Divine Doctor: Daughter of the First Wife

Chapter 1198: You Can't Have No More Hope

Xuan Tianzhen came to Phoenix Delta twice, but Phoenix Delta just didn't know. Most of the time, Xuan Tianzheng came in the middle of the night to leave before dawn, so he knew that Phoenix had recently suffered from insomnia and was always unable to sleep in the middle of the night, either walking in the yard or sitting on his knees in the house, sitting or overnight. He was very worried about Phoenix Fande. On several occasions, he wanted to go up and hug people, but he felt that the girl had nothing to do with him anymore. He could only show up and disgrace himself.

Tonight he came again, listening to Qi Fang say that the other day he was a sidekick, someone here scolded Phoenix Fande for two days and two nights. He wondered, "Phoenix Fande is not as angry as she should be!" But when he disappeared, he saw that Phoenix still sat quietly in the house as if it were a normal day. His face was calm and he didn't look angry at all.

And he thought, "Maybe it's been a few days. Are you mad?" But it's not right, because of Phoenix Fande's temper, where can it be so easily quenched? Normally, it should be a month of scolding before it's over. He came early, wanted to see the girl's condition before he fell asleep, and wanted to hear how Phoenix Fander would react after he learned he had taken another sidekick.

However, I still can't see anything, and Phoenix, like I haven't experienced anything like that, has nothing to do with it and lives quietly.

However, Xuan Tianzhen still sees something wrong. This time of year he did not come, and most of the time he came late at night, he can not see the life in this yard. Earlier today, plus New Year's Eve, people slept late. When he arrived, he saw Winter Cherry feeding Xiaobao. It's half a bowl of steamed meat, obviously already eaten and warm. Bao ate fragrant bites from time to time and advised Fander to eat some too. But the powder doesn't eat, and sits there quietly watching.

Later, Bao went back to bed after eating, and he heard Winter Cherry and Fandee say: “Miss only ate half a bowl of noodles at night, why don't you make some more food for her! Young Master steamed meat can't finish, there is leftover rice in the stove, the slave will heat you up, why don't you eat some more steamed meat? ”

Fandee shook her head and said, "Forget it, I'm not hungry. If I can't finish the meat, I'll keep it. It won't break in the winter. What if the kid wants it tomorrow? New Year's Eve, you can't let that child eat vegetables like us. You can change the rest of the meat tomorrow and make it. Put some dried vegetables in it. Baby loves it. ”

Winter cherry is helpless, “Too bad we can't afford a cook, slaves can't cook anything! This bowl of steamed meat is just some salt, maybe the young master doesn't like it. Either... or we'll have a cook? It doesn't have to be very good, just a woman who can cook, how can it be better than a slave's cooking fragrance? ”

But Fander waved, “No, even if she's an ordinary woman, we'll give her the first half of silver for a month. That half of silver we can buy a lot of things. If we eat alone, a month is almost enough! ”

Winter Cherry didn't say anything after listening to this. After finishing up the matter on Fande's side, she went back to accompany Bao. Xuan Tianzheng listened to the conversation between the two servants, and his heart was not particularly flavorful. If he had known this girl was having such a hard time, he should have left her more silver.

Xuan Tian was distressed, but now that the two of them are like this, he just wants to give it, and Phoenix Fande won't want it. He had no choice but to hide in the corner of the courtyard, watch Fander silently as usual, and leave quietly before dawn.

After a year with her! Xuantian thought, on the first night of the first year, he was at least accompanied by her, so as not to leave the girl alone to suffer. Now the Phoenix family is still in Beijing alone. This girl has a bad temper. She refuses to make peace with Phoenix. She is always reluctant to speak softly. If she can have those two sisters around, she can be relieved. Just like now, how can he be assured?

At dawn, Xuantian walked away. Phoenix stood up from her chair, her feet were a little numb, and it took a few steps to stabilize. When she walked out of the house, there was no one in the yard who had been watching her secretly, and the breath had been blown away by the cold wind in winter. Phoenix didn't actually see Xuantian come, but she just had a feeling that, just last night, somewhere in this courtyard, there was a man standing there quietly looking at it, looking at it as if it were a night. She wanted to come out and look, her feet were all dirty, but she took them back. She knew it was Xuan Tianzhen, and in this capital city, she can still remember to take a peek at her people, only Xuan Tianzhen alone. But then what? Now that they have their own lives, she lives quietly in this small courtyard, uncontested with the world, and he dramatically incorporates a woman into the house, continuing his ridiculous prince's life. Everyone has a choice, but there should be no more intersection between them.

