Divine Doctor: Daughter of the First Wife

Chapter 1176: I Don't Want To Die, I Don't Want To Live

Jian County

Because Yunfei said she wanted to have lunch together, Anzi cooked herself and made a few excellent dishes. But Yunfei was extremely kind and difficult to figure out. She clearly promised to eat together. Then, when it was time to eat, she suddenly said that she was going to go shopping in the street. As a result, there were only two people left at the table.

The Anzi helplessly said to Zhengrong: "Let's eat! I left some for Lady Yunfeng. When she comes back, she can eat when she's hungry and hot. Although she stayed in the county, she rarely contacted you and me during this time, but she wanted to come to her heart because you were separated from the Seven Highnesses. Today is probably also temporary regret, this situation is not twice at a time, don't worry about it, eat more once, it would be ugly for people to lose weight like this. ”

“Am I... skinny?” I wanted to feel my cheek, I asked, and I shook my head with a smile. "Didn't you say girls have to be thinner to look good? Thinner and more visible, the ladies in your household in Jingli are more energetic to lose weight. When my older sister was here, and in order to make herself look thinner, she never ate a bite of food for five days, only some fruit and some tea. ”

“But then what? I was hungry and fainted. I asked the doctor to prescribe the medicine. It took me half a month to get some strength.” The Anzi is angry when she talks about the phoenix sunken fish. "How are you not learning how to do her?” But when I think about the final ending of the phoenix, I sigh, saying that these days, compared to the life of the former phoenix, are like previous life and present life. If I'd known today would be such a pleasant sight, I'd have thought she'd be more energetic in her old days. “Let's eat! Don't even think about it.” He pressed another spoonful of rice into the bowl.

Wanting to watch Anshi pressed and pressed the rice hard on her, she sighed and held up the bowl, clipped a chopstick rice to her mouth, but she couldn't swallow it down. I took two bites, but I don't know why, all of a sudden, a heart acid burst up, that kind of heart acid made her almost unbearable, even if she exhausted all her efforts, tears couldn't help but fall down.

She put down the bowl of chopsticks and cried with her hands covered. Anshi was frightened and asked: “What's wrong? Son, what's wrong with you? Why are you suddenly crying? ”

Wanting to cry and shake his head, he swallowed: “I don't know, Mother, I don't know what's going on, I'm just sad, suddenly, for no reason. Mother, my heart hurts. Why is it hurting so much? ”

Where does Anshi know why? If she wants to cry, she can only help her to soothe her back gently. From time to time, she consoled her: “Perhaps this time is too depressing. Lady Yun refuses to leave. You must go to her yard all day to ask her for sin. Although she no longer says anything, you hold your heart, and your mother and father are watching. If you want to cry, just cry and always think about yourself. It's impossible for a person to die alone all his life. Mother and father always have to leave the world one step ahead of you. If you are never with anyone, there are never one or two children under your knees. How can you reassure your mother? ”

The reason for wanting to listen to Anzi's words is because, as she said, no matter how she climbed up, something was always wrong. She was helpless and shook her head, “No, Mother, not like you said, I would cry, not because of that. Mother...” She shrugged and suddenly asked: "If I die one day, won't you cry? ”

Anshi stunned and nodded: “Yes, it will tear, it will hurt, even if you are far from the corner of the sky, I will still be heartbroken, because we are mothers and daughters, and we are connected. ”

“That's right!” Think about it and wipe your tears dry yourself. Even though it would still spill out, she stopped crying over her mask and took up the job again, shoved two bites of rice into her mouth hard, and went to clip a chopstick meat in the bowl, and said to Anshi: "Then I can't die. ”

Anshi was confused by her, and it was even more unclear to think about eating hard, so she kept staring at her face until she thought about serving a second bowl of rice and finally couldn't help but ask: “Why do you suddenly say something that won't die? Why are you eating so much? You've never eaten a small bowl. You can't even eat a small bowl of rice this time of year. What's the matter? ”

“Nothing.” You want to shake your head stubbornly, "just want to live healthy, for your mother's sake.” After that, I put another big sip of rice in my mouth. But eating and eating, the tears in his eyes shed even more, finally flowed into the meal, swallowed with tears, hidden salt. “Mother.” He said, "Though I don't want to die for my mother's sake, I don't really want to live, what should I do? ”

She's asking Anzi, she's asking herself. There was a sense of unease in her heart from a man who was hidden in her heart, who was once too far away and close to her, who could die with her only one step away, but who eventually chose to return to her initial distance. Only that person in the world has always held her heart, as the Anzi said, and she can feel it, no matter where it is. But then what? Thousands of mountains of water, she couldn't get to him.

