Dungeon Defense (WN)

“Your father is a pervert. Every woman, no matter what she looks like, is a drunk pervert. ”

“It's true that Dantalian's lust is somewhat excessive. ”

“Then why am I the exception? ”

Laffith Lajuli, the State Department clerk, snapped his chin and thought:

“Miss Daisy is a foster daughter, though. It is forbidden for a father to marry a daughter. ”

“Do you think the State Department thinks your father would be proud of such a taboo? ”

“Absolutely not. ”

It was an immediate answer.

At least the two of us agreed on your perversion implicitly.

“Maybe it's because Daisy is still young. ”

“The Demon King Barbatos is younger than I am. ”

“Yes……. ”

Laffith Lajuli's face darkened. She seemed to have tried to protect his honor somehow, but she acknowledged that denying his lust by any means is as close to impossible as denying the sun.

The secretary of state sighed a little.

“Perhaps Dantalian doesn't want to be responsible for Miss Daisy. ”

“Are you responsible? ”

“Dantalian, once a woman has mingled, wants to take responsibility in any sense. You can see it when you look at Barbatos. Both of you pretend to be freely in love, but in reality they are bound to each other. ”

I nodded. When I saw the two of them, I was offended because it seemed like they were playing a childish prank.

“But Miss Daisy. Dantalian already carries hundreds of thousands of lives on his back. You know that, right?”

“Yes.”

“Dantalian's shoulders are already heavy enough. Relationships that take care of each other are only a factor that makes them heavier. What he needs is the opposite. ”

Laffith Lajuli's blue eyes stared at me.

“A relationship where both parties are free and equal. That's it. Only in front of the person with the relationship can Dantalian breathe comfortably as he is. ”

“ ……. ”

I was dumbfounded by the State Department.

It was like lightning struck me.

Why haven't I noticed something so simple? He was a villain who massacred hundreds of thousands of people. He was also a man who clearly recognized himself as a villain.

Telling such a villain 'I like you' is only torture. You don't deserve to be loved. You'll blame yourself for loving me like this. Three's love was a deadly poison to your father.

Dory's father needs someone who will say, "You're evil."

A man who would prominently declare that I would hate you on your behalf, because you deserve to be hated. That's the kind of man your father needed!

While I was quietly trembling at the realization, Laffith Lajuli's secretary of state muttered.

“I envy you. Miss Daisy.”

“I…? ”

“I've decided to be Dantalian's companion. I was originally a humble merchant of half a man, and I was never worthy of Dantalian. I'm still desperately trying to be there for him every day. ”

The State Department woke up every morning and took care of work until late at night, like a madman. All documents of Marathon and Territory were resolved by the State Department. I was impressed by such a competent secretary of state.

But it wasn't. The State Department did not consider itself capable. I thought she was an incompetent merchant woman. That's why I had to rely on work desperately....

“That's why I'm barely staying with Dantalian. He entrusted me with a nation-state position. But you're different. ”

“ ……. ”

“You didn't put much effort into it, but Dantalian recognized you. I've put a lot of effort into getting this job done, Miss Daisy. You're sober. ”

The eyes of the State Department were dimly shiny.

I wasn't jealous. I was more reprimanded. You quietly scold me for what qualifies you to occupy such an extravagant position.

“Don't be ashamed of Dantalian. ”

“ ……. ”

“This is my warning. If Dantalian considers you an exceptional human being, please show him what you can do. If that's not possible, leave Dantalian's side. ”

Laffith Lajuli's secretary of state got up and left the office.

I leaned back deeply and dropped the State Department bill. I received a favor I could not repay her. If the State Department hadn't advised me, I would have misunderstood my father like a naked cheapskate. After a long time in the Oval Office, I kept my back bent…….

From that day on, my life's purpose has been set.

I hate you.

What my father needed was not blind love. Blindness only choked him. What I really wanted from him was a witness and a witness who looked at himself as he was.

Only then could I not insult his life.

“You really are a piece of shit. ”

“Just what your father would have thought. I can't even look at my rotten self. ”

“Why are you crying? Did your father suddenly feel sorry for the Parisian people who just massacred him? Ridiculous.If you think you can wash away your father's sins with such guilt, it's a big mistake. ”

Laugh at it.

Laughs.

Fulfill your father's role as a witness.

Every time, he burst into anger and whipped me or tortured me. After the anger in my heart subsided, my father's mind stabilized for another few days. This was also the role I played for myself.

