He brings tears to the edge of his eyes and gently slips his cheeks away.

I rubbed Isabelle's back and thanked her.

"Thank you then for going to get the elves.

Isabelle is safe, and I'm really glad. "

At that time, Isabel was asked to return to the canyon because

To get you to go and get help, of course.

But more than that, I wanted to make Isabel a little less dangerous.

She's important to me, too.

I didn't want him to go to the dead place alone.

As a result, I was stunningly bummed out instead,

I was supposed to be able to help rescue Isabelle.

Well, what if it's over.

"... you shouldn't be impotent any more.

When Regis looks away, he immediately leaves us and tries to get to a dangerous place. "

That's sad you can't deny it.

I don't want to die either, so let's be careful.

"Okay. Thank you for your concern."

With that said, Isabel nodded cocklessly.

Relieved, that's the look.

No, I'm relieved in a different way, too.

You didn't see one earlier, did you?

I stroke my chest down.

Then here's the turn.

Isabel turned a cold glance at Alec.

"I just... I'm gonna do something you didn't see."

Looks like I was watching.

Tensions are soaring.

In contrast, Alec tries to stir it up and say it back.

"What, are you a loser? This kind of thing has nothing to do with first or second."

Why are you so full of confidence?

But it was like giving in somewhere.

To the words, Isabelle nods in agreement.

"Oh, yeah, right.

Regis would have gone through it about as many times as he kissed... "

He laughs bitterly and even says it as if it were natural.

I groaned sorry.

"No... sorry, but it was my first time"

I've been through a dark past life. It's me.

I've only been training and studying ever since I was born.

Where did you say you had time to get involved in sex work?

No, I don't.

I saw Isabelle's behavior while remembering the antiword in my brain.

With a pulled smile, she lowers her hand softly.

And I grabbed the broadsword sheath, and with my other hand...

"Don't try to pull your sword out silently, Isabel!

"... Alexandia, would you like to talk to me on the table for a moment"

Bottom cold voice.

I can't even hear my stop.

Isabelle is still going to pull out her sword and be slashed.

Exactly distracting. When I saw how it was, Alec came up to me.

"Regis, protect my seniors! You promised!

That's what I'm saying, trying to hide on my back.

No, I did say I'd protect you.

In this situation, and in the form of shielding me, do you want me to keep my word?

Seeing what Alec does, Isabel sweats cold.

"Here, here. It's cowardly to hide behind Regis!

"Isabelle, I'm not an injured man, am I?

What is that attitude towards the weak? Shame on you. "

Alec tenses his chest and insists in a dignified manner.

That's a lot of injuries.

But look at her like that. Isabelle squeaks.

"You're almost completely healed..."

Speaking of which, Alec's wound healed unusually fast.

The movement around my back was usually the same as usual.

You mean you're still pretty healed just because the wound is still there?

"If it's too frustrating, it's depressing.

Why are you making so much noise with kissing? "

In response to the impending Isabel, Alec responds with a nasty odor.

And here - Alec did his hand to his jaw.

It unleashes an aura as if it were a famous detective.

"... um, wait?

She tells with a pinned look.

Then Isabel blushed suddenly.

Look at me as a flicker, dyeing my cheeks red.

I may have guessed what Alec was going to say.

You don't have to waste it, it's something I can understand.

I don't have to deduce either.

Why did Isabelle get upset when she saw a series of actions between me and Alec?

Why was he so angry that he pulled out his sword and was about to wage a struggle?

Four-hearted of a continent with a nihil grin.

Alec came to the conclusion that...

"- Hello, are you on your period?

"My anger has exceeded its limits. Ahhhhhhhh!

Isabel pulled out his sword and slashed Alec.