Endo and Kobayashi’s Live Commentary on the Villainess
Lesson 39 ■ ■ ■ ■
At first, it was one.
One of its powerful things, found in two later, eventually found its way through the chaos.
I'm there.
And I have a duty to raise this world.
Yes, the moment I became aware of my existence and mission. The next thing Sole felt was loneliness.
Sole understood that he was absolute. Sole realized he was a god. Sole therefore grieved that he was lonely.
So Sole figured it out in two pairs. And the two decided to support each other and join forces to create a world.
"This world is boring. I want someone who can talk to us."
"You want an intelligent life form? But it's very difficult to create it.
You'll need a lot of time. And definitely not necessarily. "
"Then somewhere, you can imitate the approximate. Create similar creatures."
According to those two intentions, this world was created.
As a result of trying to create something similar, modeled after the (...) Ko (...) or (...), to create the earth, the sea, the sky, and humans. That's this world.
"Let us be fathers and mothers of this world"
At the moment we decided to produce people, we defined ourselves to be very similar to the goddess Lilena on one side and the goddess Quon on the other, to some human being. He became a beautiful man and woman, like the light itself, with platinum hair and golden eyes.
Then two, I loved you. Various lives were born as two children.
Something that can increase without eating other life, something that flies through the sky, something that has strong powers, something that has terrible nails, something that is poisonous, something that increases quickly…….
A lot of something was born, only those with strengths survived, and eventually, [people] were born who looked just like two.
"Yeah, very similar."
The emotion we remember in those who look just like some human being is affection. We were both supposed to feel the same way.
But Kuon made a mistake.
Seeing the men and women of the first people to love each other, he wished that the (...) minutes (...) would be (...) loved (...) by the wind (...).
He wanted the first human woman, Aefa, to be his own, he wanted it.
"The other one's in the way."
The masculine god slew Adam, the man of the beginning, her pair of beings, arrogantly still in his own emotions.
But I couldn't do what was there once.
Aefa didn't forget him. I mourned his death all my life, grieved, no matter how much I was loved by God, I didn't even let her love Quon or laugh at God.
Aefa loved only her husband and the two children for the rest of her life as it was, and died.
"I wanted to be loved. That's all."
Quon mourned, and grieved, and behold, to him, Lilena, his half body, turned away.
"I love you. I love you more than anyone."
But no matter how much the goddess told her love, Quon refused to do so.
"Lilena is me. I'm Lilena. We were originally one.
Where I was told I love you like that, what the hell does that mean?
I want to be chosen. I want to be chosen by Aefa. Out of all the possibilities, out of all the countless options, I want to be chosen.
Be chosen, …… I want to be loved "
Quon's Was it love, love, or was it just an obsession with the emotions of those who could not help themselves with the power of God again?
Aifa's soul, turned to such a strong emotion of God, was carried by her destiny to reinvent itself in this world many times.
Good, grow up, love, die. But no matter how many times she tried again, she didn't love God.
I had loved other people than the paired beings, but only about God, I didn't love them.
Is that because God killed his own pair in the beginning? Is that because God was arrogant? Is that simply because of the difference in feeling between God and man? God, who had never been loved by Aefa, was eventually determined.
"Then I'll be human too. Be human and let her love you next."
So Quon chose to kill himself as God.
But Lilena couldn't forgive it. She was unacceptable, such as the disappearance of her pair, the only reciprocal being.
So the two, we fought.
The two, which were originally one and should have been together all along, were hostile because of the emotions each of them called love.
"You killed me,... thank you"
The result must have been a triumph for Quon, who died smiling like that.
One of the gods who created the world (Quon) even erased its existence from the history of this world, and the other who lost one (Lilena) went mad.
I don't want to.
Don't hate me.
Likes
Don't look at anyone else.
I hate that girl.
Don't steal my light.
Likes
Even though it's mine.
Hate
I love you, baby.
That's why.
Yursanayyursanayyursanayyursanay ■ ■ ■ ■
Throw away the eagle, ■ ■ ■ ■ ■.
Lilena was swallowed up by the pain she had endured all along by the emotions she was holding back because Quon was there for her.
It was supposed to be like the light itself. She dyed black, hostile to this world created by herself.
Like hitting the grief of losing Quon, wiping away what brings him to the existence (Aefa) that took Quon's heart. I sprinkled a curse on this world.
It spawned monsters attacking people, causing disasters, manipulating and competing people's hearts, and she became what she called [a great calamity] [an evil black].
She was losing her power in a struggle with her half body, and if humanity joined forces, she could defeat it.
But she's the mother of this world.
Many times I gained strength from this world itself, sometimes I took it away, resurrected it, and many times I plunged the world into chaos. After all these years, she eventually became known as the [ancient witch].