Xuan Tianyan came to Fengfandai here, not actually once or twice, but Fengfandai did not know it.Most of the time, Xuan Tianyan walked before dawn in the middle of the night, so he knew that Fengfandai had recently suffered from insomnia, and was always unable to sleep in the middle of the night, either walking around in the yard or sitting with his knees in the house It ’s a night.He was very distressed about Feng Fandai, and he tried to hug him a few times, but he felt that the girl had nothing to do with him anymore.

Tonight he came again, listening to Qi Fang said that a few days ago, he sat on the side concubine, someone here scolded Feng Fandai for two days and two nights.He thought, what kind of temperament Yifeng Fandai might be!But when he disappeared, he saw Feng Fandai still sitting quietly in the room as usual, with a calm face and no anger at all.

He thought again, how many days have passed since Xu died?But it's not right, because of Fengfandai's temper, where it is so easy to get rid of it, normally, it should be the last month of curse before it is finished.He came specifically earlier, before he fell asleep, he wanted to see the status of this girl, and also wanted to hear what Feng Fandai would do after learning that he had accepted a side concubine.

However, still nothing can be seen, Feng Fandai is just like not having experienced those things, there is no response, she lives quietly.

It was just that Xuan Tianyan still saw that something was wrong. He didn't come during this period of years ago. Most of the time when he used to come in the middle of the night, he couldn't see the life in this yard.Today came earlier, plus the New Year, people slept late. When he came, he just saw Dong Ying feeding Xiao Bao.It was half a bowl of steamed meat, obviously it had been eaten and reheated.Xiao Bao ate a bite at a time, and persuaded Fandai to eat a little.But Fandai didn't eat, so she sat quietly and watched.

Later, after finishing his meal, Xiaobao went back to bed. He heard Dongying and Fandai say, "Miss only ate half a bowl of noodles at night. I would like to make some more for you! You can't eat steamed meat After that, there is leftover rice in the stove. The slave-servant will warm you up. Would you like to eat steamed meat again? "

Fandai shook her head and said, "Forget it, I'm not hungry, I will keep it when I finish eating, and I won't spoil it in winter, in case the child wants to eat it tomorrow! , You Minger will also change the remaining meat to make tricks, put some dried vegetables in it, Xiao Bao loves to eat. "

Dong Ying was somewhat helpless, "Unfortunately, we can't afford the cook, how can the slave cook do anything! This bowl of steamed meat is just put some salt, maybe the young master does not like it. Otherwise ... or we will ask a cook Come? It ’s better not to have good craftsmanship, just like the wife who usually cooks, how can it be more delicious than the slave-cooked meals. "

But Fandai waved her hand, "No, even if it is an ordinary wife, we have to give the first half of two silvers a month. We can buy a lot of those halfs of silvers. If we only eat, one month will be enough!"

After hearing this, Dong Ying didn't say anything. After finishing the things on Fandai, she went back to accompany Xiaobao.Xuan Tianyan listened to the conversation between the master and the servant, and his heart was not particularly tasteful.If I knew that this girl had such a hard time now, he should have left some silver for her when it was divided.

Xuan Tianyan felt distressed, but as of now, the two are in such a situation. He just wanted to give it, and Feng Fandai would not want it.He had no choice but to hide in the corner of the yard, watching Fan Dai silently as usual, and leaving quietly before dawn.

It can be regarded as spending a year with her!Xuan Tianyan thought, on the night of New Year's Day, he would be with her anyway, and he would never let that girl live alone.Now the Feng family is still alone in Beijing. This girl has a bad temper. She does n’t want to reconcile with Feng Yuheng and Feng. She does n’t want to talk softly. You can also feel at ease.Just like now, let him feel at ease.

At dawn, Xuan Tianyan left, Feng Fandai got up from the chair, her feet were a little numb, and she took a few moments to stabilize before taking a few steps.When she walked out of the house, there was no one in the yard who secretly looked at her, and even her breath was blown away by the cold wind of winter.Feng Fandai actually did not see Xuan Tianyan coming, but she just had a feeling. Just last night, in a corner of this yard, someone stood quietly and looked at it. .She came up with a look, her feet were all on the ground, but she retracted it.She knew that it was Xuan Tianyan, and in this capital city, there was only one Xuan Tianyan who could think of her secretly.But what about that?Now they each have their own lives. She lives quietly in this small courtyard and has no dispute with the world. He also vigorously puts women into the palace and continues his ridiculous prince's life.Everyone has their own choice, but there should not be any intersection with each other.