Xuantianzhou took Phoenix with her and led the army back to Bincheng. She walked with Phoenix and suddenly found out that there seemed to be someone missing. She asked Forgotten: “Have you seen Feng Zhaolian? ”

Forget Chuan shook his head, “I didn't see it, as if I hadn't seen King Lian since the accident this morning. ”

She asked the other person again, and all the information she had received was that she had not seen Feng Zhaolian again this morning. Feng Yu twisted his eyebrows and a few guesses turned his head and finally sighed helplessly. It's just that that person can't just come for Xuan Tianhua, he has his obsession, he has his hatred, and she should understand when Feng Zhaolian stays in the palace in a near rogue way and lives in the Queen's Jingci Palace. The man who followed her to the capital couldn't possibly just want to start a new life. He had a deep blood feud with Temuan, and he must do everything possible to obtain the whereabouts of Temuan. Now that there is hope, how can Feng Zhaolian stay in the capital safely and steadily?

Just hope he's safe! If not, it is fate too. Who can escape the causal cycle?

The army finally arrived in Pennsylvania before dark the next day. Xuan Tianhua left 50,000 troops stationed in the city pool. At first sight, his own men withdrew and hurried to open the city gate. He looked inexplicably at Xuan Tianzhou and Feng Yu and brought back hundreds of thousands of troops.

The army re-stationed in Bincheng, Phoenix was always in a difficult position. After entering the city, it went up the East Wall and looked in the direction of building the city. Unfortunately, after seeing half a bed, she still couldn't see who she wanted to see.

Xuantian underwent emergency deployment after entering the city, and the battle meeting took place for three full hours before it ended. Shirazawa told him that Phoenix had been on the city floor. As he passed, he was seeing the girl standing on the corner of the city building with a thin little body. She just had to fall half a step forward and scared him into a cold sweat.

He hurried up and dragged people down, but without waiting for him to say anything, he heard Feng Yuxuan say: "Xuan Tianzhou, you're here just in time, I want to talk to you about something. ”

“Are you going back to the city?” He knows this girl too well. If she is the enemy, she will never leave a scene behind and will definitely clean it up by the most powerful means. But if she really cares, she must protect her life, even if her wings are not full, with her slim little arms behind her.

Feng Yu nodded. “I can't rest assured that Brother Qi hasn't retreated yet. Xuantian Zhui, let me go back and see! I'll be fine, you should understand.” She blinked at him and shook her left wrist again, "Rest assured, as soon as we find Qi, we will return immediately, and I just went to find someone, definitely not to touch that end of Mu An Guo. ”

Xuantian was helpless, "Go! Even if I don't agree, I can't stop you. Just be careful, and don't drink city water, okay? ”

“Yes!” the little girl laughed happily. “Don't worry, I'll be right back. You'll be fine.” Running down the city building, he shouted, “Xuantian, lend me your horse to ride, I will hide the horse in a safe place and promise to bring it back to you.” After that, people have slipped underneath.

The gate opened with a little stitch, and the money put her out herself, and then she saw the princess riding the BMW whip on her own, and she had to grin. You're so tough! The big enemy is still in the enemy's territory, a little girl is so arrogant and single-handedly holed out, which is really too bold for a man. Looking back at Xuantianzhen, who had also come down from the city building, he asked worried, "Is the princess going to be okay? ”

Xuantian followed the gap before closing the gate to see the dusty shadow, without answering the money. It's not a question of whether there is anything wrong, but knowing that the girl has room to save her life in her hands is not difficult, but she still feels uncomfortable...

Ten miles away, where Dashun Army used to be stationed, Feng Yu was already at noon. Although it was freezing cold in the winter, the corpses could be scattered, and there was no leg of mutilated meat everywhere, it still made the air cloudy in this side of the world.

She came down from the horse and rushed like crazy into the broken corpse, beneath her feet, several times she was almost stirred down, and one time she stuck her hands on the ground, pressing it against the head of a dead man. She was also disgusted and tried hard to find it on that land. Every tent she couldn't put away went in and looked. Unfortunately, finding it did not succeed in finding Xuan Tianhua.

She tried to shout and was afraid that there would be ambushes around her, so she searched for nearly a time, the camp went over, Xuan Tianhua did not see the end. But I found a lot of blood in my handsome tent...