Entering a Company From Another World!?
193 hours is not enough to make an important decision.
Organizations can sometimes be tricky and troublesome, but they are powerful.
Things that take a lot of time to prepare individually can be shortened to a few tens of minutes.
The Superintendent sent me a report describing Amelia's movements, and he told me this morning that it was time to move.
Then I have no choice but to make a decision.
"So, did you get the answer?
Convene another party member except Amelia.
There was a color of tension on the faces of the gathered faces.
There's nothing I can do about it.
It's only been two days since Amelia crossed the world in a short time.
In the meantime, I didn't think it was possible for young people living in Japan, a country of peace, to decide quickly whether to go to the battlefield to risk their lives or death.
"I'm not a joiner.
"You... well, okay?"
"Leader, aren't you dealing with the clumsy lately?
"You don't seem to think about it, and you're thinking about it. I trust my ability to organize and judge my mind."
"... why not? It is strangely illuminating to be honestly evaluated like this, or there are awkward people who cannot face the leader directly."
The exception seems surprising.
First of all, south of the head of the exception, I said nothing more, without relaxing without feeling concerned about the nervous party room air.
Somehow, I could predict this answer, so I answer normally, but the reaction seemed unexpected for the south, and I'm trying to dye my cheeks slightly while returning the joke reaction, but the trick is not sharp.
But in a way, the air in the field is ready thanks to the south.
Everyone is nervous to start talking first, and it may not matter if they are used to it, but it is also true that it is easier to talk if there is a life-changing presence.
Thank you very much for creating such air in the south, and tighten your mouth, which seems to be loosening.
Look at the faces remaining.
The Amelia rescue team is now me, Himiku, and the South.
To be honest, we have a minimum of members.
But if you think about it, you can say you're still worried.
Careless not to cause such anxiety, I quietly look at the other faces.
Kaido laughed bitterly at the actions of the south, Kitami remained serious, and the victory still seemed to be lost.
……
I don't know what to do here.
These questions are unexpectedly coercive.
I get on the first answer myself.
This time, I want you to take responsibility for your thoughtful decisions and answer them.
So I shut up and waited for the answer to the other questions.
I'm coming, too.
……
The next one I cut out was Kitami.
I'm sure he was lost in answering and repeated himself over and over again.
However, the results have been achieved.
That's it, nod.
Her expression after she said she would go was firm in determination and readiness.
It was not her decision to act on her first day of hearing about Amelia, but the decision of the North Palace to take a step of her own volition.
"Okay. Let me rely on your strength."
"Yes, I'll do what I can."
With that answer, Kitami nodded satisfactorily.
"Unlike the awkward, it's disgusting that you're really serial."
"Uh-uh. Unlike you, I'm serious. Don't be with a gag like you."
"Don't tell me!! I told you the truth, but you shouldn't have said it!?
"You were aware."
We started a skirmish with the south.
I wonder why the serial air doesn't last at our party.
I wonder what the remaining two will do.
"Hey, my ladies are strong. Honestly, as an older man, I can't stand up."
"From me, it feels like it's happening now."
He scratched his back head with his right hand and looked at the face of the hall that he spoke of, and he smiled bitterly.
When it comes to my usual Kaido position, I feel like I can't rely on oniisan anymore.
A plain position where you can do it, but you have to blow it up.
He lamented the fact that the Kaido was late for the speeches of the South and Kitami Shrines, but when he asked whether he cared about such a thing now, his ears hurt and he smiled deeply.
"Well, that's me. I'm going to help Amelia."
Okay, good luck.
"Senpai!! Is there a serious difference between being polite and being miscellaneous just now?! I've been thinking hard. Isn't that more like it? Is that okay, or did you show me how you're prepared?"
I don't think so.
Such a kaido is not without trouble, nor is it young enough to be able to make profit and loss accounts, nor does it have life experience.
Except for me, I know more about the risks that my life will take than anyone else at this party.
You are also thinking about the impact that this event will have on you.
Me and this guy aren't short enough to understand.
So to be perfectly clear, Kaido leaked his dissatisfaction.
"Welcome, Kaido Senpai. into the world of gag characters"
"No!? I shouldn't have lived on your side!?
"Kuku, whatever you say is useless. This is evidence that the conversation you just had with the leader didn't work. And above all,"
"Above all? What is it?
"No man is more suitable for Serious than you!!
"Hmm!?
You guys, be quiet a little bit.