“Jack…… Mother…… Ah, I… I……. ”

Every night he fell asleep, he was obsessed with nightmares.

At that time, I put him on my lap and sang a little song. I excelled in anything other than a normal person, even when I couldn't do it. When I whispered slowly, my father groaned and went straight to sleep.

I whispered to my father.

“That's all right. You will surely be punished one day. ”

“ ……. ”

“If no one can do it, I will. Nothing to worry about. Now close your eyes. ”

I gently wiped his sleeping forehead.

The father explained why he did not enjoy sleeping, saying, "The Demon King doesn't need much sleep," but it was different. I didn't want to suffer from nightmares, so I only slept once every four days.

Yes, it is.

I'll give my love to Laura de Farnese as much as I want.

I'll let you love Barbato, Pymon, Citri, and whatever else you want. You should get drunk on love without even knowing that you'll strangle him in the end. I wish we could destroy it like that.

But as much as hate.

As much as I hate your father, I'll take his place.

You love him even though he massacred 200,000 people. I don't even know how much that 'still' hurts my father. Foolish women. Only I truly understand you.

Forgetting is fleeing.

Pleasure is an excuse.

Drugging is a sin.

These unending ethical equations underlie your father. You don't know. You don't understand. If I'm not mentally in the same bloodline as you, no one can take you for granted.

The problem was, my father was a master of acting.

If you play a role carelessly, you'll simply be spotted. Then I needed to deceive myself completely before deceiving my father. Every morning, I got up from bed and whispered to myself, looking in the mirror.

I hate you.

Your father is an unforgivable scum.

I will never forgive such rubbish.

― ― Results were successful.

“That's why I can't be your bitch, you idiot! ”

“Stupid. The only thing I've learned is a book, and I'm not foolish enough to give it away. ”

“You hypocrite. Aren't you ashamed to see your long rain? ”

I was talented in acting too. In addition, in front of me was an example of an actor who had never been seen before in history. Looking at my father, I soon came to the point where I deceived myself.

The more he vomited his anger at me, the worse the torture, the more confident I was that I was performing my role successfully.

It wasn't that hard, actually.

He acted for everyone he met. Whereas I'm just two people. All I had to do was pretend about him and myself. What do you mean "acting"? I really hated him. ― I should not have realized that this was an act.

“Daisy, watch his end. Our kind is a death that cannot be met. Let's keep it in mind. ”

Yes, Father.

I'm only an actor on stage for one of you in the world.

I play only for you, I sing only for you.

The world has brought you nothing but cruelty. I know that. Nevertheless, you did not refuse the gift, and it was your own fault to bear the yoke.

The world has done nothing for you.

I give you my own soul.

Though it may not be any consolation to you, at least there is one person who understands you, I will keep.

That's why I was born.

My life.

Everything about me.

Dantalian.

My father.

Dantalian.

I really hate you.

* * *

― ― The first one who noticed the crack, was probably me.

“Speak frankly. Did you do it?”

It was at the palace of Governor of Batavia when my father fell. Laura de Farnese, the Armed Forces Register, pushed me into the corner of the mansion. The arms dealer's face is filled with evil spirits. I nodded my head because I didn't know what was going on.

“I don't know what you're talking about, Mr. Secretary. ”

“The Lord. You're poisoned by the drugs that go to the Lord! If not, then how come the Lord hasn't regained consciousness in days! ”

What kind of nonsense is this stupid woman talking?

I didn't harm my father naturally. It was more difficult because it was subjective. If I felt that this would have a bad outcome for my father, I could not do it immediately.

At best, throw a pillow at your father. No matter how much I thought about it, I was only allowed to do what I thought would be harmful to my father.

In the first place, I couldn't hurt my father.

“I think you're mistaken. I am your servant. He is also a slave to his father before him. What could I possibly do to harm him? ”

“ ……. ”

Laura de Farnese's green eyes glared at my face coldly.

“You can't be serious. ”

“If you don't trust me, trust your father. Your plan was always perfect. Do you think my father will be defenseless enough to be beaten by a servant like me? ”

I wanted you to think if you had a brain in your head.

The Military Register was utterly worthless, except for its decent appearance and talent in tactics. If you leave the burden to someone like you, it's clear that a kingdom will be spared. I don't know what you were thinking.

“Now if you'll excuse me, I have to clean your bed. ”

I grabbed his arm, and I grabbed it.

With it, I was able to clear the siege of the military commission. I duck and step aside. I felt her staring at me all the way back, but I ignored her.

That was the prelude to every collapse.