Fandai sat down in the yard, and the stone bench that had been cold for a night soaked her in a spirit, and her whole body was cold.But she did n’t get up, and let this icy cold spread until her fingertips were cold, and until the winter cherry came, she said to the winter cherry who persuaded her to sit back in the house: "It does n’t matter, cool down. Okay, keep a clear head and let me know who is right and who is wrong, what kind of life is what I should have. "

She was very satisfied with the current state. Although she was a little poor, although she looked at the silver at the bottom of the press box, she would be empty, although soon she had to find a way to make a living so that her life could be maintained.But Feng Fandai thought that even if he had been so poor, it would be much better than his previous life in Fengfu.She wondered why she used to like fighting so much, and why she used to care about the position of a daughter-in-law of the Feng family.Looking back now, what if she became the daughter-in-law of the Feng family?Now that the Feng family is gone, she is a daughter-in-law, but she is just a daughter-in-law who breaks through the family, and can never achieve another Feng Yuheng.In the final analysis, she did not have the skills like Feng Yuheng, nor the good temperament Feng wanted to allow, nor would she be far-sighted. She had stood in the wrong team from the beginning, so that she now has no relatives or friends.

But what about it?She smiled, and Xiao Bao!No matter who the birth father is, the mother is always Han, her brother.

"It feels good to have a loved one around." She smiled at Dong Ying, but the smile was only a moment, and soon dimmed again.She said to Dong Ying: "After this year, I will give you the deed of deed, you go! You do n’t have to wait for me anymore, and then you can find a good personality, and follow me, anyway, you do n’t have to eat like ten days, A bite of meat. "

Dong Ying was stunned, Fengfandai was willing to return her deed of sale.This is what she dreamed about!This Miss Feng Si is irritable and irritable, and she is not a curse to her. She once wanted to be able to sell back her deed to get free, and once thought that no matter what kind of master she is with, she will be better than Feng Fandai. of.

But now, when Feng Fandai really said that she would return her deed to her, Dong Ying was somewhat at a loss.I also forgot to be happy, but froze in place, my nose sore.Suddenly I feel like I do n’t want to leave. I do n’t really want to abandon Fengfandai and ask for a new life. I am used to following Fengfandai. Her life has been fully integrated with Fengjia and Fengfandai. Leaving was like being driven out of the house by my father and mother.

She shook her head and said to Feng Fandai: "The slave-maid does not leave. If the young lady is to save the moon, she will not have to chase me away. The slave-maid does not need money, so she wants to accompany the young lady and the young master. It ’s okay, what ca n’t you be a bitch to eat? You can live such a life as a young lady, what ’s wrong with slaves? Besides, when the days were good, the lady did n’t treat slaves badly. I have tasted wearing slaves, and I have no regrets in my life. The lady does not have to worry about the future days. The slaves have to think about it. After the new year, the slaves will go out to get some needlework. Yes, at least a full meal. "

After she finished speaking, she didn't wait for Feng Fandai to answer her question, turned around and entered the house. When she came out, she brought a cloak to cover Fan Dai.Fan Dai was stunned. "This cloak is made of fox fur, and it's worth a lot of money. I remember the one you took it out for. Why is it still there?"

Dong Ying sighed, "The slave-servant didn't want to do it right. The lady brought out from Feng Mansion is not much. You have always liked this cloak. We are still alive and there is no need to sell it in exchange for silver."

Fandai froze for a moment, reaching for the cloak.The snow-white fox fur was a birthday gift from Feng Jinyuan when the former Feng family flourished.At that time she was young and will be nine years old. She is not as tall as she is now, and her cloak now looks very stingy.But she has always been tight and reluctant to use, and her coat is still shiny and very beautiful.

This was the only time Feng Jinyuan sent her such a good thing, or Han's coaxed and troubled to ask her.In the eyes of the father, there was never the only beautiful Phoenix Shenyu. The other daughters in his eyes were all for the stones that paved the way for Shenyu.Now, those who were once glorious are dead, but she survived.Think of it this way, Feng Yuheng is still good to her, at least among those who have been against it, she has kept her alive.

Feng Fandai smiled bitterly, knowing today that her mood had changed so much, she shouldn't have done anything to break her heart for a broken daughter-in-law.However, there is no medicine for regret in the world. The truths I now understand are all exchanged for the mistakes I made. Time cannot be reversed, and everything cannot be returned.

"My hope is gone," she murmured softly. "Second sister, I can't make you hopeless again. Come back quickly! I always feel that this capital is not as calm as it seems!"