They're teasing me south.
When I looked at the two of them, the Kitami sang as if they were both stunned.
And speaking of the last round of victory,
"Are you still worried?
"Yes"
"... I want to help. But you just said you wanted to help me kill people?
"... yes"
I can't give you an answer.
If you haven't made a decision at this stage, I think it's better not to take you.
However, it is easy to say not to do anything, but it is also visible that winning at a multi-sensed age will give it a strong sense of alienation.
So...
"Why is it so easy for you to make that decision?
"It's not easy."
I somehow knew this question would come up.
Me too, but there is a slight difference between the south, Kitamiya and Kaido, but judgment standards are built on my life experience.
The degree to which it was constructed made the difference in this decision.
If we win, it looks like we're making a quick decision in a short time, but I'll correct it if it's not.
"I have troubled myself, but if I am responsible for this case, I may not be convinced myself. With that in mind, I decided to go and help Amelia. Understand what happens in the process and decide if you can take the risk."
You know, when I ask you, you get a little lost.
"I don't know."
That's the answer.
I smile bitterly.
"That's fine."
I affirmed the answer.
Eh, I can smile at winning when you look at me with a question mark in mind.
"This is just a choice from my values. Some people think I'm doing the wrong thing."
I talk to Victor about what I want to say.
"That's why humans are troubled. Are you sure this is the right thing to do? I wonder if this behavior is wrong. And that concern creates your own standards of judgment. Failure and success nurture people."
Victory still didn't have enough criteria to make a decision on the matter.
No, if it's true, you shouldn't let high school students decide whether to stand or not.
"The standards I built in my life helped me prepare. So I made up my mind."
"Don't I have it?
"Oh, I'm sure you're lost. But, Victory. That's not a mistake. It is no shame that we cannot make a decision now. This is a decision you don't have to make to live normally in Japan. Even if you think you can't, you can't refuse as much as you want, but sometimes you have to refuse. What you decide becomes the value of the individual, and how you communicate with your surroundings when that value and situation are against you is the necessary adaptive instinct to live. In other words, it's a lifelong question of how to live. Even if I stop worrying, I will go on and repeat worrying, this event may become a turning point of such a difficult problem. It's not easy to decide."
This time, the environment was bad.
There is nothing wrong with being lost in victory.
It is still too early to tilt the balance of life's values.
"So, it's no mistake that you can't give me an answer on this one."
Yes, it seems that the face of victory, which is not yet convincing, is asking me if I will imagine what I say later and leave it behind.
"Seung, I'm sorry for you, but I'm leaving you this time. If you say you're going now, I'm not taking you."
……
I'll be perfectly clear about that question.
I don't ask why he won.
Winning is smart.
In this case, I understand that I am lost and my feet are tight.
But I can't stop feeling like I can't help Amelia.
He is desperately trying to drink up his pity, regret, or dissatisfaction.
"Don't look like that."
"Ite"
I lightly decompress such a winning forehead.
"I told you, you're not wrong. Nobody says you're not one of them because you didn't go to help Amelia this time. Besides, you have an important role to play."
"Role?"
"Oops, don't look dissatisfied with your important role as an answering machine waiting for you where you come back. I can't be an idiot to play answering machine."
Seung would have sounded like he was saying my words properly in a comfort word. More wrinkles began to appear between his eyebrows than usual, and I explained with a bitter smile.
"Someone is waiting for us to return, and that's what holds us back. In my case, Suela and Memoria. But that's where you and I stand. Besides me, if I find out that you are waiting for me, I will be able to clear my mind of giving up in the last place."
The word "rest" cannot be taken for granted.
A small margin of mind creates a slight difference.
I understood throughout the battle that the slightest difference would be a lifeline.
He nods in harmony with Kaido, Minami and Kitami, listening to me.
Don't wait for the good news.
Senpai, I'll show you.
"Yes, Jiro is right. If Katsukun waits for you, don't worry."
There is no lie in the word.
Behavior alone is light, but when someone is waiting behind it, it becomes heavy and prompts cautious behavior.
The winner who understood it meditated for the first time and took a deep breath.
"I see. I'll be waiting."
I told her to open her eyes and blow away her troubles.
"Whoa, leave it to me. When we get Amelia back, we're all having a party."
I told him to laugh and hope that he would not betray the decision.
One word today.
Sometimes I have to make a decision in less time, but I didn't think the day would come when I would make such a decision.