Entering a Company From Another World!?
190 Ready to do it or not to do it, or be in a position to need it
The Superintendent told me that the first thing I did was not to get in touch with South and Sheng, but to go to the party room to discuss whether or not to get in touch.
It's quieter than I thought, maybe not, if you put it in an unlocked room. I made him think.
"? The lock was open...."
I had a question mark in the atmosphere, and I tried to go inside and say that the key was not closed, but I couldn't say it until the end.
"Suddenly!? Hey!"
"Let me, senpai!! I've been waiting!! I've been waiting for you all day!!
"Aye! Don't hug me, it's hot and painful! What is this air!?
"I don't know!? Kitamiya has been playing with her smartphone silently ever since she came to this room, and even if she talks to you, what? He replied with a nice voice, and all I could do was put in coffee, check things together, and then I went shopping thinking that if I ate something, I'd be fine!!
"No, I'm doing pretty good. You."
Perhaps Kitami herself is not going to be in a bad mood.
While holding the hall to his waist, he glanced at Kitami, where he sat on the sofa in the living room, reflecting that he had failed to see the noisy hall.
In the case of Kitamiya, I was just worried about Amelia and I had to deal with it.
Rather than being a member of society, it wasn't an adult response.
"I'm sorry, I was a little frustrated."
"No, that's fine, because I know Amelia's worried."
Though he tended to lie down, Kitami firmly apologized with his head down toward the hall.
In contrast, Kaido accepted the apology, waving her hand to the left and right in front of her face, feeling her feelings or otherwise.
In the meantime, things aren't going as usual, but let's cut to the chase with the improved air in the room.
I sat at the work desk with three people and told them what the supervisor had told me and where Amelia was going.
"... Amy"
"Shut up, that's pretty bad."
Both of them look pale because there is nothing good to talk about.
"If you leave it alone, it's definitely not going to be rock 'n' roll."
And if I honestly mention the future development, Gatan and Kitami will take their seats if I can't say a bad word of consolation here.
"Hurry! We need to help!"
"Calm down, I'm sure we have to hurry, but you're not the only one who's not ready for anything. I will kill Amelia."
Huh
The current situation is bad regardless.
I understand your intention to spare time, but that's why you need to carefully prepare to stop Kitami with a strong eye.
We have a choice to sit still.
However, it was obvious from looking at the present Kitami Shrine that they would not make that choice.
That's why we shouldn't neglect to scrape the anxiety element if we're going to move.
Be careful when you take precautions.
"I told you to think carefully from my mouth before choosing. I do not intend to withdraw this word. But I do understand your desire to help Amelia, even though there are some momentary emotional disturbances."
Interventing in this war means crossing a line that transforms the values of life.
It's not a play, it's not a training, it's a real killing scene.
I was worried about whether I could jump into it, so I made a choice with the Kitamiya clans.
"I won't tell you not to follow me, but I'm not going to take you with me."
I'm not going to ask you to help me because things have changed here.
That's because I'm going to take away their options.
"I'll get Suela to help me get there and do it for me. It is only me and Himiku who are certain to go there as it is. I'm sorry, but as the Kitami said, we don't have time. But I can spare you a little time. I want you to get in touch with the south and Katsushi and decide if you want to come with me."
I'd like to give Suela, Memoria, and Himiku a little time to think about it.
It is Himiku who will be the main force on the ground.
Suela is a pregnant woman, and Memoria doesn't want you to take her because she wants you to support her.
If the Superintendent wants to get out of the battlefield, he's got permission to arrange some gear.
Moments and situations change, and time passes.
We must move before something happens in the meantime.
We must do what we can quickly and prepare ourselves.
"I am!
But I have to ask you something.
"Kitami, don't let your emotions get in your way. The situation is worse than you think."
I temporarily stopped the Kitami Shrine from taking a seat and immediately announcing its participation.
In any case, it is not a calm act, but an emotional act.
There is no rational judgment there.
"There's no convenience in helping Amelia alone and not hurting anyone else. What I've been hearing about is your readiness to kill. I'm asking if you're ready to survive killing."
There will be no mistake in wanting to help Amelia.
There is something about rough emotions, but there is no doubt about it.
However, I leave it to my emotions to go to help, and even if I am not a person, I still have anxiety about whether I can kill emotional and intelligent creatures and make Kitamiya and Kaido decent.