Fander sat in the yard and overnight the stone stool soaked her with a spiritual spirit and her whole body was cool. But she didn't get up and let the cold spread until the fingertips were cold, until the winter cherries came, and she said to the winter cherries who persuaded her to go back to the house: “It's okay, cool down, cool down and clear my head so that I can tell who's who and what kind of life I deserve. ”

She was satisfied with the status quo, even though she was a little impoverished, even though the silver on the bottom of the box was going to be empty, although soon she would have to find a way to make a living so that life could last. But Phoenix thought, even if it had been so poor, it would have been much better than before in Phoenix. She couldn't figure out why she had always liked to fight so much and why she had always cared so much about the position of a young woman in the Phoenix family. Now look back, even if she's a Phoenix girl, what can she do? Now that the Phoenix family is gone, she is only a daughter-in-law of a broken family, and will never achieve another Phoenix. After all, she did not have the skills like Phoenix, nor did Phoenix want to be as good as she wanted to be, let alone look ahead. From the beginning, she stood in the wrong team, so much so that she now has no friends or family.

But what can you do? She's laughing. And Bao! Whoever the father was, the mother was always the Han family, her own brother.

“It feels good to have a loved one around.” She smiled at Winter Cherry, but that smile was only a moment and soon faded again. She told Winter Sakura, "After this year, I'll give you back your deed of sale, you go! Don't wait for me anymore, find a good master to follow, at least don't eat meat for ten days like now. ”

Winter cherry stunned, Phoenix Fande willing to return her deed of sale? What a dream she had! This Miss Feng Si had a grumpy and clear temper. She also had to curse her. She had thought so much about being able to sell her body back to get her freedom. She had thought that no matter what kind of master she was with, she would be better than Phoenix Fande.

But now, when Phoenix really said she was going to give her the deed back, Winter Cherry was a little overwhelmed. I forgot to be happy. Instead, I was stunned and my nose was sore. Suddenly, I felt like I didn't want to go. I didn't really want to abandon Phoenix to start a new life. I was accustomed to following Phoenix. Her life had been completely integrated with the Phoenix family and with Phoenix. Then I left. It was like being kicked out of the house by my parents. It was hard on my mind.

She shook her head and said to Phoenix Dai: “The slave won't leave. If the lady wants to save the moon silver, she doesn't have to throw me away. The slave doesn't want the silver, she just wants to stay with the lady and the young master. Life is bitter now, but it's nothing. What's so bitter about being a man? There's nothing wrong with a slave if you can live like this. Besides, when the previous days were good, the young lady had never been unjust to the slaves. She tasted them deliciously and dressed them well, and she had never regretted it in her life. Miss, don't worry about the future days, the slaves have thought about it. After the year, the slaves will go outside to connect the needle threads to make a living. We can make a lot of money if we don't make more money. If we have light tea, we can at least have a full meal. ”

After she had finished, she did not wait for Phoenix to reply. She turned around and went into the house. When she came out, she brought a cloak to put on her face. Fander stunned, “This cloak is fox fur. It's worth a lot of silver. I remember letting you take it out and paint it. Why are you still here? ”

Winter cherry sighed softly, "The slave didn't deserve it. The lady didn't bring much out of Phoenix. You've always loved this cape. We can still live. There's no need to sell it for silver. ”

Fander stunned for a while and reached for the cape. Snow white fox fur was a birthday present given to her by Phoenix Won when the former Phoenix family flourished. She was a little girl, she was going to be nine years old, and she wasn't as tall as she is now, and the cloak now looks very petty in disguise. But she was so tight, she couldn't help it, the fur was still bright and so beautiful.

This is the only thing Feng-yuan ever gave her, or did the Han family make fun of and help her ask for it? In the eyes of that father, there was always only the unspoiled fish, and the other daughters in his eyes were just stones to pave the way for the sunken fish. Now, those who were once brilliant are dead, and instead, she's alive. Think about it, Feng Yu is still good for her, at least among the people who have fought her, left her alive.

Phoenix laughed bitterly. She should not have done anything against her heart for a daughter-in-law if she had known her mood had changed so much today. However, there are no regret pills available in the world, and the reason I now understand is that I made mistakes in exchange for time, time cannot be reversed, and nothing can go back.

“My hope is gone," she muttered softly, "Second Sister, I can't let you have no more hope. Come back soon! I don't think this capital city is as peaceful as it sounds! ”