In addition.
"I'm ready to stain my hands with blood. 'Me' wants to help Amelia. I chose it myself."
From here on out, we sometimes have to discard goodwill, pointing to the fact that the possibilities are unlimited.
I actually cut people.
The emotions at that time were busy on the spot and I didn't feel anything, but after the passing of time, I came under attack.
Even after it was over, the feeling of cutting something in my hand stuck, and the guilt and the question of why I did it buried me.
It took me some time to carry and swallow the fact that I had done it, but at that moment I definitely crossed the line.
The future that will taste that feeling awaits Kitami and the others.
On the other hand, there are me who think it is better not to taste it if I can, but I think it is necessary to stay at this company in the future.
That's why Amelia concluded by adding that she should not be confused by the fact that she had to help, and seeing the North Palace, where her face had to be distracted but she seemed lost.
Kaido watches over nature and its mouth.
Turning to the side, I looked at Kitami.
Those eyes are burning with emotion, but they also look unstable from my point of view.
It's not wrong to help Amelia, but I don't want that to be an excuse.
As an excuse, if you leave the battlefield, you'll only regret it.
As an excuse, even if Amelia was rescued, they would have backed each other up.
"Moving for someone is a good thing. But on the other hand, the responsibility is heavier than usual. I have to take responsibility not only for my own actions, but also for others."
If you choose, the responsibility comes to you.
I will bear the burden of killing the opponent, not Amelia.
As that sounds, I open my mouth, choosing a word, hoping that it would be a source of judgment for both of us.
"However, it is not impossible to assume the responsibility of others. Suppose I slaughtered the enemy to help Amelia. Look at that. Amelia says she doesn't want you to help me. Then my actions will be in vain."
"What a waste."
It's gonna be okay.
My behavior is radical in itself, but in normal times, it makes sense to help in a space called the battlefield.
I would like to block the words of Kitami and say that my explanation is not in vain, and I will continue.
"What I'm asking for and what I'm trying to do are not always the same. That's human emotion. Can you handle Amelia's feelings? Can Amelia say she doesn't care because she did it on her own, even if she denies the consequences of her struggle and blood staining and helping her?
I can tell.
No, I have to tell you.
I said that because I was ready to help.
I know how you feel when you come to help, when you're denied.
But I don't think it's the same to assume that everything is acceptable before you do it.
Of course, I'll do my best.
Try not to kill your enemies as much as you can.
That's why we need to gather a little combat power.
"If that's impossible, I won't say anything bad. Leave it to me this time."
"What, I don't have enough power?
"It's my push. I weighed my regret that I didn't go to help, and my regret that I was denied by helping, and I wondered which one would be better and you wouldn't be hurt."
But we don't just need to gather that power.
Again and again, we're going to the battlefield.
It is no exaggeration to say that it is an extraordinary final point.
"... I know. I didn't have a choice. Can't you just leave it to momentum?
"Oh, I'm sorry, but a flash of blanks can kill you."
In a space called the battlefield, what is fatal is stagnation.
Whether Amelia denies it or makes it impossible for Amelia to accept it under any circumstances, she must not be prepared to put aside the act of swallowing and prioritize the achievement of her goals.
Crying, anger, depression.
I can do this because I'm alive.
Thinking stops with a clap of applause and becomes immobile.
And on the battlefield, it's like putting a neck out of a Reaper's sickle.
That must be avoided.
Severely throwing out the Kitami shrine, shaking with half-emotions, I slowly get up.
"I'm sorry I only gave you a little time."
"... okay, you're not leaving today, are you?
"Yeah, at least it should be okay today."
"Well then, I'm going home today. When you leave, make sure you contact me and let me see you off."
"All right, think slowly. And Kaido, I'm sorry, but I need you two to get in touch. Please come if you can."
"Uuu... senpai"
Ah?
"It's better not to impose.
"You don't have to worry, asshole, because you have someone who can spit out your weakness. Think about it."
Ugh
All I want now is strength, not strength.
I don't know if I'll be able to come up with my thoughts in a little while, but after a gentle greeting to Kitami, where I was on my way home, I quietly left the party room and headed towards Suela.
One word today.
Sometimes I have to tell you not to do it, but it's hard to say it.